peterz unbearable complaints on life

DITAG oleh IZAR

2009-07-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

Finally got something to put up on this blog...thanks IZAR! miss you so much!

1. Kekasih saya adalah : Dina, eh ade kekasih dah? :P

2. Saya sedang mendengar : Jim tanye pasal furniture baru die..

3. Mungkin saya patut: balik rumah

4. Saya baru sudah : minum hazelnut coffee

5. Beza rakan, sahabat, kawan : entah?

6. Saya tidak faham : php coding nie...naik giler cube paham kan bende bodoh nie..

7. Saya perlu mencari: duit, nak kahwin cepat..boleh?

8. Ayat terakhir yang dikatakan kepada saya: i will be sleeping well tommorow night

9. Makna kehidupan : not for sale, can be rented.

10. Cinta itu adalah: perasaan?

11. Saya paling suka : kalau main hujan

12. Saya akan cuba : jumpe smue kengkawan..tapi failing miserably..

13. Mengapa rakyat Malaysia suka menggunakan LAH di akhir ayat mereka : sebab suka hati diorang LAH

14. Telefon bimbit saya : Sony Ericsson G502

15. Katil saya : Queen size, siap bedsheet warna hijau terang, boleh tidur ker?

16. Soalan yang bagi saya tidak perlu ditanya: baru sampai?

17. Teknologi adalah : bende nie

18. Bagaimana saya boleh memasak masakan yang saya paling pandai masak : dengan memasakan masakan itu

19. Semalam : saya jumpe lailo

20. Hari ini : saya akan jumpe dina

21. Malam ini saya akan : bermimpi

22. Esok pula saya akan : pergi kerje

23. Saya betul-betul inginkan : duit

24. Badminton atau futsal : dua-dua taknak

25. Karaoke : eh? hmm...

26. Kereta : gen2! nak mitsubishi lancer...sape nak belikan?

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap : gelap of course

28. Makanan jepun adalah : sedappppppppp

29. Ayat terakhir yang nak anda katakan pada seseorang : gimme a kiss

30. Siapa yang anda tag: nalin, kameeni, dela, melor dan jee

Izar Tagged me AGAIN

2009-07-21T15:45:00.012+08:00

"The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people."

1. I am... Shuresh Kumar...muahaha

2. I really want to go to... Japan!!

3. My favourite place is.. the beach...who doesn't like the beach?

4. My favourite things are..friends & Dina

5. My favourite drink is... coffee, nescafe 3 in 1 pun boleh jer..

6. My favourite food is... fried chicken...actually fried apapun jadik

7. My favourite colours are.. black aje..so it should be "My favourite colours is.."

8. I live in... PANDAMARAN! pronounce it properly yeah
9. I was born in.. University Hospital Kuala Lumpur, yeay! sama macam izar...i think i saw you there :p

10. My college was...MMU Cyberjaya

11. My favourite stories are.. the white gorilla, sape sape nak tahu, ask me when you see me..so, again it should be, "My favourite story is.."

12. My hobbies are... watching the idiot box , "My hobby is... "

13. I wish for.. unlimited access to cash

14. I tag... nalin, jee, shalini, kameeni and dela!

Halo My Love

2009-05-21T13:36:00.002+08:00

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Streamyx sucks!

2009-04-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

Get your acts together you people.
I DON'T WANT TO BE RUDE, but I have no choice. you guys suck big time la bradersss.
I fucking pay every month not to sit at starbucks and surf assholes!
As a customer, I am terribly feel violated by your arrogant stupid call centre bitches who can't even explain to me what the fuck is wrong with it! Send your fucking stuffs for english classes for a start!
You take so much of government's money to do wat? hide it in your asses? FUCKING DO YOUR JOB!
If you can read this, and if you know who i am, I AM SICK OF CALLING YOUR CALL CENTRES WHO TAKES LIKE HALF AN HOUR TO ANSWER THE FREAKING CALL AND TO TELL ME THE OBVIOUS THINGS THAT I ALREDY KNOW!
For the love of GOD! I don't want my money to go to waste!
If you don't get your streamyx back on track as you stupid whores promised the PEOPLE, I am writting a letter to the prime minister, the minister who is incharge, MCMC and also the press!
DONT FUCKING WASTE ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!!
JUST GIVE A DECENT INTERNET CONNECTION!
-n-

Dela Duck

2009-03-08T14:24:00.007+08:00

And yet, I took some time from my busy schedule to do some background research and to find out more on this new phenomenon that has hit Malaysia..or shall we say, out to take over the country.

According to them, Dela Duck Fast Food Take-Away is a revolutionary concept whose method of retailing is the latest in the industry providing a uniquely pressure cooked duck that is oil free, delicious and healthy.

Dela Duck Inc. is headquartered in the State of Delaware, United States of America ( from US rupenyer..not pantai hill park)with its marketing arm in Hong Kong to manage the Asia Pacific and the Middle East countries.

They claim they are halal...as you can see below, they have certificates from JAKIM and JAIP.

I took the opportunity to try their cuisine, I must say they are rather different.

Good points :

1. It doesn't have the normal smell of duck meat ( which is good because i hate that smell)

2.The packaging is awesome

3.It is done with 39 herbs and seasoning

4.It use to be a dish for the 1st Emperor Qin Shi of Yuan dynasty to the last Emperor.

Not so Good points :

1. It is rather oily, but then duck meat are oily.

2. You can only buy a whole duck, a wing piece or drumstick

3. The price is crazy! RM10 for a piece of wing or drumstick and 46 bucks for a whole duck..

4. It is only available for takeaway.

The duck peices are pressure cooked as you order, so you need to wait like 20 minutes for your order. You only get the duck meat, no side orders or what so ever.

Verdict : If you are a duck meat fan, you should try it..maybe you will like it. If you are not, you should at least try it once. The price is too expensive though but I guess you can afford it once in a while.

Tasty?, yes.

Pricy?, yes.

Worth it?, 50-50.

More pictures :

For more info : you may visit : www.deladucks.com (yes! they have a website tooooo!)

Congrats DELA!!!

And it is the same species?

2009-02-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

Please help me understand this shop...

You drive me crazy

2009-02-11T18:52:00.004+08:00

Going through a different period of life is always tough in the beginning. I am no exception.
It just seems like everyone moving to a new phase in life.
Some looking at making more money, some are planning on settling down, some planning to continue their studies..well i guess the honeymoon period after uni has ended.
One thing I can't digest is the fact that everyone realises it at the same time. It is depressing, especially when it comes to marriage.
Maybe I am just making things big when it is not so crutial, but I have always been like that. Worry about unneccesary things but I dont say it out as I dont want others to sympathise or think I am a freak! More to the ego part actually.
I dont like it when the usual stuff, which I am use to starts to change. I hate change.
Work has been depressing..at times I just think no point for me to go to work..just want to retire young and go far far away for holiday...forever.
I know it will be different and it is going to be tougher than ever now to be alone. It is sad, but I am too worried and have this mounting amount of fear on relationship that stops me from having any serious ones..I need to learn to over come it, I am learning...extremely slow I must say.
As strange as it sounds, I was watching the reruns of F.R.I.E.N.D.S series on starworld (surprise, surprise) yesterday and it was the episode where the friends slowly part away...all in their own way, phoebe married to mike, chandler and monica moving to a new crib, rachel going to paris and ross doing something (he is not my favourite). Joey feels the pressure, I am feeling exactly how joey felt..alone, left behind because I am not doing anything with my life. I hope someone out there will make a shuresh's room in their home if they get married..any takers? :)
From all that, what I can say is my world revolves around my friends..literally. When things starts to change....I feel left out, lonely..It is not a feeling that you celebrate. I know that change is destinied to happen and it is unavoidable, but if they just take the time to turn around, they will see me standing there waitting for them,doing nothing just like standing at a busstop for a bus to come, which apparently doesnt arrive at all.
I just realised something from what I wrote up there...I think that is why I prefer to be single and avoid from falling in love with someone...it is because I don't want the situation now to change. I like it the way I am right now...that is giving me the fear that if I actually get the guts to commit myself with someone, all this will change, I will become one of them. Oh Lord...
I am just in a very friend-appreciating mood right now...or more to hate the changes mood...or just typing crap sitting at starbucks...because trying to kill time...

*On a lighter note, Rihanna, girl girl girl, i told you to be with me...i told you chris brown is an asshole...now you know..ask him to take a bow and come under my umberella ella ella eh eh eh... *And...for heaven's sake, stop the freaking drama in perak and start thinking about how to save people from loosing jobs, sustaning the economy and how to take advantage of the slowdown...stop protecting your backside alone, its not going anywhere...look at other's...it is being damaged badly.
*Go A.R.Rahman, you made us proud, keep up the good work man!

*I think Lauren from the hills is freaking sizzling hot!

*Oh yeah, my new ride rocks!

SEE YA, wouldnt wanna be ya!

All the small things

2009-01-30T13:54:00.002+08:00

*SIGH*

I am a strange humanbeing. Maybe too sensitive at times?

It seems to me all the small things that happens in life makes it as the most memorable one.

For example, when I go to the market, i buy vegetables from this indonesian makcik, and she gives a smile, that would make my whole day bright.

Or when I am watching tv and somewhere in there they mention one of my friends name and I smile even when they didnt mean my friend literaly, it makes me happy.

When I am at the bank and for the frequent visits to the counter, the person there knows me by name.

I sit in mycar and see a stain on the seat and remember how it came there, and i feel good, even it ruined the seat, but for the fact that it happened.

When I purchase something for myself, like a shirt and it doesn't fit but still i wear it and someone else notices it, it makes me happy.

When I drink cold water and how it reliefs my thirst, i notice it!

When I buy something and share it with my friends and see how happy they are for me...

When I buy something for my mum and she said she doesnt like it...:)

My boss getting angry with the accountants

How Angelina Jolie's tattoo is crooked

How listening to The Fray makes me calm down

And the list goes on...

But only thing that is bothering me now.....i can't do any small things that makes me feel good....instead, it goes wrong so bad that I start to hate the fact that I could probably be a fucking looser....

Maybe change is good, growing up makes u mature slowly but why would you wanna do it when you are pretty much already comfortable with how you are now? Mostly because all course of action depends on outside influence, the ones you trust the most to understand and being a heartless human being just to make sure others get what they want....just for them to be happy..

I am going through some emotional roller coster which might mean some people might get hurt, terribly.... or it might mean I might be hurt so bad that I would think tommorow would just be a memory.....either way, i have to face it and if it u i am gonna be bluntly unfair and rude, sorry in advance...if it is me, then bring it on....i am here to face the bitch so called life!

In search of peace, a wise man said, forget it, it is just a fucking virtue!

2009 - A brand new beginning?

2009-01-03T14:00:00.002+08:00

It better be a brand new beginning!

I just went through reading my last post and i realised the amount of typo errors and grammar mistakes...my my, the england is very the bad.

Lets start with a forwarded mail i got from my fren in Endau...:)

Why men don't write advice columns (I find this so true)

Dear Walter

I hope you can help me here.

The other day I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't gone more than a mile down the road when my engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was in the bedroom with a neighbour lady making mad passionate love to her. I am 32, my husband is 34 and we have been married for twelve years. When I confronted him, he broke down and admitted that he'd been having an affair for the past six months. I told him to stop or I would leave him.

He was let go from his job six months ago and he says he has been feeling increasingly depressed and worthless. I love him very much, but ever since I gave him the ultimatum he has become increasingly distant. I don't feel I can get through to him anymore.
Can you please help?

Sincerely, Mrs.. Sheila Usk

Dear Sheila

A car stalling after being driven a short distance can be caused by a variety of faults with the engine. Start by checking that there is no debris in the fuel line. If it is clear, check the jubilee clips holding the vacuum pipes onto the inlet manifold. If none of these approaches solves the problem, it could be that the fuel pump itself is faulty, causing low delivery pressure to the carburettor float chamber. It is advisable that you sent your car to a workshop.I hope this helps.

Walter

New Year Already?

2008-12-31T14:17:00.002+08:00

It has been awfully long since i updated my blog. So many things has taken place since the last time i actually had an entry. I think I won't go into details on those things..well, what the hell, i will try to put in as much as i can.
I am now at starbucks, sipping my frap. I was bored at home,so i came out to have a few puffs and check my mail.

Lets see, I will start after my birthday, personally, it has been a horrible year but my career wise, i can't ask for more. I actually went to a conferenced in KL, where they were talking about doing masters overseas. It has been my long time dream to actually do my masters, plus jim told me the best way t o do my masters is to do it in europe as they offer the best choices. I have done my researh and have finalised to two unis. We shall see, if all goes well, end of 2009, i will start my journey! But before that I have few things to settle back here. Like sitting for some english test ( requirement to enter unis overseas). So, keeping my fingers crossed! :)

Our company made profit beyond expectation! So, jim has promised me a new office for all the efforts i have put in to get the revenue that we have. We paid the deposit and we would be moving in back to cyber-fucking-jaya end of january, hopefully. Yeah, it does mean that more money for petrol and toll, but hey, if I am getting a new office, why not? We will be in SME 2, if anyone wants to visit.

My trip to penang ( long planned) because when they had the firefly and airasia sale war, i manage to get very cheap deals. The only destination I wanted to go was penang, because kartik was there and i know he can bring me around. I f I go anywhere else, I have to around myself, which sucks. Everyone else were busy during that period so, I booked for myself only. It was a fantastic holiday I must say, had fun fun fun. We didnt stay at home for more than three hours in total, all the time we were out.

Went to Tiffin's at ferringgi, because i booked for fine dining to celebrate kartik's birthday, so, all four of us, (kartik, surya, kevin and moi) went had a nice dinner, then went to gurney to have our martinis, then for few beers near slipery.

It has been more than 4 months, but i still think of my grandma all the time especially at night when i am going to sleep. Damn, I miss her terribly. As i told kartik, nothing I regret more than to loose the oppurtunity to say how much I love her before she left for good. I mean , I was not beside her when she passed away....:(

Vinosh's engagement! It was the engagement of the year! It was a totally rocking event. Food, booze and music, it was like a party! Everyone enjoyed themselves, i did anyways. Vinosh looked really good in his outfit and dawani was very bride-looking too.

Raya was amazing too, i spend most of the day in netty's crib. It was a fun reunion. Netty with her lapis raya kurung, and the crazy rest..hmm...i miss you guys, hey, i am meeting you all later hahahaha

Deepavali, well, it was ok. I was at home, bcos we couldnt celebrate. So, it was a family affair.

Kali's engagement. Another trip to penang. this is the trip which i regreted. Not bcos kali getting engaged but bcos what happen dispite that.Well, lets not get into details...:)

Christmas! yeay! I love christmas, I think this the day of the year that I look forward to all the time. We lit up the christmas tree in our office, go for christmas lunch, helen's house..and many more good things that keeps me off all my regrets, sour moments and other worries. I love christmas.

Met my school frens, helen, simon and lakshmi for coffee and we had the best time. We just sat and talked and talked...wow that was so great to catch up with them, after like 7 years, we still are good frens, amazingly.

I am suppose to do the flash presentation for helen's sister's wedding now, but instead i am sitting down updating my blog. hahaha, if only she knew..:P

New year, well, I am looking forward to it. I have a strong feeling that it is gonig to be a very good year. It better be as thsi year sucked so bad that even the flies wouldn'y come near!

Resolutions? Well, I never achieve any every year, so this year, i do have few which i know i am not gonna achieve but what the hell man, it's new year!

1. Do my masters
2. Get a new car
3. Convince my tenant not to move out
4. Go penang more
5. SAVE MONEY (most important!) but it is the last in my list..hehehe

So, to sum up the year and to look forward to a new year full of surprises (pleasant ones only!)
I would like to wish ALL of you guys Have a Very Good New Year, and wish you guys get everything that you wish for the whole year long. Those of you whom I have missed out this year, I promise to make it up to you guys next year by meeting up more regularly and yes, I will try my best to remember all of your birthdays! (Thanks to facebook, I don't think I will miss any) hehehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! LETS HOPE FOR THE BEST! :)

Sort of...

2008-09-30T10:42:00.002+08:00

Updates, updates..

As Kams has stated on her blog, it has been like 4 funerals and a wedding.. so much has happened in my life that it feels like i am living a brand new life.

My beloved granma passed away. I was thinking twice wether I should write about it, and then i thought, why not? Here is the story..as most knew that I was raised by my grandma, lived with her up to 23rd of August, 2008. She passed away around 9.20pm on a Saturday. She passed away in University Hospital. Well, now you guys would know why I have not been attending any gatherings in August and September right?

My mum's brother, my uncle passed away the same day, so it was a double blow for me..but it is ok guys, I am ok right now eventhough once in a while i just go crazy as i will suddenly miss my grandma so much. Thats when I just go through all the stuff she left behind and I feel as though she is still around.

Jimpack and Jee got engaged on 1st September 2008. It was a wonderful event, in Malacca. Food was fantastic and Jee was small as usual. Jimpack looked smart? Well, why not give him the compliment. :p

It was my birthday on 13th September. Nantha surprised me with a piece of bluberry cake from secret recipe which i cut at pykut shop in bukit tinggi. Present there were high vasu, claiming everyone else is high lailo, vinosh, vinod, thines (i hope i got ur name right dude) and vinosh's bro in law. Well, that was a start for my birthday.

Then, met up with the joe, netty, dela, milo, kechik, reza at the curve. izar couldn't make it as he was in perlis. it's ok izar, i know u luv me :p..

My Aunty's father passed away 23rd September 2008, one month after my grandma's final day. It was a sad coincidents. But to tell the truth, I think 2008 has not been hell of a great year for me. Hmmm...

Now, present, it is Raya tommorow...all balik kampung already, but i am here in the office trying to put things together to get a clean start on monday next week...yes i have 5 days off :P

So, to all my frens, regardless of everything, SELAMAT HARI RAYA and maaf zahir & batin!

I will be waiting for invitations for Raya Open Houses ok! Happy Holidays! :)

Bits and pieces

2008-08-18T10:16:00.003+08:00

So, it is mid-august. doesn't time pass when you have so many things happening?

It is all about personal gain nowadays, long gone times when people put others up-front before themselves. I don't understand that at all. I have never been that way. I will try my best to put my own benefits back, and put other's needs first. Some don't get it, as they think I want something from them, and some think I am just being kind, and don't really mean it...but I do!

I don't know aobut others, but for me, when I consider someone as a good friend. I will not hide anything from them. Why should you? It is not like they are going to do what you are going to do, or even try to stop you from doing something right? If they do, then they are not your friends.

One more thing, what is this matter about, I don't want to tell you anything because I don't know if you would understand or misunderstand. Crap I tell you, just crap.

Life is a big drama for some of us. Being mysterious doesn't make you intersting, it makes you annyoing, as you always don't open up and people get sick of you. correct? go ponder.

I had the pleasure of attending mel's wedding dinner. It was nice as all of us were there, a big party!! congrats mel & raphael!

One more thing is, I am a person who like to lend a helping hand where and when neccesary. I dislike people who come to me only when they need anything or something like that. I prefer genuine people who will be there when i need them too..whole lot of emotions dumped here..HAHAHHAHA

Our first medal eh? Silver somemore dont play play! i like badminton, but i prefer swimming and tracks. Something that finishes fast so that i don't get bored! hahaha

I need to highlight this that Malaysians should buckle up their english. I am nto saying I am good at it, I am not so good at it either, but come on, simple things also cannot spell means how la dei?

May GOD bless all of us.

This is hilarious

2008-08-15T13:50:00.002+08:00

I found this on The Star Newspaper few days back, and i think I am more convinced that alcohol changes people. HA HA HA, if you know what i mean...

So big ah? Arrest me-lah -- so they did
By FARIK ZOLKEPLI

JOHOR BARU: A 28-year-old man was fined RM1,000 after he pleaded guilty at a Magistrate’s court here to preventing policemen from fulfilling their duties and insulting them with vulgarities.

R. Senthiresan had allegedly been under the influence of alcohol when he insulted the policemen and challenged them to arrest him in front of a restaurant in Taman Tampoi Indah on Sunday.
Police had gone to the restaurant after receiving reports of a drunken disturbance.
Senthiresan was charged under Section 186 of the Penal Code, which carries a three-month prison sentence or fine or both.

Magistrate Rasidah Roslee ruled that the accused would face imprisonment if he should fail to pay the fine.

At press time, Senthiresan had yet to settle the fine.

Seriously?

2008-08-01T14:04:00.002+08:00

As lucky as I am, I had the oppurtunity to watch the movie, KUSELAN yesterday. For those who are not aware, this is another hyped about movie with Rajni in it. Well, here goes my review on the movie.

It started off kind of boring, really really boring til you feel like sleeping off. The same old story of a poor man couldn't afford to take care of his family. As time went, past 1 hour of the movie, Rajni came into the picture, as usual he has a "superb" acting. (huh?) Sorry to offend Rajni's fans, but seriously man, do not hype about the movie when he only appears for like 1/2 hour of three hour movie.

Nayanthara was just hot, in those skimpy skirt for one song which I do not think was necessary at all, but for the sake of nayanthra, I did not mind it at all. Being the best scenes in the movie, i realised no one got up to go to the washroom or answer calls when the song was going on. :))

I have to salute the art-director and cinematographer of this movie, fantastic work. I was abit annoyed with the dolphins though, you will know what i mean when you watch the movie.

Besides Nayanthatra was acting with just few words, and Rajni being himself, the rest of the cast potrayed their best. The comedy was not as impressive as I thought it would be considering almost all the comedian were in the movie.

P.Vasu, for the sake of viewers, get more creative man.

Livingstone was excellent! He played my favourite character in the movie and played it exceptionally good. Man, that fellow is fuuuunnny.

The last, climax of the movie seems to be the highlight, fantastic acting by Pasupathy. I found few people in the theatre crying for the climax, but I was laughing, you know me..:P, to my defence, it was tacky. Even then, i over heard few people say it was touching. *yeah right!

They have done it with mother sentiment, fathert, sister (vijay's fav), brother and this is more of friends sentiment...

I challenge the directors in India to do a remake of Hancock, and cast Rajni in it. Now, that is what you can call world class movie!

All I can say is, if you are going for the movie expecting something big, forget it, it is a total disapointment. If you are going to entertain yourself, forget it, go watch dark knight. And last but not least, if you are a big fan of Rajni, you would probably like the movie.

-period-

Where are we now?

2008-07-28T09:49:00.003+08:00

What the hell is happening to Malaysia man? As much as I like to believe that everything is allright or at least, everything will be alright, it just seem like it is going on the opposite direction.

I have to admit, as much as I enjoy the saga that is taking place in the malaysian politics, I am kind of ticked by the ignorance the whole goverment has on us it's people. A good question is, how long more?

It has come to a point where what i earn does not cater for my daily life expenses. By mid of the month, I go broke. There are no sign of salary raise from my boss and pricing in TESCO has increased too, leaving me paying mre than what I usually do for groceries. What should I do? Change my life style? To what? I am already living a very moderate life. All the stuff I buy for home has changed to TESCO products all together.

GIANT pricing is almost the same as TESCO, so it doesn't help that much either. But in GIANT is where I found something precious and needs to be framed up.

Talking about the prices and lifestyle change which apparently almost impossible to do, I ask myself, why should I compramise on how I want to live my life as I work like a mad dog a whole week, to earn income that should allow me to live the life comfortably? Hello people in the cabinet, answer me...please? I remember talking to the lady who comes to clean the office, she said she earns around 3000 ringgit a month, which is way more than I do and she doesn't pay tax or any other bills, except for phone bills ( she has a better phone than I do by the way).

So, I have concluded, I need to start cleaning people's homes and get money? Is that what I should do? The Almighty prime minister should tell me the answer? Or will our good friend to all and I care about the people, someone sabotaging me, will do it? So, stop taking care of your own asses, and give us a break will you? For the love of GOD, I need my dosage of fun atleast once a month! Remember, we the people put you there, we can bring you down also, you are NOT the boss of us, infact it is the other way around. I am not only talking about the person in power right now, but also every other ass**le who is trying to get into power. Put the poeple as your utmost priority, not yourself, your family or your f**ked up friends.

Enough of the political storm hatred. Sometimes, I like to believe GOD plans something, and yes, he too makes the wrong decision. I like to think that because, I am a selfish person when it comes to certain issues, well aren't we all? I hate it when it turns out the opposite way of what i thought it should be. The devil comes in and changes everything, leaving you with nothing more than anger, disapointment and completely outraged.

End of the day, you just forget about it, as it is going to happen for only one day, and everyone will eventually get over it? Yeah right, it might be a start of something bigger than that. I hate to think it would and I hope it doesn't. (it seems whatever I hope for goes down the drain lately).

I am disapointed, very and in a situation of unable to do anything, as there is nothing in my hands to do. I was just not there at the right time, and right place, thats about it. I sometimes just feel like strangling YOU man. But a wise man (really?) told me to be happy, "haha man count d blessin tat im comin *** earlier dude"

the end.

Honesty?

2008-07-24T09:58:00.003+08:00

There are few things bothering me lately. Honesty is the first thing.

How do you define honesty? It is kind of broad, lets narrow it down to honesty in a relationship. This means those of you whom are in a relationship have the priority to comment, but those who are not can do so also.

Let me ask you guys this question, you are in a relationship with your partner, then one day, you meet someone else and you become good friends, eventually, that friendship turns into admiration and before you know it, you have fallen for them. Is it possible to be in love with two people at one time? Will you guys let your current girlfriend/boyfriend know about the other person? Are you breaching the trust your partner has given you? Are you being dishonest?

I know from a lame man's eye, all you are doing is wrong, but to justify your situation, it is about you end of the day, right? What kind of relationship is it when you are not happy being in it? Should you be honest and tell your current partner that, you might be in love with the new person in your life?

On the other hand, to be fair to the current partner, all they deserve is the truth, playing behind their back with another person is not good, better to put it out there for them before it gets too late. Even if your partner has been the most honest person and never have cheated on you and has 101% trust on you, all you can do is go out look for some other relationship? You are being a bitch aren't you?

In this case, I would blame the third person, as he/she is stupid enough to get tanggled in a relationship with someone who is already committed to someone else. Are you out of your mind?

Well, it depends on what he/she have told this "friend" that made these new person fall for them? Don't you have self control? What have you achieved from all of this? Do you think you can live happily with what you have done? Don't you feel a little bit of guilt? Do you even have feelings at all?

What do you guys think? Is it right or wrong?

The Accused :
The Current Partner :
The "New Lover" :

Who is to be blamed? Could you live with yourself in that situation?

Let me know...because I really don't know..

Its the weekend to be jolly!

2008-07-18T15:05:00.000+08:00

Have a Great Weekend everyone!! :)

po-ta-to , po-te-to

2008-07-14T16:28:00.003+08:00

Finally got the time to update this blog. Been busy with work, and some leisure..hehe...Kuantan...ahhhhhhh
Nothing much to talk about Kuantan trip as whoever actually went would know everything...enjoyed, truly. All I can say is talitalipoo!! :)
Vasu is back! woohoo! It was a surprise as for all that i knew, he said he will come back soon but to my shock, he came to my house on a saturday morning! I was still half asleep and i thought i was dreaming..but then yeah, it was for real...he is back...for good...i hope..
Lailo came back also from jakarta, but i guess he should be going somewhere else soon...but he is back for now, and thats good? i think so
Jimpack is having this massive gathering at his new crib this friday. Well, i guess there's gonna be alot of surprises and well-wishing to be done. His birthday just passed, last friday, 11th July, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMPACK! and buffy's is today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUFFY!
Can't wait for thursday, Jim is going for holiday in Japan fr 10 days and the office is all mine!!!yaahoo!!!! and also on Friday, all kaigels gonna have a get-together!!! yaahooo, will be missing mama and vinosh as they have some other function to attend.
Yesterday was an engagement, my cousin's. As ackward as it was being there as he is my age, was forced to go, as my grandma, my parents demanded us, three brothers to be there, but only me and my elder brother could make it, younger one is in JB. It was done in a massive scale, i dunno why though since it is just an engagement.
Commitments...commitments...*sigh*
Been hooked to the reruns of friends on starworld, no matter how many times i watch, i never get tired of it...

Music wise, few new songs have been added to the playlist :

*better in time - leona lewis

*im' yours - jason mraz

*heartbreaker - will i am

*break the ice - britney

Well, having a weird taste in music now..as you can see ( wtf? britney??) yeah...i know...
Need to catch up with lots of people, mimi, kogi, awen, ah ni and the boys...but i am just too lazy maybe due to the unpredicted petrol price increase *duh*

I need some alcohol now, ciaoz! ;)

I had to share this

2008-06-18T11:10:00.004+08:00

I got this forwarded e-mail from Bal and I thought it has some clue on how advertisements were back then...but am amazed on what the hell people in those years eat and get turned on ? eh?

Imagine coming up with this kind of ads and show Mr.K ! HE PROBABLY WOULD FAINT!

Computex

2008-06-11T17:30:00.003+08:00

So, I had the oppurtunity to go the Computex in Taipei. It was a tiring journey with transit to HK first. Delays due to storm and by the time we reached the hotel room, it was 10pm.

Took quick shower and walked out to check out the streets. It was not a good idea I guess because along the way, (looking for 7eleven) to buy smoke supply, bumped into like three different nightclubs and they were so annoying. When they see foreigners, all they think is you are there for some fun? helllooooo...

Bought my ciggies, and a can of beer....just wanted to try the chinese beer. :p the next morning got up at 8am, went for the free breakfast downstairs, then left to the hyatt (where the exhibition was) around 11.30am. Went straight to Nero room which was like on the first floor, like a penhouse like that with a hugeeeeee balcony over looking taipei 101! it was huge! you can have a bbq party there..

Then around 2pm went walking through the exhibition. many interesting stuff there. one that caught my eye was the watch-phone. it's a watch and a mobile phone. the design was cool too, i don't mind wearing it if it is in our market.

Another one was the ipod-speaker-dancing-soft-toy ahahha, yes it is exactly what it means. You but the soft toy on top of the ipod speakers and the thing sings and dances to the beat of the song! incredible!

And then there were the dancers on stage and all...some were freaking hot! and some were like really? thats all you can find?

It was around 7pm we headed over to the hotel back. i tido jap bcos my legs were killing me! got up around 9pm and left to have dinner. Jim said we shall go to this place, ruth's chris steak house. If anyone goes to taipei, you have to go eat here..incredibly delicious food. i had lamb and martini, shaken not stired. :p the price was abit on the expensive side but it was all worth it.
They had the best cremebrule..it just melts in your mouth..ahhhh

Next day, i got up at 7am, went down for breakfast. and the day started. there was another show at another place that you need to take the free feeder and go. So, went there, met few malaysians..i know they are malaysian because they kept using lah at the end of all their staements :)

Got the chance to go to taipei101. Incredible technology. They claim they have the world's fastest lift, trust me it was fast. the top of the lift got like space deco which plays along with some music...damn nice.

It didnt feel that tall though, i think klcc felt taller. and yes, i have been to the top of klcc, don't be jealous ah! :p

Then came down, camerawhoring there and here while waiting for our meeting with nero officials at 6pm. Jim wanted to meet up with steven since he was down from australia too. so met him around 5pm til 6pm , then rush to the nero meeting. after the meeting went for dinner at a korean bbq place, japanese loves korean food, i dont mind it either..

Then, balik hotel, i was sleept off straight away. jim called to the room and woke me up at 6.30am! need ot go for breakfast and catch a bus back t the airport. then, see see reached airport too earply pulak. so, went around the airport, didnt buy anything...:( no money..
Then went to the boarding area and started camera whoaring again...hahahaha

Reached KLIA around 7.30pm got the chance to take the sunset pic! it was nice. then by the time i reached back home it was 10pm, and slept...end.

Top 5 Hotest Malaysian Actresses

2008-06-02T12:05:00.003+08:00

Elaine Daly

Deanna Yusoff

Erra Fazira

Fasha Sandha

Maya Karin (Super Hot!!)

Top 5 Hotest Bollywood Actresses

2008-05-29T12:49:00.002+08:00

Kajol

Aishwarya Rai

Shilpa Shetty

Malika Sherawat

Dipika Padukone (HOT!!)

Top 5 Lists

2008-05-27T16:57:00.007+08:00

On the way back from Malacca the other day, I thought of doing the top 5 lists according to my views on stuff.
So, here we go..my first top 5 list would be ..

The Top 5 Hotest Hollywood Actresses.

Salma Hayek - Sizzling Latin that makes you watch through a movie, even when the story is crap.

Angelina Jolie - The Ever Sexy Lips that makes your knees weak and those two....eyes , gets me turned on and on and onnn...

Jesica Biel - What a body...perfectly toned and firm. Eventhough acting is not really her strongest asset, everything else is a reflection of God's perfection.

Jesica Alba - What can I say? Perfect skin tone, perfect body, perfect smile, perfect attitude..every guy's dream to take her home..and of course there is the acting too.

Kiera Knightley - Hotness level 101%. The perfectly made everything. A package you could die for. And that british slang...oh GOD do have mercy on me! Thank you lord for Kiera!

Champions League Winner

2008-05-22T09:03:00.008+08:00

So, I got up around 2am to watch the Champions League finals in Moscow. For the fans' sake, Klang Steakhouse was open and yes, me and lailo were there. It was a predictable game. Both teams were good, although Chelsea was attacking more on the second half of the game and also during extra time. Man U was only playing well before Lampard scored the goal for Chelsea.

One thing I realised is that Man U depend so much on Ronaldo to play, unlike Chelsea who seem to be more generous on who takes the shots on the post. First half, very entertaining, second half, exciting, extra time was like it never gonna end and the penalty shoot-out was the icing. Although deep down I wanted Chelsea to win, but I think the luck was on Man U's side. Terry has to slip and fall and Ronaldo "the hero" had to miss the shot.

One more thing is, Pak didn't play for Man U. Disapointing because if he did, he would be the only asian on the field. :)

Eventhough it was a bit long, too early and the crowd at steakhouse were extremely entertaining, I have only one regret. I just wish Drogba would have slapped Vidic a bit HARDER!

CHARLTON FOR LIFE!

Police at work!

2008-05-14T14:49:00.001+08:00

Kam… In Your Face

2008-04-17T20:07:00.008+08:00

I tumbled upon this play on the internet, I think it has an attractive title, as many of us have experienced it, if you know what I mean...muahahaha

Toniq creative presents

Kam…In Your Face

A musical comedy cabaret

Presenter: Toniq Creative Management Sdn Bhd
Dates & Times: 1-4, 6-11 May @ 8.30pm

Tickets: RM62, RM82, RM102 (plus RM2 ticket fee)

RM62 for students (with valid ID), 20% concession for sr. citizens

Venue: TAS @ BSC

Kam…In Your Face is a musical-comedy-cabaret combining song and dance, stand-up comedy and skits with a generous amount of local wit & humour, a spoonful of intellect a dash of Bollywood, a splice of rock n roll and disco, loads of fun and just enough of risqué to spice up the show. Joanne Kam, who is supported by her stellar cast of actors and dancers, will make you kam…in your face…with laughter!

Starring: Joanne Kam, Douglas Lim, Susan Lankester, Fang Chyi, Ina Fabregas, Ho Soon Yoon, Malik Taufiq, Ash Nair & Gavin Yap

Directed & Written by Joanne Kam & Gavin YapMusic

Producers: John Darren Morelli & Reuben Valentine

Choreographer: Jane Victor Soldberg

Executive Producers: Joanne Kam & Angeline Teoh

I know few of you are laughing now! What are the odds eh?

Quit Smoking

2008-04-15T20:45:00.002+08:00

I was watching Oprah reruns on Hallmark just now. The topic was quit smoking or as she says it, breathe easy..because when you say quit smoking, it gives a negative sign to the brain.
I have to agree to one extend with the doctors who came to talk and motivate people to quit smoking on the show. They said it all depends on the person themselves, if they really want to stop it, surely it can be done.
A lot of things influence someone to start smoking and also to stop smoking. Ben Affleck stoped because of his daughter. Some quit with external factors, like nagging from wives or girl friends or even friends. Some quit because of internal rejection, thats when they realise themselves that what they are doing is wrong. But even the best wouldn't be able to quit if they don't get a bit of help.
They have few types of medicine that can help you to kick the habit. Nikotine patches and some other drugs which I can't remember the other names though..they mentioned that all the help you can get is on oprah.com. Go see la for yourselves. They made one good point, those who say that they have lessen their intake of ciggarette smokes, doesnt necessarily mean they will succeed quitting. It doesn't happen that way because every ciggaratte stick that you have will make you wanna have another and another.
Somehow all these suppose to make sense. Does it? It doesn't to me...hahaha

Tell me if you manage to kick the habit ok? I wanna know.

Top 5 Sexiest Islands in the World

2008-04-11T14:06:00.005+08:00

The sexiest islands, of course, are about escapism. These are places where the normal codes of conduct are packed away with the empty suitcases and exhibitionism, whether physical or financial, becomes the order of the day. In such a hedonistic world, restraint is forgotten; yachts jostle for moorings in the harbor, trying to outdo each other in splendor and size; champagne is consumed like water; and work becomes a four-letter word. The primitive rules of attraction run rampant down the sandy beaches and through the rooms of rented seaside villas.

What Makes It Sexy: This tiny, exclusive island's luxurious resorts, pure white beaches and remote location in the Pacific will make you feel like the only two people in the world.

What Makes It Sexy: Temperate climate, hob-knobbing with the jet set and a huge variety of nightclubs and restaurants--Capri's sexiness can be tiring for even the sexiest.

What Makes It Sexy: French attitude with Italian weather and food.

What Makes It Sexy: Elba's tiny towns and vistas over the ocean will have you taking long, romantic walks over Napoleon's old stomping grounds.

What Makes It Sexy: Enormous sand dunes provide plenty of space and privacy for frolicking on the beach.

Just a guide to those who are gettingmarried, potential honeymoon escapades.....:)

Fifteen : It's Awesome

2008-04-11T12:31:00.010+08:00

This might be abit off from what I usually listen to, music wise. I am addicted to the sounds of Buckcherry now!

These guys are awesome! You should listen to their songs. Their amazing. My favourite is the crowd-pleaser, Sorry :

Man, their songs, incredible and lyrics just blows your mind away. I would reccomend their album to everyone. If you guys don't believe me, just check out the song on top.
I have included lyrics to that song here :

Sorry
Oh I had a lot to say
was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad,
I'm sorry you're blue,
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss,
I love all you're sounds,
and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say
I'm sorry..

This time I think I'm to blame
it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

[ Pre-Chorus ]

[ Chorus ]

Every single day
I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!

[ Chorus ]
Go check it out man. Their songs play in my pc every single day in the office and back home now.
It is a good theraphy, as you feel better after you listen to their songs, no matter you are sad, stressed, pissed off or just plain bored.

I have one more favourite called Crazy Bitch :

100% reccomended for good health by yours truly.

April Fools day - Vicky's Big Day

2008-04-01T14:57:00.008+08:00

Hey, it's april fools day!

But I am not going to go on that, it is just another day for me, i am a fool everyday! hahaha

I want to talk about my cousin's wedding, Vicky's big day. Well, it has been a while since that happened but I just felt like writting bout it today. Since Jim is not around, I think I will do it today.

vicky in her traditional saree

It was Thursday evening when me and my parents left to JB, Tampoi to be exact. They had to wait for me as I was working on that day. Reached home around 5pm and they came to fetch me at around 6. Weshot straight to JB.
By the time we reached Ayer Keroh, I was hungry, so we stopped at the "Restoran Jejantas" to have our dinner. KFC la and it was rainning all the way. It was freezing cold in KFC too. Then after dinner, I told my dad I will drive, but as usual, he refused to let me drive. What else, I terus started my well-deserved sleep la..and I was off on friday too.

Sampai JB around midninght. Can you believe how slow my dad was driving?? *sigh* We went straight to julie's house as we found out my uncle was drunk at his house..hehehe, my parents went to bed straight but I was not sleepy. Was watching american idol result show as i missed it before. Then, it was some talk show..so I was switching from that to sun music.

By the time I went to bed it was around 3am and Thiya just came back.

Next day (Friday).

My parents left to my uncle's house at 8am! They woke me up but i told them to leave me alone..wakakka. I got up around 11am and no one was around! I called my dad and he said Thiya was sleeping in the other room. So, relek aje la watching tv. Then thiya got up around 12pm. He said lets og breakfast, so went breakfast with him then went to my uncle's house. Vicky came and told she needs to get some stuff from the shop. Followed them to buy all sort of craps to bring in the bus to pahang.

Came back to my uncle's house eat lunch around 4pm and lepak. Then went back to Julie's house around 7pm to take my bath and came back to uncle's to get into the wedding mood. It was fun la.....then it was around 2am by the time we got back to juli's huse to get some sleep. but then the bus suppose to leave at 4am. So, me ape lagi, refused to sleep. wathc tv til 3am. then went to freshen up and shoot straight to uncle's.

The bus was there ready to leave. As soon as the bus tok off, i slept! hehehehe. Got up at one of the rest place, somewhere near yong peng i think. Then, slept back. Got up when we reached mentakab!

The place Vicky booked for us

Went straight to the house vicky booked for us to get ready for the wedding. Then prepare prepare pastu went for the wedding. It was a simple, fantastic food wedding. We even celebrated Julie's birthday together with a cake since coincidentally it was her birthday!

Julie's Birthday!

By the time it was 11pm, we all went back to the house and took all our stuff and shot straight to JB. It was early morning by the time we reached JB. I dont remember the journey at all as I slept off (too tired). Went straight to Julie's house and continued sleeping.Got up in the morning and left JB around 1pm. Got myself some MCds and reached back home.

The best part of the trip was :

1. I saw Kanni's house with this huge dog. It was huge and noisy! scary too..
2. I realised I sleep alot
3. I found out that my niece is so freakin scared of me (I dunno why)

This is my niece who is scared of me

4. My uncle was sober all through the wedding? Miracle!
5. My dad did not let me to drive his car at all!
6. I saw Julie's new pet - a big fat rabbit! with three black sopts on its back - in sequence!
7. I traveled through : Selangor - Melaka - Negeri Sembilan - Johor - Pahang
8. JB is my third favourite state in Malaysia after Penang and Selangor.
9. I met all my nieces and nephews! Too many to handle.
10. I found out I have a multiracial family, indian, chinese, malay, indonesian, and maybe I will add one more race to the list ;) heehe

Vicky and her husband

11. Best of them all, I saw vicky getting married ....awww...
-end-

Cam Phone

2008-03-31T15:21:00.003+08:00

What a month it has been. Well, I did have a blast and so did the country. With the new faces in parliment, Dr.M with his bold remarks and statements which is pissing some people off, raining like every single day, and so many small things that has made an impact in my life. seriously.
These are some pics from my phone, which i took. ntah ape ape ntah..

This, I took after going to Zouk to support Mimi's sister!

This I took after having a drink (coffee) with few of my friends and tengah balik rumah

This, I took at KLCC when I went to meet my fren (mama) for lunch, went with prem.

This one pulak, in MMU masa Jacinta came to open her SPCA booth.

And this was in Yokohama :p

Thats all for now, and yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEENA! :p

OK. This is hilarious

2008-03-10T16:48:00.001+08:00

The Princess of Politics

2008-03-07T09:29:00.008+08:00

She has become the new Britney Spears in Malaysian politics.

Who knew at this age, she can be contesting to take over the Kuala Terrengganu parlimentary seat. She has become a true inspiration to all Malaysian, not to give in fighting for your rights and what you believe you can achieve. I love her and hope the people voting in Kuala Terengganu will make a wise decision.

If you are interested in knowing her more and her efforts to be a true leader, you can visit her blog : http://maimunbintiyusuf.blogspot.com/
Happy voting everyone! :)

TH2-05-10

2008-02-21T14:11:00.003+08:00

As promised, woohhoooooo!

Tied up or tangled up?

2008-02-21T13:34:00.005+08:00

It seems all the English teams I wish could win the champions league seem to end up in a draw.(EXCEPT FOR LIVERPOOL) Eventhough I am not a big fan of Arsenal, Chelsea, Man U or Liverpool, but I am forecasting for Arsenal or Chelsea to win.

As you may have been aware, I am supporting Charlton Athletics (who are now in second division) because the lamest reason in the world. One day, back in Uni, I was fetching my friend back from campus. He was reading the sports section on 'The Star" newspaper. Back then, I was not a big fan of Premiership, so I asked him which team should I support? Then, he without a doubt said Charlton! I said OK! Infact, he was a Liverpool hardcore fan, but just for the fact Charlton was at the bottom of the table..he told me to support them.

Well, since then I am supporting them. It seems like they will be back to premiership next season, as I keep track on their performance in second division.

Even then, I often never miss Man U games, no matter who they play against or when. It is because my frens who are in Klang support Man U, so I just follow them to mamak or steakhouse to watch their game. Maybe thats why I am starting to dislike Man U. It is like no matter who they are playing against, I will support the other team. HAHAHA... and since the race to winning the premiership is now between Arsenal and Man U, I support Arsenal to win in any games they play in Not because I am an Arsenal supporter, but because I don't want Man U to win! >:) So, Arsenal sapu semua!

By the way, I found this picture on soccernet, which i think the worst victory celebration by teves. what do you guys think?

I knew he was ugly, but this, confirms it all! Wakakakka....tidur.

Heroes Season 2

2008-02-20T12:22:00.007+08:00

Yup, you guessed it right! I am hooked to that series. :)

I finished watching the second season already, to tell you the truth, i am amazed. How they could think of all the small details so that they don't make any mistakes that is very obvious? Seriously, the writers brainstormed themselves very well. Only one thing that got to me is the flying man. If my physics is right, you can't breath after certain level of the air you go to...how come he never dies huh?

My favourite hero is still Hiro Nakamura, he is smart and he gets that hot japanese chic too! ooopss, i spilt it? hehehe
I think the latin chic is hot, Maya. Eventhough most of the time she just cries and cries and cries...for God's sake, stop it woman!

Niki is still as hot and Mika's power is still good. He seems to be the most rational one in the series. His aunt's power not bad also.

Clare meets with a new guy whom annoys me most of the time. I don't knw, he is just annoying.

Mr.Benett is so secretive that you feel like choking him for answers. Peter Petrelli becomes a psyco killer and Nathan had to slap him to reality. Their mother is a bitch!

Dr.Suresh Mohinder whom shares the same name as me got abit more character in this season...thank god he is not just the token black guy kan? hehehe

Got few new characters that I think makes the series mre interesting. I like it and those who are following the show on tv, I would suggest do not miss even one episode, you will regret. Trust me.

And music wise,

1.Cris Brown's -With you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqumjziPTzk
2.OneRepublic's - Stop and stare http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mg6VXicZIQg
are the two most played songs in my player.

I am eligible to vote! yaahoo..now who do i vote for? hmm....myself? most eligible bachelor kut? what do you think? most eligible bimbo dela dah ambik! ehehehe

Man, I miss you guys, lets go hangout kat kedai Sisha di Sri Petaling TajMahal eh? come come...jom ramai-ramai bagi bisnes kat diarang...

I belum ambik lagi pics kat my apartment, nanti i wil dropby..i will upload tomm. ke aper la eh..

Wokey, need to go continue to finish up some crap....and no, not crap as in crap, it's called work.

..adios..

Bang Bang Frustration!

2008-02-07T01:23:00.000+08:00

Damn! It is 1.30am and it is still going on! Nak tidur pun very hard...man, i thought the fireworks are banned in Malaysia? Hmm....well, then, we are Malaysians...haahaha, we KNOW the LOOPS out don't we?

Few things has been bothering my conscious lately, one is regarding my office. I don't know if you call it "office politics" or just plain dumb me..I am doing 4 people's job, single handedly. My salary pulak cukup-cukup makan only, no increment, no bonus (going to Japan happened to be my bonus?, wtf??)

It is getting annoying everyday, I mean, I know la what needs to be done, dont la hastle me kan? Sometimes, you drive me up the wall, by making me contact people again and again and again, if I were in their place, I would get pissed off also. Eventually they will do it la, give them time, everybody needs time to do something. What the fuck is wrong with you? If it matters to much, call yourself la! Why you asking me? And you pay me to do wat actually? huh?

I CAN do everyone's work, I dont mind, but stop being a pain by saying an audio that can be heard nicely not good enough...what are you trying to do? album kah? and getting paid like almost nothing for it? what are you trying to do?? Some production house charge people up to 30K for production, you charge them less then 2k and you want it to be perfect? Helloooo....and wait, i need to do audio editing too???? and do some job do for free? charity izzit? if charity means, why dont YOU do the editing?huh? tell me??

I convinced them to do printing here, so i better get a cut out of it ok? if not, hmmmm....u know la...

ok, now for the second thing, my personal life pulak, inter-related la because of my stupid job that requires like 23 hours and that extra 1 hour to sleep, i officially have no social life. My friends all dunno apa jadi? all ok kan? hidup lagi kan? anybody pregnant? heehe....

Looking at the bigger picture, most of the people I know who are in relationship, going through a rough time now...tak tau la kenape.. time-time valentine's la normally single people feel it kan? damn! And those who just broke up and all, must be harder times...i FEEEEL you people, no worries, kalau you guys need accompany, don't call me cause i would probably be bangging my head to the wall in my office room! :(

You know last time kan kat sekolah ada service sending gifts arranged by clubs to students, the ones where boyfren send to girlfren and etc.. damn...miss those days...send a gift to your crush by writting, "your secret admirer" HAHAHAHA....you know who you are, don't deny it!

Then, there are the things that your friends do out of pity that you never get anything and they send it to you because they feel so sad you didn't get anything when everyone else got something from someone...hehehe, I know who you are too...:P

It is kind of early to be talking about valentine's day sedangkan chinese new year also not yet end...*sigh*

Whatever it is, I am leaving to Penang tommorow at 5pm. Anybody who will be in penang til sunday, give me a buzz...we shall hang out..ok? hehehe

FUCK THE WORK FOR NOW! I'm in holiday mood already...starting Monday, headache will return and the voice that never seem to go off will be going on and on and on....shut up! just shut up for a while...canyou please do that for me? and don't be too PERFECT, it is not worth it, unless they pay berpuluh puluh ribu...if less than that, they can come kiss my arse, either you hire someone elseto do it, or just fucking do it yourself! It has come to a point that I need to learn to say NO! Yeah baby, thats my new year's resolution! fuck everyone who is a pain in the backside...

Oh yeah, I got the keys to my studio already! yaahoo!!! If I go and check it out again, I will try to get some photos, ok? Anyways, If anyone is around Bandar Bukit Puchong, go check out the Heron Residency, my unit number is Block B, Level 5, Unit 10.

Til then, signing off,
Mr.You know who is going for holiday and couldnt give TOO fuckS BOUT WORK FOR NOW... ciaozzzzzzzzzzz

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2008-02-01T10:56:00.000+08:00

Last part Japan

2008-01-27T01:45:00.000+08:00

It is 1.45am on a Sunday morning, I am at home and not sleepy, so I thought I want to finish up the story on my trip to Japan. It is going to be around one month since I went there, therefore it would be the best if I finish it all up before it becomes 2 months!:P

Let's see, the next day, Jim told me he will come to pick me up from the hotel to have lunch at Chris's house. So, as usual I got up at 8am, went down for breakfast and went for a walk to have my dosage of nikotine. Jim came around 11.30 am, and we went straight to yashimata (thats where Chris stays). Had our lunch , specially made sandwich with tuna,curry and egg (Melissa's recipe) with coffee, then, I told Chris, I wanna go for a ride in his porsche. He said ok! I was excited giler!! He took me around his sports/race porsche around his neighbourhood and it was amazingly fast.

I forgot, it was freezing cold with snow clouds in the sky, and i was told it might snow! but of course, it didn't :( Oh yeah, it was new year's eve on that day. I was suppose to go for dinner with them and then go to the Naritasan temple for New Year. Japanese culture is that you have to go to the temple for New Year. So, before that, we went around looking for stuff to buy for Marz back in the office. We bought some gifts and off we went to this chinese restaurant for dinner. Chinese restaurants in Japan serve chinese food which taste like japanese food. It was alright for me but it was not spicy at all! Being a Malaysian, I was trained to eat spicy food all the time, so you can imagine the amount of mustard I had to eat. hehehe..

It was around 11.30pm when we left the restaurant. By the time we reached the temple, we couldnt find parking. Parking in Japan is very proper, no illegal parking, no double parking and no parking on the side of the road. So, we got a parking like near my hotel and we walked. I didn't sweat eventhough it was quite a distance to walk. We reached at the road leading to the temple and got caught up in a crowd.Crowd there was nothing like here. I felt like million people were there and I could still breath! No one pushing each other and everyone stood in their own space and line! Could you believe it? Million of people, cold and they still didn't push and lined up perfectly! I must admit, I had a culture shock.
So, the police was in front handling the crowd entering the temple. We had to go batch by batch led by the police. We reached the temple and smell of inscent sticks burnt was lingering all around. I was a pretty amazing sight. I loved it. It was cold, people being courteous and the lights with the smell. Ahhhhh...so peaceful. We walked around the temple and we were walking back with the whole street transforming to a night market-alike. Small stalls on the right and left of the street selling all kind of food and drinks. Mainly, hot drinks and hot food.

Then, we reached the hotel I was staying, they went back to Chris's house. I was so tired of walking the whole day. so i went straight to bed. The next day, Jim promised that we were going to go to Nagano to see SNOW! :) and the best part, we were suppose to take the bullet train there! YAHOOOOOO!!

Eh, penat alredy and sleepy too.....sambung lagi la ... hahahahhah, not the last post after all! :p adios!

-to be continued-

Continued

2008-01-21T10:47:00.000+08:00

So, where was I? Ok, Narita....aaahhh...what a great place! It was so beautiful!

The hotel I stayed in Narita is called Center Hotel Narita. I checked in (struggling to explain to them as they didn't understand me) even though it said english speaking receptionist on their website! Finally, i managed to convince them I have already made booking. Went to my room, it was like half of the MMU hostel size! One walk way to my bed and the tv on the table. The toilet was like a moving toilet (though I must tell you that the toilets in Japan are fantastic!).

Went down to meet Jim, Chris and Melissa at the lobby. Then they wanted to see my room also, so went up again to the room. They seemed satisfied with the room? I dunno..

Went for walk at Naritasan, because Melissa wanted to show me where are the places to visit and eat! As we walked and walked, suddenly Chris said lets go to the Naritasan Temple. So we went in..all I could say was WOW! It was amazingly beautiful..clean,green and picture perfect! Walked around the park, it was chilly, cold, breezy and it had a breathtaking enviroment..loved it so much! Came to a pond, the water was clear and cold. Ahh...amazing!

After taking like thousands of photographs, we walked back through the narrow streets of Narita, double lane which looks like single lane and people walking on bothsides. In Malaysia probably plenty would be road-killed by now.
It was 4.30 and it started to dim down. We walked back to the hotel ( I did alot of walking!) then they left me to enjoy Narita and off they went. Went back to my room took a shower first, which I really needed after all the walking. Then decided to duck out to get meself some ciggies at the 7-eleven. Tengok-tengok got three 24hours shops. Which one to go? I was torn. Decided to go to the nearest one..hehehe,typical me. I was hungry too but it was only like 6pm, i thought what the heck, I bought meself some Mcd's. Since my first day in Narita, I didn't want to be crazy and try something unusual, lets stick with the staple malaysian food,MCD'S! wakakaka.

Bought teriyaki burger, coffee,fries and an apple pie. Walked back to the room. Oh, did I tell you the hotel has free internet service and man is the internet fast or wat! I settled in my room, got myself comfortable in my bed, and watched Billa 2007 on the laptop-streaming.I was too tired and didn't want to walk anymore. It was amazingly good, I mean the internet. So good that I could rewind and fastforward the freaking movie!

Watched the first part, then went down to smoke as my room was a non-smoking room (don't ask me why I got that room, I couldnt explain to the reception). As smart as I was, I walked out of the hotel lobby with my shorts and t-shirt, BAD IDEA! Freazing cold outside! But it's me we are talking bout, I enjoyed it, legs shaking my ears numb and smoking...cool...

Went back, finished the movie and tido!

The next morning, got up early for the breakfast, I hated the japanese breakfast, sucked big time so I just had bread and coffee. Then, I went for a walk looking at the shops on my left and right...walk punya walk punya walk, then I stopped at this one shop selling japanese sweets..I just wanted to try one and they gave me a whole box! hahahaha. I just stood there eating on the various flavoured sweets when suddenly this strong wind blew. I punyalah gabra, but the locals seem to be cool about it. It was strong until it could push you down if you are not strong enough!

Walked back to the hotel and it was lunch time, I thought wanna get something to eat, so guess where I went?yes, you are right MCDs, yet again. I bought the kids meal this time..ahahaha

Jim called around 1pm said he is coming over, I said wokey. We went to Jusco..hahaha funny isnt it? I go Mcds and go Jusco, what the hell man? Then he sent me back to my hotel and left.

Dinner? I walked to the end of the small street I told just now and found an Indian shop! Amazing! A japanese indian shop. I must try, so I went in, it was buffet style, had a great mix of indian food which was not spicy at all and wine to go with it.

Then, I checked my hand phone for time, it was 8.00pm. Started walking back to my hotel and this one bar caught my eye. "Jetlag Bar". I stopped for a traditional japanese beer. It was delicious. I didnt have much trouble as I told him beer and he understood. Sat at the bar for awhile, looking at people coming in and going out. Then thought I wanna go explore this place more. It was 10pm and I left the bar. I walked to the back alley of the shops to see how they were. Crazy? I know.. I bumped into few people walking there also, the back alleys were clean! You can sleep on the road. I saw this old lady walking her dog at 10pm at a back alley of shops! Beat that!

I stopped by a 24 hour shop to get myself two cans of beer, tak cukup la beb, plus the beer in the bar was pretty expensive :p

It started to drizzle, I got wet in the rain as it got heavy. But I enjoyed it. hehehehe. Aku pun sampai kat hotel then made few phone calls back to Malaysia and slept off.

Aku sambung nanti lah...tired redy...

-To be continued -

2008 - already?

2008-01-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

Hope it is not to late to say, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2008!!

2007 passed very fast, hasn't it? and now we are half way in the month of January,2008! That means I will be 26 this year. Hmm..I still remember the times when I was 18 and so wished I was 25 and now when I am 25, it is not so great after all. It seems like I have more headaches trying to figure out all the small things. *sigh*

Well, I started my new year very good. I was in Japan for new year! yes, JAPAN! :)

I think the proper thing to do would be to explain on my Japan trip. (smiles from one ear to another)

It was 26th December and raining heavily. I drove to the office and Marz suppose to send Jim and me to the airport. Reached the airport like 2 hours early. Walked around looking for souvenirs to get the people in NERO K.K...then had fries and coffee at Burger King.

In the plane, I could see nothing,it was a night flight, so... I watched only one movie, "Ratatouille". Then slept off. Got up for the midnight snack, then slept again. Then got up for breakfast and didn't sleep after that. Was listening to music and stared outside the window..

Slowly I could see the sun rising. The sky getting bright. I looked at the time, it was 6am. Huh?Sun at 6am? Then JIm told me because of the winter thingy, the sun rises early.

Then, reached Narita Airport and straight away took the narita express to yokohama. The chilled wind was blowing slowly while waitting for the train. Cold! Felt like I was in a freezer.

Then, took the train , reached yokohama and started looking for our hotel. Went around a corner, asked few people while dragging my bag and finally found it! The room was quite big, nothing like what Jim warned me about the rooms in hotels in Japan being small and all.

Got a quick nap, freshen up and met Jun and Naomi for lunch. I ate something that Jun told me, "Japanese pizza". Then, went straight to Nero office. Met the General manager and discuss and discuss and discuss, dah pukul 6 petang. Then Jun told me, they are going to have a company party at 7pm at a barbeque place. I walked out to the car park and it was freezing cold! I was wearing a t-shirt and a jacket mande borrowed me. I quickly ran to the car where the heater was!

Then, had barbeque like I didn't eat for 4 days, cooked meat, raw meat, some pickled meat,pickled vegetables which suppose to be eaten while having sake. Somehow raw meat was not so bad! Hahahha (when I say meat, it is beef! and yes izar, I wallup anything, beef pun jadik! -but no shemales-)

Went back to my hotel room. Followed Jim til to the floor, he went into his room and i snugged out..heehe :p

The next morning, got up and we took a train to center-kita for another meeting. This time was more for marketing strategies. It was 4pm and I told Jun I wanted to go Tokyo. So, he rented a car and we all went to Tokyo. Went around walking and walking, stopped by hardrock tokyo and then went to yokohama again. There, went on this ferris wheel which was huge! way bigger than the eye of malaysia. Then, went for dinner at 10pm at a restaurant which was also a bar. The food was ok, had sashimi for the first time. Didnt really like it :P

Then, went back to the hotel. I snugged out yet again! :p
The third day, went in early to Nero office because Jim wanted to meet up with Charlie who has just came back from holidays. Met Charlie for like few hours, went back to the hotel, checked out and straight took a train to narita! Which is amazing!

~TO BE CONTINUED~

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!

2007-12-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

Dela Tagged Me

2007-12-10T09:14:00.000+08:00

List eight (8) random facts about myself:

1) I am a stubborn person. I don't listen to anyone's advise. I do what I feel like doing, but I respect other's opinion, it's just that, I have my own and I respect that more :P

2) I take life as easy as possible and I hate making plans.

3) I love coffee as much as I love my alcohol and ciggies!

4) If I put my heart into something, I work my ass off to get it off the ground. I don't give up easily..

5)I suck at relationship. Maybe that is the reason I am still single? Oh no, wait, I am afraid of commitments, now that is why I am single :p

6)I love all my frens! Especially those who see me for who I am and not try to change me, refer to point number one.

7) Lately I realised that I have not achieved anything in my life yet, time to take charge, nah, I am too lazy to do so...hahaha

8) I drive a kancil and I don't plan to change the car anytime soon.

Thank you very much Dela :p

New Born Baby

2007-12-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

Hola all! Yeah, I guess the picture explains it all. Yes, I got the oppurtunity to visit AEON Bukit Tinggi today. And the third yes, it is freakin huge!

I must say, all this while I was wondering to myself what I am still doing in Klang where everything is still as slow and unurbanised yet. Now I have one too many reasons to think otherwise. I am starting to enjoy living in Klang. It has come to a point where you can easily ask, what you don't have in Klang? A little bit of promo for Klang isn't it? Well, good things need to be shared, right?

As usual, the normal hang out place now since it has become the fastest growing area, has to be Bukit Tinggi. If you come to Klang in the evening, you can catch me in either Asoka Bukit Tinggi or Pelita. Sometimes, I enjoy my cup of coffee at Andalas Corner or Anna Brahma. Just the normal coffee house thingy, where you sit around with a bunch of your friends and start talking nonsense.

Just came back after watching game, Man U game. I had to as NO other interesting game was going on plus the normal football-watching-spot only shows Man U game. The place I am talking about is of course, non other than Klang SteakHouse. It is a fantastic place to watch game maybe because, the food is ok, the drinks are nice and the enviroment is simply ideal to watch game.

Now, I am actually on Meebo chatrooms. Have you guys tried going there? I am totally shocked! Kids from the age of 12 are chatting. Crazy stuff..I don't know, it makes me feel old though hahaha..am I too old to chat? Maybe kut..hahaha

Ok la, I thinks thats all for now. Short post but I have nothing else to write about at the moment. If it comes up, I will write more. Til then, adios amigos!

Look! Lights!

2007-11-07T12:47:00.001+08:00

Time - Everyone needs a lil' bit more of it

2007-10-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hola to all the beautiful people.. I have been reluctant to write any post all this while, not because I don't want to but I was just cought up with lots of work and other stuff which I dont think want to bore everyone with.

I have been sick for two weeks now..got a bug a day after I came back from Penang. I took the bus, probably got it from someone in it. I was stuck in the bus for 7 and 1/2 hours! So, it doesn't suprise me..(yes,after raya the roads were jammed up!)

Whats new with everyone?

I am so sorry couldnt make it to the lunch..
I am so sorry couldn't make it to the birthday parties..
and Nivs, I am so sorry, got lots of catching up to do :P

Deepavali is around the corner..hmm...can't say much as there has been no preparation or what so ever with me. I hope it would be a normal day but due to me staying in my granma's place, it will be crowded every year!

Got the chance to catch up with few of my friends, dispite the regulars like vasu,lailo,suresh and vinosh..

Raya open house in Dela's house was fabulouso! This week, Isk's house! yeay!

Today, me going to The Curve, to celebrate jo's bday and then probably go catch a movie with them or maybe just get back home..need some rest.

To anyone who is hooked up with grey's anatomy, yesterday was the first episode for the seoson..last week one was just the recap. Somehow it never fails to make me wonder about my own life..maybe thats why i like that show kut.

Oh yeah! Finally got my laptop...but sad sad, i havent applied for streamyx at my house so i still cant go online at night. damn.

Put's bday is today! You go get drunk in SF ok? muahahahaha you pitchka you!

It is 6.26pm and I am still at work, got pending work but i think i do it on Monday, i suddenly feel like writting but i dunno what to write pulak....just updates with my life la..

Got lots of weddings coming up...November and December. Need to make priorities!

Oh yeah, I also won two tickets to Singapore in the FlyFM's "Fly me to Singapore" contest, but i think i wont be going...malas la..singapore only wat, nt like europe or something :P

My boss has so many ideas for the future of my company, lets see which one works out, keeping my fingers crossed, if all works out well, i will be leaving the country soon! woohoo!

Netty came back from UK and bought me my birthday gift! It is a set of drinking games. Thanks Netty to make me wanna consume alcohol more! YOU are the best! :p

My house will be ready soon, one side i am happy i am going to own a studio, on the other side, sad that i have to pay for it! hehehe

A lot of things happening out there.. BEP performing tonite (i think), the Nurin's case which really got me sad..how could they?

Movies? I haven't watch any recently, oh yeah I watched the Naked Mile the other day...it was ok lah...funny, how he kills the grandma! hahahahahaha

Books, I am still stuck on the same one..slipping into the shadow.

Music, man...got so many that really keeps me entertained, gwen's, fergie's,my chemical romance's, amy's, james's, shawn's, etc.

I am so in love with rihanna now...her giggle is so damn fuckin' sexy man...and the slammin' body! hhaaaarrrrtttt!

So, from all the updates so far, you guys would have figured out by now that my life is sitting at a bus stop.
Not moving because i think i am in my comfort zone now...to all those who tell me to get out of your comfort zone because you would not go far or your future is not certain or go strive for more can kiss my bloody sweet ass. I am not moving anywhere..I happy where I am and I will leave when I achieve something to be proud of...So, until then, please don't bug me with those motivational speeches, save your breath, it doesn't work with me. period.

Ok dudes and dudets, gua mau blah dah...need to go to the curvy luvy dovey now...to spread some lurrrrrvvveeee....ciaoz me lovessssss

;)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin

2007-10-11T11:21:00.000+08:00

Bye bye Mourinho

2007-09-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

Chelsea have confirmed that manager Jose Mourinho has left the Stamford Bridge club by 'mutual consent' after three trophy-laden years at the helm.
A club statement claims that the decision was reached after the launch of a new Chelsea documentary - Blue Revolution - at the Vue cinema in Fulham on Wednesday night, where an emotional Mourinho refused to talk to the press.
However, the rumours of his departure began earlier in the day and claimed that billionaire owner Roman Abramovich called crisis talks following Tuesday night's disappointing 1-1 draw with Norwegian minnows Rosenborg in the Champions League, at which the fractious duo had a furious falling out.
Mourinho is believed to have informed senior players of his departure following training on Wednesday and one of those players insists that the manager has not resigned but has been sacked by the Blues.
Mourinho's rocky relationship with Abramovich was public knowledge and despite an apparent thaw in relations last season the duo were again at odds over the role of £30million striker Andrei Shevchenko and the Blues' dour style of football even before Tuesday's result brought events to a head.
The Portuguese manager, who has won the Champions League with Porto and two Premier League titles as Chelsea manager, was the subject of continual scrutiny last season and hinted at an exit last summer when he admitted he 'was a bit fed up with certain things' at the club.
After three-years at the London club the self-styled 'Special One' is expected to attend training for the final time on Thursday, when he will say good bye to his players.
Chelsea lost their title to Manchester United last season and have started this campaign with some lacklustre displays.
Their last two Premier League games ended in a defeat at Aston Villa and a 0-0 draw at home to Blackburn Rovers, leaving them fifth in the table.
Tuesday's draw with Rosenborg Trondheim in the Champions League was watched by just 25,000 fans.
Chelsea's next match is against Premier League champions Manchester United at Old Trafford on Sunday.

Courtesy of Nivss

2007-09-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Malaysia!

2007-08-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

Tagged by dela - dale

2007-08-23T10:24:00.000+08:00

Three names you go by?
1. Shuresh (sometimes suresh)
2. Peterz
3. Peetz

Three physical things you like about yourself?
1. My body is a wonderland
2. My skin is black coffee,dark brown, (but I am white)
3. I am hairy

Three physical things you don't like about yourself?
1. My tummy (agreed 100% with Dela)
2. My eye-brows
3. I am hairy

Three parts of your heritage?
1. Indian
2. Indian
3. Indian

Three things you can't stand?
1. When my legs are sore
2. Annoying bimbos
3. People who are not genuine

Three things that scare you?
1. Dela
2. Meeting new people
3. Stage

Three of your favourite shows?
1. Everybody Loves Raymond
2. Friends
3. Izar and Dela doing belly dancing

Three of your favourite Japanese animes?
1. Sinchan
2. Doraemon
3. Ultraman

Three of your favourite current songs?
1. Rehab - Amy Winehouse
2. Everything - Michael Buble
3. Pesukiren pesukiren - Sattam podathey

Three movies you can watch over and over again?
1. Notting Hill
2. Transformers
3. 7G Rainbow Colony

Three movies you would like to watch?
1. Ratatouille
2. Bhima
3. Porn

Three of your everyday essentials?
1. Eat
2. Sleep
3. Smoke

Three things that you are wearing right now?
1. Shirt
2. Pants
3. Underwear

Three things you want in a relationship?
1. trust
2. independent
3. a big NO to LYING

Three physical things about the opposite gender that appeals to you?
1. Boobs
2. Ass
3. Mocha skin

Three bad habits?
1. Smoke
2. Drive like an idiot
3. Lazy
( ooh..three bad habits bout me? oops sorry)

Three of your favourite hobbies?
1. Sleep
2. TV
3. Music

Three careers you're considering or currently pursuing?
1. Retirement
2. Home-maker
3. Dealer - the illegal substance

Three places you want to go on vacation?
1. Switzeland
2. Penang (?!?!?!??!)
3. Amsterdam

Three kid's names you like?
1. Mike
2. Bro
3. Joe

Three things you want to do before you die?
1. Threesome with japanese chics
2. Living in a gingerbread house
3. Skinny-dipping in Brazil

Three things that you are stereotypically a [boy]?
1. i scratch myself
2. i love beer
3. jessica alba - i am single!

Initials of three crushes?
1. T
2. J
3. A

Three people you tag to do this?
1. Nalin
2. Shalu
3. Kameeni

Sunrise...sunrise....

2007-08-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

Took this from dela's blog - damn funny wei-

2007-06-25T13:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Nivs!

2007-06-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

Karma - You gotta' love it

2007-06-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

What is the first thing that comes to your mind when I say Karma?

1. That song by Alicia Keys

2. My name is Earl

3. That chill-out place in Hartamas

How many actually realise that karma actually controls your life?

I knew what karma was but I didn't bother learning more about it. As people say, when bad things starts to happen, that is when you start to see where you went wrong.

It may appear to be rather unpredictable when you may do something wrong and when you may do something right. You will think you are doing something right, but it turns out to be something wrong in someone else's eyes. So, how do you judge what is wrong and what is right?

Does it all come down to what we were thought when we were growing up? By religion, and guidance from the elderly? That. I dunno, because I keep telling everyone that I believe in GOD but I don't believe in religion.

So, from what I understand, I will do what my heart and brain tells me to do. If it is something wrong, I am willing to face the consequences, which sometimes tend to be deadly. Seriously, all that karma thing gets to my nerves sometimes..when you start to believe in it of course. It restricts you from doing something you want to do, which happens to be where I am standing now..

To think about it, life will be so boring doing the right things all the time..right? To be a rebel once in a while wouldn't hurt but I have to prepared mentally and physically I suppose.

It has been a tough month and it is only 11th. I don't know how I am going to go through the rest of the month, *sigh*..

Some good news made the smile on my face to appear regularly. By the way, Jacinta got married last Saturday, for those who didn't know. It was a nice small gathering of people who cared for the bride and groom. Her current boss gave a speech that made her tear a bit. Actually, what she said was kind of touching indeed. Made me think, who is going to give speech for my wedding and what would they say? Hahaha...

Somehow, it was a very interesting weekend. I don't know why but I enjoyed it so much, probably the best weekend I had for this year. Don't ask me what I did, because I am too lazy to explain.

Work has become a serial-killer lately, which possibly the reason I enjoyed the weekend so much. Somehow, the plan of going for sea-fishing got me excited a bit. Not sure it will happen or not though..

I got one question before I end this post, if you found a kitten when you were having your dinner, which is obviously sick and might die if you leave it roaming around. You have three option :

1. Take the kitten to SPCA so that they can put it to sleep

2.Take it to the vet, get it treated and keep it as your pet

3.Leave it there to die

What would you do?

Tioman

2007-05-03T17:59:00.000+08:00

Sivakumar weds Nirmala (Vasu's sister + Prem's cousin)

2007-04-24T10:33:00.000+08:00

The group (a part of it)

Models for the latest colgate advert.

If you look closely, mama and I are not there..and what is vasu looking at?

Me and prem

Growing - you bet it is -

2007-03-30T16:36:00.000+08:00

I was going through the photographs and videos i have taken in the past just for fun. (actually i found them when I was cleaning my room) and yes i did clean up my room as spiderwebs were everywhere and clothes piled up on the corner plus some creatures living under the computer table.O.K. lets not drift away from the point here..
all i wanted to say is, how much i have grown in those few years. It is like when I was 17, I looked fucking nerdy and then, when i was 18 and got my first piercing which was on the top of my ear(which got infected and i had to take it out!) It didnt stop there..
I got addicted to it! I pierced one more because I tak puas how come others pierce and I couldnt! It didnt stop there, I went got another one on the same side. So I had two piercing on my left ear. Then, I felt imbalanced. I went and pierced on my right ear as well and took out one of the left ear piercing.
Theeeeennnn, I went and pierced the small thing that sticks out of your face near your ears? Yeah that part. It was freaking painful! But I was addicted, so hey, I enjoyed it!
After that, I went and pierced my eye-brows!....And now, I am left with only one piercing on my left ear. Pretty much crap that I have wrote so far...I know...

Talk about growing..i used to wear this nerdy looking glasses back in school. Then, my friend suggested why don't you go get lenses. And I did! As weird as I am, I got meself a pair of blue lenses (baby blue to be precise!) With that, I went to Uni. But hey, made people remember me, and some fell in love with my fake eyes ;) you know who you are...dont deny it!
....And I finished my Uni life, hey did i tell you my blue lenses got stolen? I got few suspects in my list, yet to find out! but if i catch you...you know what i would do...

Ok, graduation day, drunk, got an oppurtunity to get a tattoo...hey, try and stop me..well, some did try..but I am a stallion (it suppose to be horse but stallion sounds more manly doesnt it?)So, I did get my tattoo and someone asking for discount because we were students? That made me sobber!
Then, lets talk about people I met as I was growing up. My school friends, they are just so..hmm...how do you say it? ..hmmm...loyal? I went missing like for four years and they still cared for me when i met them back! Love all of them, best people i have ever met. Should I name them? Should I? Should I? Nah...they know who they are..
Talk bout uni life, my my...no -fullstop- too much contreversials..hahaha, all i can say to those people who tried to make my life miserable, bite me!
Those who were not hiding under the wolf's skin, lets go get drunk!woohooo

The size! Well, I was freakishly thin at one point in my life, I use to weight 40kg at one point. Then, after school I just puffed up. Tehn, when I came to uni, I went down again, then went up then down and now..up and up and up...

Alcohol has played a major part in me growing up but somehow, i didnt get addicted to it. ciggies, are my food..try to take it away from me, i will fuck u up upside down..

What I remember most, "Ali Khan"! somehow that stuck in my head til now...

Lets see on the asset part, I make my own money now, no problem in that, actually that is a problem..hehe
Drive my own car, moved form my worthy little WJ 126 (EXCLUSIVE CAR : IT RAINS OUTSIDE AND INSIDE THE CAR TOO!) It also let dhayan's car kiss it's backside. (Yes, dhayan has a horny car indeed!) to my wworthy little BGU 9527 (oh wait, i said worthy twice!) yeah, all that i have is worthy...wanna see??

I JUST WROTE A LOAD OF CRAP. (and the fat lady sings!)(I'll put up some pictures on my next post)

Pieces Don't Fit Anymore : Beautiful Song

2007-02-16T10:05:00.001+08:00

I've been twisting and turning
in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line
and watching it fall
You've been closing me in
closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading
and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under
so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess
that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises
I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling
until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

"Cyber-fuckin'-jaya" - You know who said it :P

2007-02-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

That thing called life

2007-01-26T10:04:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable. This maybe the most powerful statement anyone can say after a ride on the life-rollercoster. As all of us wish it to be a bed of roses all the time, we can never deny the fact of thorns poking us when we are really high on it. This feeling occurs maybe just for a moment, but if it really pokes you, the scar it leaves may never heal. One may try to avoid the poking, but how many of us can predict when the bloody thorn gonna poke us? None...

All we can do is, lay down on it, feel the pain and get over it. The scar, well, it will be there to remind you about the wonderful feeling you had just lying down. Move on to the next bed, it might not be the same as the previous one, but it might be better. You wil never know until you do it. Hope for the worst, so you will get the best. One satisfied man is the one who knows what he got and makes the best out of it.

When you feel the whole world is about to end, hang on to the people that you know will not let you go. Probably you can count them, but those are the ones who are going to be your roomates in hell. Sharing everything, mostly pain and gives a drive to live your life. It will be painful. But...when you have that comforting hand reaching out for you, you will know you didn't fall too deep after all.

Been there, done that, but was very cautious not to indulge to much, as the consequences are deadly. Some on the other hand, get convinced, that is what they want for the rest of their lives, see the future to be as bright as the sun...but who knows what is running in the other mind? Fake? Hypocrite? Or just plain love? No one knows... I was convinced, but I was wrong.

Everything happens for a reason? A good reason? God's way of saying you deserve better? Who knows? Who knew? Who will know?

All that we can do, hope and deal with all the crap. Heartache - sucks. What happens when you fall, will always stay, forever until you find the remedy to heal the pain. And the remedy is in your own hands. How you going to accept the fact and make it into a positive result.

Sadness, anger, pain, temper, will be fighting to come out, try to control it so that you don't hurt more people in the process of recovering. Life sucks, no denying in that, so stand up and face the world. There are plenty of things to be explored out there which has been put to a stop for a reason. Now is the time to continue the pending desires.

If I have given you a wrong signal, do forgive me. I just wanted a good friend. Not more than that, not ready for a commitment..if it comes, it will, if it doesn't come, I am sorry..forgive me.
Crap, total crap.

Signing off, the fucker who got fucked up.

Only in Malaysia

2007-01-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

How many of you have been stuck at the jam in Jalan Pudu near Jalan Bukit Bintang / Pudu Jail traffic light? I have been there like million times and everytime, I will not miss to catch a glimpse on this signboard in front of a chinese shop which apparently sell wood.BUT only in this shop,in Malaysia, we can buy wooden chicks! Check the pic out!

If you happen to pass the road next time, look out for this shop..very the interesting..

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Speechless

2007-01-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

How rich are you? >>

I'm loaded.
It's official.
I'm the 46,943,148 richest person on earth!

2007 - a new begining

2007-01-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

my first drink - JD
my first new year wish - Jimpack
my first new year wish (from me) - Ah Bok
my first food - nasi lemak
my first call - Angel
my first tv program - dream girl 2007
my first ciggie - marlboro reds
my first hug - geena
my first movie - vallavan
my first shirt - green
my first pants - brown
my first jeans - wrangler
my first laugh - with geena & sumi
my first cry - non so far
my first crave - lg chocolate
my first drive - from prem's house to mine
my first chewing gum - wrigley's
my first top up - rm10 bucks
my first song - hinder, lips of an angel
my first sales - Antony..

all good so far (touch wood!)

may it continues...;)

happy new year ya'aall!

@ sanctuary

2006-12-19T16:16:00.000+08:00

Why Men Cheat?

2006-12-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

Posted by David Zinczenko

Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of
cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping
their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's
with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes
place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death
sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating
takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by
knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as
excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and
other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent
it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat:

To Fulfill His Biology:
You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides
killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure
the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biology to want to
wander. Does that mean he should, or that he can't help it? Of
course not. But it does mean that a man is going to have strong-
extremely strong-biological urges to knock on the doors of
neighboring huts. I have had this argument/discussion /conversation
with dozens of men and women: Are men predestined to cheat? My
answer is no, they're not-despite their biology. But often times,
they do have to fight it. Especially after a pitcher and two shots
of Jack.

To Get the Attention:
News flash: Sure, some guys cheat because, well, maybe the sexual
frequency has slowed a bit, and maybe hot-and-heavy happens at home
about as often as Rob Schneider gets nominated for an Oscar. But the
truth is that plenty of men who are having regular sex with their
partner are also having sex with someone else. Why? Because cheating
isn't just about the sex. Just as a woman who cheats may be seeking
more affection than what she's getting at home, a man often cheats
because he's seeking the attention that he no longer gets at home.
Part of the allure of the mysterious woman isn't just to find out
what she looks like naked; it's that the woman showers the man with
flirtations, with seduction, with advances that make him feel like
he's worthy of more than just fixing dents in the drywall.

To Get Out:
I know lots of guys who simply don't have the strength to end it.
They may try ("I'm just not happy"), or they may take other tactics
to drive a woman away. A lot of guys simply have trouble breaking
off relationships because they don't want to be perceived as that
bad guy, the jerk, the insensitive lout who ended something good. So
they tiptoe around the issue in hopes that she'll get so frustrated
that she'll back out first. Well, if that doesn't work, then a man
knows that the only way out is to commit the relationship sin that
drives a woman away for good. It's not right, but it's what happens.

To Change Up His Play List:
Think about what's on your iPod. You have your favorite songs you
play over and over, but every once in a while, you're in the mood to
hear something you haven't played in a long time. You don't need to
hear it but once every month or so, but still, you appreciate the
changeup. Relationships need to be like good iPods lists. You're
comfortable with your routine and you like your routine, but it's
always nice to change things up. What men really want in
relationships (and what I suspect women also want) is to be able to
take comfort in the routine of a long-term commitment, as long as
there are some surprises that make it feel like a new relationship
every once in a while. In order to keep the relationship strong,
you've got to change the songs every once in a while. That goes for
in the bedroom and out.

Copyright © 2006 Yahoo! Inc.

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2006-11-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

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Dowie a mistake!

2006-11-15T09:11:00.000+08:00

Charlton chief executive Peter Varney today admitted the club had made a mistake appointing Iain Dowie as head coach and confessed the promotion of Les Reed to replace him is a 'gamble'. The Charlton board have internally promoted former FA technical director Reed, 53, to replace head coach Dowie, who was sacked yesterday after just 12 Premiership games this term with the Addicks bottom following a 3-2 loss at Wigan. Varney felt the club had no choice but to dismiss former Crystal Palace boss Dowie following an unprecedented review of Charlton's set-up despite only recruiting him in the summer. The two-week review, which took place with Dowie's knowledge, included quizzing players and staff on the club's recent fortunes. And Varney concluded Charlton were certain to be relegated unless the club's hierarchy acted swiftly by dismissing Dowie and promoting Reed from his role as Dowie's assistant.

'This is not just about results,' said Varney, who revealed Dowie was axed in a phone call by chairman Richard Murray around 6pm last night. 'You hear things internally and you also bear in mind the performances on the pitch and the preparation for matches. 'So we conducted a review into every single aspect of what goes on in the football management side. 'That involved everyone who is part of that and we came to a conclusion things would not improve on the pitch and therefore we had to take the decision we did. 'When Iain arrived in the summer we put together a structure and we wanted everyone in it to be happy it could work. 'But in truth it hasn't and we had to take a reflection on why it wasn't working. 'There were aspects of what we set up we were concerned about but I don't think we have panicked. 'I think we have taken a very considered look at the football side and whether or not we might have won at Wigan, we would probably have come to the same decision.' Dowie, 41, arrived at The Valley in late May with an excellent reputation after his work at Selhurst Park. But Dowie's image is in tatters after Varney said it was an error appointing him and backing him with £11.2million to spend on several new players.

He added: 'People will look at it as a mistake now but we interviewed who we thought was the best candidate for the job and backed him financially. 'This club has the highest wage bill that it has ever had in its history. 'And there is an element of what Iain said in his interview which didn't happen in reality.' Varney also admitted the fact Dowie is being taken to court by Palace chairman Simon Jordan over his switch to The Valley was also a massive problem. But with Dowie gone, Varney believes Charlton's new management duo of Reed and coach Mark Robson, 37, can save the Addicks from the drop. He said: 'It is a little bit of a gamble but we think we have the right mix to get us out of this mess we are in. 'Les is fully qualified to do the job and we need stability. We think the combination of Les and Mark is an ideal one to take the club forward as Mark is a very aggressive, young and up-and-coming coach.

' Charlton are looking to add a third person to the management team - with Glenn Hoddle an early favourite among bookmakers. However, Dowie's predecessor Alan Curbishley is not interested in a return to the Valley, telling the Evening Standard: 'The club have been very stable for the last 15 years but they obviously felt it was something they needed to do. 'When I left there last May, though, I said I was looking for a fresh challenge and that is still the case.'

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2006-11-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

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Deepavali!

2006-10-16T15:14:00.000+08:00

Deepavali Fever has hit Klang, these are some pics taken by suresh...

Who Knew?

2006-09-28T10:13:00.000+08:00

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
ah huh that's right

I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew

Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew

My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew

Who knew

Meaning?

2006-09-19T09:19:00.000+08:00

Is it true when they say friendship will only go to an extend, true love goes all the way?
I have to admit, I use to think the friendships I have was the best and it will go along till the day I die. But somehow it seems to be a mistake. Or maybe it is just me who is getting all paranoia on this matter.

It was me who had this idea, even if I am not in a serious relationship, I would be happy as my friends would tag along with me, just to make me feel a bit better. I was wrong.

It comes a point in everyone's life when you have so much things that you want to tell out but you just have to shut up and act normal just because you have no one to tell to, no one that you trust. Even if you have, you will be too insecure that it might bore them. Or even the perception they might have on you after you tell them whatever that is bugging your mind.

Sometimes, it is the matter of wetter they have time to actually sit down and listen to what you have to say. Let us put it this way, where are you in their priority list. It all drains down to how much they appreciate your friendship and how much do they have trust in you.

It is totally different now that I am 24 as I have learnt so much to be independent and not to rely on others as it is time for others to actually rely on me. It is a wonderful feeling when people come and tell you their problems and you try your best to help them out, at least for me. End of the day, I am not a self-centered person to be expecting much in return if their problems get solved. Somehow, a little bit of appreciation goes a long way. A"thank you" which comes from the bottom of their heart, simply gives me the pleasure.

Some people do not know how to show their appreciation. As they might say thank you, but then they don't mean it, as in for the sake of saying, I will say it as long as my things get settled, I don't care about you. That my friend, I can read.

It is truly disappointing when you expect someone to be there for you, you know they will be there for you, you trust them so much, but...they act cold. They get annoyed with you.

It is frustrating. But hey, who said life is simple? There are so many small things that will be an obstacle to bring you down. Put your head up and keep on walking, you will reach there somehow.

Many people have many ideas on what they should have done, what they should do now, what they want others to do. End of the day, it all depends to the individuals choice. If what they expect others to do is done, they will feel they are in control. What they do not understand is that they might offend so many others. Lets work in a team, let others enjoy the feeling that you have.

Do not ignore people because you have got what you want and they do not matter anymore. That is just typically an asshole's attitude. Don't think that it makes you look cool. Remember karma? You wouldn't want that. Trust me.

It took me a lot of effort in trying to put these in words as I don't know how to express how I feel. But this is close. There are still so many things missing and I know all, or maybe few have the same feeling that I am having right now.

May God bless everyone.

:)

2006-09-13T10:05:00.000+08:00

Japanese people are weird

2006-09-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

This is a toast vending machine!

This is a burger vending machine!!!!!

Happy Onam Onam Ashamshagal

2006-09-05T09:18:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE AN INDIAN IF.....

2006-08-28T09:36:00.000+08:00


1.Everything you eat is savored in garlic, onion and
tomatoes.

2.You try and reuse gift wrappers, gift boxes, and
of coursealuminium foil.

3.You try to eject food particles from between your
teeth bypressing your tongue against them and making
a peculiar  noise like,tshick,tshick, tschick, tschick.

4.You are standing next to the two largest size
suitcases at the Airport.

5.You arrive one or two hours late to a party - and
think it'snormal.

6.You peel the stamps off letters that the Postal
Servicemissed to mark up.

7.You recycle Wedding Gifts.

8.You name your children in rhythms (example,
Sita & Gita, Ram & Shyam)

9.All your children have pet names, which sound
nowhere close to their real names.

10.You take Indian snacks anywhere it says
"No Food Allowed"

11.You talk for an hour at the front door when
leaving someone's house.

12.You load up the family car with as many
people as possible.

13.You use plastic to cover anything new in your
house whetherit's the remote control, VCR,
carpet or new couch.

14.Your parents tell you not to care what your
friends think,but they won't let you do certain 
things because of what the other
"Uncles and Aunties" will think.

15.You buy and display crockery, which is for
specialoccasions,which never happen.

16.You have a vinyl tablecloth on your
kitchen table.

17.You use grocery bags to hold garbage.

18.You keep leftover food in your fridge in as
many numbers of bowls as possible.

19.Your kitchen shelf is full of jam jars,
varieties of bowlsand plastic utensils
(got free with some household items).

20.You carry a stash of your own food whenever
you travel (andtravel means any car ride longer
than 15 minutes).

21.You own a rice cooker or a pressure cooker.

22.You fight over who pays the dinner bill.

23.You live with your parents and you are 40 years
old. (And they prefer it that way).

24.You don't use measuring cups when cooking.

25.You never learnt how to stand in a queue.

26.You can only travel if there are 5 persons at
least to seeyou off or receive you whether you are
travelling by bus,  train orplane.

27.If she is NOT your daughter, you always take
interest inknowing whose daughter has run with
whose son and feel proud tospread it at the
velocity of more than the speed of light.

28.You only make long distance calls after 11 p.m.

29.If you don't live at home, when your parents call,
they ask if you've eaten, even if it's midnight.

30.You call an older person you never met before
"uncle."

31.When your parents meet strangers and talk for
a fewminutes,you discover you're talking to
a distant cousin.

32.Your parents don't realize phone connections
to foreigncountries have improved in the last two
decades, and still scream at the top of their
lungs when making foreign calls.

33.You have bed sheets on your sofas so as to keep
them from getting dirty.

34.It's embarrassing if your wedding has less than
600 people.

35.All your Tupperware is stained with food color.

36.You have drinking glasses made of steel.

37.You have mastered the art of bargaining in
shopping.

Fickle - damn fickle ya'll

2006-08-25T10:19:00.000+08:00

fick‧le [fik-uhl] adjective

1.	likely to change, esp. due to caprice, irresolution, or instability; casually changeable: fickle weather.

2.	not constant or loyal in affections: a fickle lover.

kuang kuang kuang

I just realised that my last post was my 100th post. Hehehe...Never thought I could write so much.

What you guys plan to do for Merdeka? I am in the mood already!

As stupid as it may sound but I am actually looking forward to watch Siti's wedding party. I just want to see if it is going to be as grand as they have been publisizing. MALAYSIA BOLEH!

It has been a very bad start for charlton for this season. Usually charlton will play fucking well during the start of the season and fuck up badly as it nears to the end (like lailo says, after christmas, charlton gets into the spirit of loosing!) but we shall see if they will bounce back or will they get relegated this season! No wonder what people say, i sitll have faith in charlton. Come on guys!! Lets show the giants who we are!!

My grandma has finally finished her treatment. *sigh* No more hospital visits after this. Now she is back at home and i have to rush back everyday after work as she will be alone at home.
Somehow, I have begun to be very independent. I do laundry, feed the pets, clean up the house and most important of them all, i have learnt to cook! hahaha - the food which only i can eat-

It has been a terrible one month. I hope next month will be a better one, i already can feel the good vibes coming...;)

Been a bit tight on the finance this month also, all the running and bill payments. Unforetunately, by now I should have got my salary but then Jim is on holiday for one week. So, it has to wiat til monday. *sigh*

Have you guys listen + watch to evanessence new song? -call me when you're sober- excellent tune. I listen to it everyday!

Been hooked to rockstar-supernova. I want to be a rock star baby!

My car is due for service, but i haven't taken the effort to actually service it. Damn lazy siaaallll!
Planning to change the four tyres as well.

I am doing much of admin cum sales stuffs lately in the office. As much as I hated the sight of papers, numbers and talking to people, I am starting to get the hang of it. I am actually enjoying it! Can you believe it? The peterz who was complaining about his office is enjoying his job!

Been very busy trying to juggle office work and freelance work. Hectic but looking at the positive side, learning process. I love it!

I am loving my life now more than ever! spread the love you'all....lets hold hands and sing along with me...

I love you,
You love me,
We are friends like friends should be,
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you..
Won't you say you love me too?
(The fucking purple dunasour style!)

Wooohhhooooooo

Ciaozzzzzz

Puteri Gunung Ledang - the musical

2006-08-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

I am back!

I was fortunate enough to be able to attend this extravagant musical theatre in Istana Budaya on tuesday. I must say, the play took my breath away. It was fantastic! excellent! damn fucking good!

The lighting was fantastic! Due to my limited knowledge in the usage of olden-day malay language i was reading the subtitles which appeared on the electronic screen most of the time.

The costumes were fantastic! Starting with wonderful smells of jasmine as you walk into the theatre hall to the 'nenek kebayan''s costumes just amazed me truly.

The actors performed very well as they look so natural on stage. The character that got my attention most was Sultan Mahmud and his son. They were just so funny.

And then, the props used. Excelent! The stage movement and best of them all were the choreography of the dancers! They were just so good!

It is worth all the monet to get a glimps of the play, i would definetely recommend to anyone at all to go catch the play!

The only think that gave me a lil bit of pull-back was the fact that they potrayed Hang Tuah to be such a softy! He sings love songs all the time, like romeo in romeo and juliet. In fact, Hang Tuah suppose to be this strong powerful warrior! But it was a great play I must admit.

So, guys if you dont know what to do during your free time, go watch the play!

100% guranteed you will go oooo and ahhhhh

Perdana Global Peace Forum - special session 2006

2006-06-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

Good News!!! The link to the videos is up!
Please feel free to watch it, you will know what I was talking about on my previous post!

perdana global peace forum - special session 06

Perdana Global Peace Forum

2006-06-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

For those who didn't know about the peace forum which was going on during the past two days.

Perdana Global Peace Forum (Special Session 2006)
criminalise war - stop WORLD WAR IV
(the coming nuclear wars)

20-23 June 2006
PLF,Putrajaya & PWTC, Kuala Lumpur.

Moderator : Dato' Mukhriz Mahathir
Speakers :
H.E Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad
(Former Prime Minister of Malaysia and Chairman of the Perdana Global Peace Organisation)
Mr. Denis Halliday
(Former UN Assistant Secretary-General,and UN Humanitarian Co-ordinator in Iraq)
Mr. Hans Von Sponeck
(Former UN Assistant Secretary General, and UN Humanitarian Co-ordinator in Iraq)
Dr. Helen Caldicott
(Nuclear Policy Research Institute(NPRI) Founder and President, USA
Prof. Dr Michel Chossudovsky
(Director of the Centre for Research on Globalization(CRG), Canada and outhor of "Globalization of Poverty")
Prof. Francis A Boyle
(Professor of Law, University of Illinois, responsible for drafting the 1972 Bilogical Weapons Convention.)

It was a very insightful discussion that made me worry and rage in anger over people who create war. If I were you, I would try my level best to stop the war as we will be effected in it also. Be smart. I have attached the link to Perdana Global Peace Foundation wensite link here. Try to help. Maybe spread the news in your blogs. It might help to stop the killings of the innocents and your life too.

http://www.perdana4peace.org/

SPREAD THE NEWS AS THE WORLD IS GOING TO COME TO AN END IF WE SIT BACK AND WATCH.

p/s: the videos of the forum will be up soon. i will update you guys. Please watch the videos and you will know what i am talking about. Don't do this for me, do this for yourself, your future, your childrens.

I also took a pic with Tun Dr. Siti Asmah, hehehe

One quote that still remains in my mind which DR.M said, this earth was not given to us by our encestors, it was loaned to us by our children. Give it back to them, in one piece. :)

Happy Birthday Nivs!

2006-06-14T14:39:00.000+08:00

Let the game begin

2006-06-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

MOnday BLues

2006-05-29T15:22:00.001+08:00

Is it just me or the whole day seems useless today. Maybe this is what they call monday blues. I don't feel like doing anything.
I came to the offce today and realised we were out of coffee. I rushed to the petronas mesra to get nescafe 3-1 red sackets. I came back to the office, the wirelss card didnt work. So, now i am using LAN connection which is fucking slow for no reason. I don't feel like doing work at all. Went for lunch as i felt like eating today (surprisingly!) wanted to eat in nasi yama malaysia but saw robert there which very much turned our plan and ended up eating in hassans.
now back in the office watching my boss trying to figure out Darim to work which is impossible because it is not a server, i mean purely for server use but it is more to virtualsets. i just left him to figure it out as i am so not in the mood of arguing with him. I am actually sitting down next to him and typing this blog. He doesnt care, as if he did, i would just tell him to buzz off or im quiting.
I dont feel like working anymore, i mean really, retiring at the age 24, any country offers that? i am sick of working my ass off. i just want to sit at home doing nothing. God.

Weekend was fantabulously exciting. I was in penang. Left on thursday at 9.30 pm from Klang and came back to Klang at 3.30 am on sunday. The main reason was interview, two of it, one in KDU, one in Segi college. Both looks promising but lets just see if i meant to work in Penang. Or just die trying in cyberjaya.

I am soooo fucking annoyed with everything right now. So....everyone else who feel like me please stand up, please stand up.

Let me spoil it for you!

2006-05-25T10:20:00.001+08:00

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Soul singer Taylor Hicks won the 2006 "American Idol" contest on Wednesday, beating ballad singer Katharine McPhee in votes cast by fans of the most watched TV show in the United States.

Hicks, 29, whose prematurely graying hair and manic dancing has made him been a consistent favorite among the show's 30 million regular viewers, won a coveted recording contract and will release a single called "Do I Make You Proud."

The show, airing twice weekly, has given the Fox network the biggest hit in prime time and propelled the broadcaster to first place this season in the ratings race for viewers aged 18 to 49, the audience most prized by advertisers.

American Idol Season 5 Finals

2006-05-24T12:01:00.000+08:00

Age: 22

Hometown: Sherman Oaks, CA

Audition City: San Francisco

Favorite Female Artist:
Whitney

Favorite Male Artist:
Brian McKnight

Age: 29

Hometown: Birmingham, AL

Audition City: Las Vegas

Favorite Female Artist:
Cyndi Lauper.

Favorite Male Artist:
Billy Joel, Van Morrison, Bob Seger

KAT vs TAYLOR TONIGHT

After months of heated competition, dozens of performances and millions of votes, it all comes down to tonight. You won't want to miss Katharine and Taylor try to out-perform one another to become the newest American Idol. Who is going to be the next american idol?

Jee tagged me

2006-05-19T19:30:00.000+08:00

Accent: British accent turns me on.

Bible Book that I like: I seldom read.

Chore I don’t care for: Chore itself.

Dog or Cat: Dog.

Essential Electronics: PC.

Favorite Cologne: Davidoff Cool Water.

Gold or Silver: Silver.

Handbag I Carry Most Often: Not often, once in a while only. hehehe

Insomnia: Hahahahaha.Next question.

Job Title: Assitant Producer.

Kid(s): Would love to have a couple.

Living Arrangements: Anything goes.

Most Admirable Trait: I seldom get angry

Naughtiest Childhood Behavior: Tuutttt, tutttt and tuttttt.

Overnight Hospital Stays: I am a healthy person.

Phobias: Life without friends.

Quote: Anyone can quit smoking, it takes a real man to face cancer.

Religion: Hindu

Siblings: 1 elder brother and 1 younger one.

Time I Wake Up: 7.45 am.

Unusual Talent or Skill: Hehehe, for me to know and for you to find out.

Vegetable I Refuse to Eat: I eat anything, moving,crawling or not moving at all.

Worst Habit: Smoking.

X-rays: They are funky.

Yummy Stuff I Cook: Nothing I cook is yummy.

Zoo Animal I Like Most: Owl, dont ask me why.

What glamour can do to you

2006-05-16T11:52:00.000+08:00

Those days when you know something is not right

2006-05-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

I came in to the office, as usual to find out i was the first one to be in. Then, putri came with an excitement in her face. As i made my cup of coffee and sat down, she broke the news. She is quiting today. Quiting what? her job! is only been like 5 days since kavitha said the same thing and jim told all of us. about it. So, it is left with me and jim. The worst part is, i am planning on quiting my job in flaming pear as well. *sigh* these two people just made my life difficult now..

Second, got reply from maersk. Kept for future vacancies. *sigh* As much as i know it is pretty difficult for me to get in, but there was this little hope that i would. And when i got this email this morning, it all shattered.

Now, i am worried, shocked and feeling rather sick of myself. It is like everything going on the wrong way, away from what i wanted it to be, as what i planned my future to be.

Did i do something wrong? Maybe i did. Seriously man. feeling shity for a good reason is not very comforting.

Bar Room Jokes

2006-05-11T13:19:00.000+08:00

Clitoris Like Mellon

At a gynecologists convention Dr. Goldfinger began to read his paper on "The Variation of the Clitoris".

"One of the most unusual cases I ever came across," he told his audience, "was a clitoris that had a close resemblance to a watermelon."

Dr. Goldfinger was interrupted by another doctor, who said that he might have been examining an enlarged organ but to compare it to a watermelon would indeed be frivolous.

Goldfinger stared him down and replied: "I wasn't referring to size but to taste."

Pamela Anderson

What's the best way to catch Pamela Anderson in the woods?

Use a booby trap!

A Hole Behind

A man had to go to a strange town to be the guest speaker at a business meeting. When he arrived at the Motel in town, he found that he had a lot of time before the meeting.

He asked the clerk where the nearest golf course was and was given directions on how to get there.

While playing on the front nine, he was going over the speech in his mind and became confused as to where he was on the course.

Looking around, he saw a Lady playing ahead of him. He walked up to her and told her about his big meeting and the speech he was to make and his confusion about where he was on the course, asked her if she knew what hole he was playing.

She replied "I'm on the 7th hole and you are a hole behind me, so you must be on the 6th hole."

He thanked her and went back to his golf. On the back nine the same thing happened. and he approached her again with the same request.

She said "I'm on the 14th, you are a hole behind me, So you must be on the 13th."

Once again he thanked her and returned to his play. He finished his round and went into the club house where he saw the Lady sitting at the end of the bar. He asked the bartender if he knew the Lady.

The bartender said that she was a sales lady and played the course often. He approached her and said, "let me buy you a drink to show my appreciation for your help. I understand that you are a sales lady, well I am in sales also. What do you sell"?

She replied, "if I told you, you would only laugh." "No I wouldn't", he said and persisted that she tell him what she sold.

"Well if you must know", she answered, "I sell Tampax."

With that, he fell on the floor and laughed so hard he almost lost his breath. She said "see I knew you would laugh."

"That's not what I'm laughing at" he replied, "I'm a toilet paper salesman, so I'm still a hole behind you!"

Animal Orgasms

A farmer and his wife were lying in bed one evening; she was knitting, he was reading the latest issue of Animal Husbandry. He looks up from the page and says to her,

"Did you know that humans are the only species in which the female achieves orgasm?"

She looks at him wistfully, smiles, and replies, "Oh yeah? Why don't you prove it."

He frowns for a moment, then says, "Okay."

He then gets up and walks out, leaving his wife with a confused look on her face.

About a half an hour later, he returns all tired and sweaty and proclaims, "Well I'm sure the cow and sheep didn't, but the way that pig's always squealing, how can you tell?"

Smoking in the Rain

Two old ladies were outside their nursing home having a smoke, when it started to rain. One of the ladies pulled out a condom, cut off the end, put it over her cigarette, and continued smoking.

Lady 1: What's that?

Lady 2: A condom.

Lady 1: Where'd you get it?

Lady 2: You can get them at any drugstore.

The next day, Lady 1 hobbled into the local drugstore and announced to the pharmacist that she wanted to buy a package of condoms.

The guy looked at her kind of strangely (she was, after all, in her 80s), but politely asked what brand she preferred.

"Doesn't matter," she replied, "as long as it fits a Camel."

The pharmacist fainted.

Elephant and the man

What did the elephant say to the naked man? "How do you breath through something so small?"

Playing around

One day, this guy who had been stranded on a desert island all alone for 10 years sees an unusual speck on the horizon.

'It's certainly not a ship,' he thinks to himself.

As the speck gets closer
and closer, he begins to rule out the possibility of a small boat, then even a raft.

Suddenly emerging from the surf walking towards him comes
this drop-dead gorgeous blonde woman wearing a wet suit and scuba gear.

She approaches the stunned guy and asks,
'How long has it been since you've had a cigarette?'

'Ten years,' he says.

She reaches over and unzips a waterproof pocket on her left
sleeve and pulls out a packet of fresh cigarettes. He takes a long drag and says,
'Man oh man. Is that ever good.'

She then asks him,
'How long has it been since you've had a sip of bourbon?'

Trembling, he replies,
'Ten years.'

She reaches over, unzips the waterproof pocket on her right sleeve, pulls out a flask and gives it to him. He opens the flask, takes a long swig, and says,
'Wow, that's absolutely fantastic.'

Then she starts slowly unzipping the long zipper that runs down the front of her wetsuit, looks at him seductively and asks,
'And how long has it been since you've played around?'

The guy, with tears in his eyes, replies,
'Oh my God! Don't tell me you've got golf clubs in there!'

Enjoy people! :))

I won't call you baby anymore

2006-05-05T10:33:00.000+08:00

Fine I understand Okay with me

If that's the plan

You can take the stereo the TV and the video

The bed the sheets and pillows before you go

But for now unlock the door

What are we doin' all this for

Let me make you dinner one last time

Then you'll go your way and I'll go mine




And I won't call you baby anymore

Won't call you baby

Like I did before

Won't call you baby anymore

Eleanor



You left your smell

You left your taste

You left me here with my Mistakes

And I can't relate to what you say I've done

But just for you I'll bite my tongue

Eleanor I miss you

Eleanor be well

Eleanor I wish you'd release me from your spell

My coffee tastes like whisky

2006-05-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, i made a cup of coffee today (the ever famous nescafe 3 in 1) and it tastes like whisky! Promise, even the smell itself has liquor smell. I thought it was just me, so i asked putri to smell it, she said yeah it does smell like whisky. Funny. really funny.

Had a very quiet weekend. Friday, after work, went straight home because of a massive headache.

Saturday, day time, was mostly sleeping, watching the magical box and eat. Night, went to steak house to watch game. Had few beers. Came back by 9.30 back home because lailo wanted to go back. Continued with AIM '06. It was a good,entertaining event this year. Jac made me proud for no reason. Well, actually she won 4 awards. Siti won 1.
The highlight was Dayang's performance, outstanding voice she has. I was impressed.

Sunday, was busy with mom. Had to bring her to UH. Appointment. Then, went to my aunty's house in Kapar. That place has changed all together! As though it had a facelift!

At night, around 9pm, my cousins from JB gave a surprise visit! I had no idea they were in town. They came, strated shouting outside the house! I thought who la malam malam buta disturbing, SEE SEE they'all. Went out for dinner and was just chillin in their motel. Just chatin and chatin til it 1 am. Then, i went back because they need their rest as they were suppose to leave KL early morn the next day.

On Monday, around 7 am, my cousin called and woke me up! Psychos. Asking me to go to Batu Caves with them. I said no la, need my sleep. Then, they left. Went to change the tyres for my car after i got up. Around 12 jimpack called and went to jusco klang to get him a pair of working shoes. Tehn went to kopitiam for coffee. They have the best coffee i tell you. i lov'em.

Then, went back home,washed my fish tank. That is when mande calls to go for a drink. Went for a drink with the boys. After that went to meet kamalesh as he wanted to pass his wedding reception invitations. :O Yes, kamalesh is getting married! Supper was at 9.30pm.

Sum up of the weekend. A bit longer than usual weekend. ;) (can't wait for next weekend! birthdays party!)woo hoo

Friday Bla Bla

2006-04-28T12:52:00.000+08:00

Michael : I would like to dedicate "you're beautiful" by james blunt to the girl i have been seeing, regina.
DJ : Ok, imagine i am regina, what would u tell me when u bring me out on a dinner.
Michael : Give me a break, would u.
DJ : Ok, let Nat be the girl then. What would you say to her.
Nat : This steak is really good.
Michael : Where's the beef?
DJ'S : hahahaha

Second conversation.

Caller 1 : Does michael know this song is sung by james blunt to girl who already is in a relationship?
DJ : Yeah, probably he doesn't.
DJs and Caller : hahahahaha

Third conversation.

Michael : I do know about that song and that is why i listen to it everyday thinking about regina.
DJ : Oh michael, it is friday, cheer up!

Fourth conversation.

Regina : Hi, I am regina.
DJ : Hey Regina, you must be a hot girl to have guys going after you.
Regina : *giggle*
DJ : Ok, tell me how is Michael, Are you indeed seing someone?
Regina : Yes, I am seeing someone now. Michael is weird. I told him i listen to fly fm but didn't know he would call up and dedicate that song to me.
DJ : Weird? Hahahaha
Regina : Today is friday bla bla bla right?
DJ : Yes, tell us whats in your mind.
Regina : I just want to tell Michael stop trying too hard and don't expect to much from people.
DJ : So, Michael, not going to work out?
Regina : I dont know.

Moral of the story : don't fool yourself on a national radio. Now, michael, we all know you are never going to get Regina or any other girl after this because you are weird.

So you people out there, if you like someone, keep it low and don't tell the whole world until you know you have a bright chance at it. If not, shut the fuck up man.

Hahahahahahha. What a start for the day. For me,other listeners and the DJs, entertaining, for Regina, humiliating and for Michael, fucked up life he has to go through after this. Good Luck man sincerely. :))

Habeas Corpus

2006-04-25T15:02:00.000+08:00

I am going, jolly good! ;)

Pissed. Totally..

2006-04-21T15:41:00.000+08:00

It is not a very pleasant feeling when you do a work and it doesn't get any appreciation in return.

Let me tell you what has hapened to me. I helped this two people with their work. The best part, i felt so happy when both were very much surprisingly complimented my work. It was good. I spent few sleepless nights trying to figure out new idea and they keep on changing the fucking content and i keep on changing my idea. I had to redo some parts of the project all over again as there were no chance for me to change a little bit and magic happens.

The first project was done, they loved it, presented it and end of story.

The second one, which happens to be my company work is the one i had to work on day and night. I didn't get enough sleep the whole week. My eyeback has got worst! I feel feverish everyday but the work has to go on. I need to finish it up.

Every time i do, i make sure i don't do mistakes as my boss is particular to even one single spelling mistakes. I did and i did. Tuesday, i finished and showed him. He was imprssed. :)
But then, he said need to add little bit more. As dumb as i am, i didn't do an editable one. Probably out of frustration and the aim to finish it fast and get over it feeling. I couldnt take it. I had to redo everything back. :((

I took some time off, i went to puchong for a drink with the boys, but ended up only meeting mande as the rest were merely in sight. After dinner, i came back to the office and started doing my work again.Wednesday, i went to sunway so met up with others for a drink there, after that, came back to office to do my work. All these work starts at 9 am til 12am or 1 am. I am so damn fucking tired now. I can barely feel my finger typing this post.

Thursday night, around 9 pm. I finished my work and sent to my boss. He was indeed impressed with it. But he ask me to add more stuff. I said no, i need ot go back. He said little bit only. I said no!I need sleep. Good enough he said can continue today,which is friday!

The worst part is, my eyes were as red as it could be, it was 10 pm,i was leaving the office, dela called. She said got free passes to Getto heaven's 2nd anniversary. I said what the hell, a few mugs of beer would do justice for all the hard work. I went! :))

It was a nice night out with friends, drinks,music,friends and it was Iskandar's birthday as well! The crowd was fantastic i must say.

Then, i reached back home around 3am drained out. Had to get up at 7.30am to go to work. I reached to work today, and my eyes are still half closed. I didnt do anything in the morning, and afternoon we went out for lunch. It was the office lunch day. Just came back, still to tired to do my work and thought of blogging instead. hehehe...

Thats one hectic out of this world week! But i am lovin' it ;)

Bullshit I say!

2006-04-19T10:37:00.000+08:00

It is rather funny why people get all emotional for simple, small things. I am NOT refering to anyone in particular but I want get things out of my mind.If you have an opinion, i respect that, all i ever did is give my opinion. Is that so hard to digest? Does it bother you that much to except other's opinion in a good way? Why even bother having people around if you can't handle simple stuff?

It's all about assumption and misunderstanding which occurs due to fickle minds. Or more to attention seeking. "Look at me I am this and I am that". End of the day, you know you gonna be un happy. Why do you even start? IT WAS JUST A FREAKIN OPINION.

Gosh, is it just me or people are getting caught up with their mind so easily these days?

Now, a piece of advise from the wise one, me! (hehehe, self praise is a disgrase! i know.. but i dont care.)

1. Do what you feel like doing. Fuck all of the others around you. Don't give a shit for what they have to say.

2. Reverse psychology is sooooooooo out of time. It doesn't work anymore.

3. People are getting more analatical of what others do and say around them. So, if you believe that you need friends around you, stop being a very-easily-touchy person. People hate that.

4. When something happens, don't talk about it. It is the past. Gone is gone. why dig your own grave?

5. Attention-seeking annoys even a little kid. So, if you want to be lower than a kid, go ahead.

6. I am an idiot? You fuckin hate my sight? I don't care.

7.It's the 21st Century, cooommmmeeeeee on babe...wake up!

8. When the going get tough, the tough gets going...but make sure it is for a good reason. You don't want to end up in a hospital.

9. Face your problems and try to solve it. Sitting put on one stand ain't gonna help you much.

10. Last but not least, THE ARE MORE THINGS IN LIFE TO ENJOY THAN SIT DOWN AND CRY!!! GET OUT THERE!!

Additional advice : There are millinos of people out there in the world. The world doesn't revolve around you, your family and people you are in love with. So, stop being a cry baby and get over it. I am kind of sick of it. And sucking up doesn't help either.

I am so happy I have this blog. The only way I can say what I want. :)

Ignored

2006-04-12T12:12:00.000+08:00

It's hard to explain. I don't know how i feel anymore. The times when everything comes crashing down and you can do is sit back and watch. Iknow i am not very good with words. I know, i suck at confronting. So, what should i do? Enjoy the show? Let life take its course? Or should i direct it to where i want it to go? Direct myself out of insanity that covers every single step that i take? As dumb and utterly useless this post may sound, it makes all the sense in the world to me. My brain is cluttered.

I feel ignored, i feel left out. I feel I can only see the back now..

Everyone with their worries, i feel responsible. Is this out of love? or plain stupidity?

Stop you fool! Look at your path first, it is filled with thorns and poking stones. It is uneven. Do something about it, or you are going to hurt yourself really bad.

Wait a minute, you already have, but what? I need more, i need pain, suffering. Is that what i have in store for myself? Laughter and Happy moments are for others. I only deserve torture?

I am trying, it is just too hard. Trust me, i am not a fool. I am just an innocent young boy who needs a helping hand to be guided. Don't balme anyone, it is me,myself and I.

I know i deserve better, i know i do. But, where do I get it?

Friends? I doubt, True love? I don't have any, Family? Possibility 0%.

End of the day, you realise you got nothing to live anymore. You call this useless?

All the problems in the world could never counter the problems I have in my head.

People, stop ignoring as this may cause a life.

Feelings are delusional. Look for something solid.

Original? It might help but innovation is mother of all creativeness. Go with the flow, you will get there someday.

Clean your feet and start walking. But, this time clear the path, ignore the crowd, you STAND ALONE.

Culture Shock

2006-04-05T15:38:00.000+08:00

Have you guys thought of what a culture shock means?

The term, culture shock, was introduced for the first time in 1958 to describe the anxiety produced when a person moves to a completely new environment. This term expresses the lack of direction, the feeling of not knowing what to do or how to do things in a new environment, and not knowing what is appropriate or inappropriate. The feeling of culture shock generally sets in after the first few weeks of coming to a new place.

We can describe culture shock as the physical and emotional discomfort one suffers when coming to live in another country or a place different from the place of origin. Often, the way that we lived before is not accepted as or considered as normal in the new place.

Culture shock has many stages. Each stage can be ongoing or appear only at certain times. The first stage is the incubation stage. In this first stage, the new arrival may feel euphoric and be pleased by all of the new things encountered. This time is called the "honeymoon" stage, as everything encountered is new and exciting.

Afterwards, the second stage presents itself. A person may encounter some difficult times and crises in daily life. For example, communication difficulties may occur such as not being understood. In this stage, there may be feelings of discontent, impatience, anger, sadness, and feeling incompetence. This happens when a person is trying to adapt to a new culture that is very different from the culture of origin. Transition between the old methods and those of the new country is a difficult process and takes time to complete. During the transition, there can be strong feelings of dissatisfaction.

The third stage is characterized by gaining some understanding of the new culture. A new feeling of pleasure and sense of humor may be experienced. One may start to feel a certain psychological balance. The new arrival may not feel as lost and starts to have a feeling of direction. The individual is more familiar with the environment and wants to belong. This initiates an evaluation of the old ways versus those of the new.

In the fourth stage, the person realizes that the new culture has good and bad things to offer. This stage can be one of double integration or triple integration depending on the number of cultures that the person has to process. This integration is accompanied by a more solid feeling of belonging. The person starts to define him/herself and establish goals for living.

The fifth stage is the stage that is called the "re-entry shock." This occurs when a return to the country of origin is made. One may find that things are no longer the same. For example, some of the newly acquired customs are not in use in the old culture.

These stages are present at different times and each person has their own way of reacting in the stages of culture shock. As a consequence, some stages will be longer and more difficult than others. Many factors contribute to the duration and effects of culture shock. For example, the individual's state of mental health, type of personality, previous experiences, socio-economic conditions, familiarity with the language, family and/or social support systems, and level of education.

Enjoy reading just to broaden your knowledge. :)

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You know who you are..

2006-03-27T11:21:00.000+08:00

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on

Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that Strong
Well I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Aperiod in life you will go through which is going to make you stronger...:)

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Happy Onam Onam Ashamshagal