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Memoirs of a geisha

What a movie eh? Vasu and viveg and moi went to bukit raja wanted to watch "aathi" and ended up watching memoirs of a geisha. It was a mistake. It all started when we entered the cinema. People were looking weirdly at us. I saw this couple looking at us, saying something to each other and laugh. It was rather disturbing. The thing running in my mind,"damn what the hell am i doing here!" and i bet vasu and viveg felt the same way. The movie started and ran for like 5 minutes and i started yawning. Seriously the movie was so damn fucking slow. A geisha= a high class performer, or on other words, perform to the rest but doesn't show her flesh but only sleeps with that one person who keeps her high-maintanance life running smoothly. Funny, yet true.
The most intersting character in the movie, i must say, was Dr. Crab. That old man got lucky where he gets to sleep with a virgin and the part where he crawls towards ZHANG Zi-yi that was hilarious. I controlled my laughter as the whole cinema was quiet. But our friend vasu just couldn't care and started laughing out loud.I had to close my face as the rest of the people were looking at US! :))

I didn't find Zhang Zi-Yi very appealing. Even michelle yeoh looked old. The best was still gong-li. she was so hot! Seriously, the evil in her turned me on sial!!!

Japanese people have weird taste. You will agree with me after watching the movie.

Then, finally after 2 and a half hours, the movie finished. I was relieved. We went out to the main door of bukit raja and vasu suddenly stopped turned around and started running back to the cinema. He dropped his phone there. He dropped it there and couldn't find it. Then he realized the phone was stuck in between the seats. How it when there? i have no idea.

Went for dinner after that at berkeley corner and went back home.

It was a pleasant suprise yesterday to watch chelsea - charlton game. Charlton played fucking good. Eventhough they had few chances to score, but the result 1-1 was good enough for me and of cause for all the rest of charlton athletics fans out there. Cool!

and to manchester supporters, i must put my hat down. liverpool supporting people, good luck on the next game. :))

CHARLTON ATHLETICS RULEZ!

Tagged- lame but i was forced to!

I have been tagged by my dear friend jee. *sigh* :P

Here are the rules / procedures verbatim:The first player of this game starts with the topic "five weird habits of yourself," and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals. Don't forget to leave a comment in their blog or journal that says "You are tagged" and tell them to read yours.

5 weird habits :


1. I prefer beer over liquor. Is that weird?

2. I hate sharing food. I mean when you are eating or drinking something and the person next to you takes your food or asks you wether can taste or not. I hate it, but of course i act good and give them food. But people, seriously, you want my food, go get your own!

3. I can never say no. :( If you ask me in a nice way, i will do it. Even if my life is at stake, weird?

4. I like plucking my hair. Where, you say? i leave it to your imagination. muaahahahaha

5. I change station a million times when i am watching television or even listening to radio. Maybe my bad habit is i get bored of one thing very fast. (But, anni..i know you are reading this, the one i am doing now, for real, i promise i won't get bored. So, put some good words ya ;)thanks anniiii!!!!!!)


So, the next 5 people i tag,

1. jee ( padan muka, buat satu lagi!)
2. the owner of rednilan blog
3. tom
4. dick
5. harry

Jiran saya

Dalam suatu perbicaraan di Mahkamah.. Hakim memintapesalah berdiri untuk diperdengarkan tuduhan.

"Saudara didakwa membunuh seorang guru dengan menggunakan gergaji" kata hakim.

Dari belakang terdengar seseorang berteriak...
"Kurang ajar!!!"

"Bawa bertenang. Ini Mahkahmah!" bentak hakim.

Hakim kemudian membacakan lagi tuduhan...
>
"Saudara juga didakwa melakukan pembunuhan terhadapseorang penjualakhbar dengan
menggunakan pisau..!"

"Celaka!!!" teriak pengunjung tadi.

"Tenang, Bawa tenang!" teriak hakim dengan keras.

"Dan.. saudara juga dituduh melakukan pembunuhan terhadap seorang posmendengan menggunakan parang..!" kata hakim.

"Keparat!!!" teriak pengunjung tadi tanpa boleh
ditahan.

Dengan geram Hakim berkata,
"Jika anda tidak boleh berikan alasan kenapa anda berperangai seperti ini.. saya akan perintahkan anda di masukkan ke Hospital Bahagia atas kesalahan menghina
mahkahmah!"

"Maaf.. Yang Arif..." pengunjung tadi berkata...
"Saya adalah jiran pesalah... sebenarnya setiap kali saya ingin meminjam gergaji, Pisau dan
parang... dia selalu cakap... tidak ada!"

HSBC Wonder

This is a picture of a girl whom i accidentally bumped into in HSBC. I am not sure it was just me or she looks so much like trisha. Maybe i am just obsessed with trisha i see her in everyone. Hey guys, gimme a comment, does she remind you guys of trisha?sorry couldn't get a better picture of her, she kept on looking at us( me and putri) as putri was making a scene ther because she was having problem with her contact-lenses. She was practically crying. :)) (cam bodossss)

Pics from genting

View from the room

Walk way to the room

From the car park

vAsu needs to learn camera techniques

Prem and I

Vasu and Vive

Breakfast thats cost 5 bucks!

After the new year morning breakfast

Genting - City of Entertainment 2

It was around 9.30 pm. We hit the casino. First, we went to the casino at first world hotel itself but it was not so impressive. I had to take out cash anyways since i had non left with me, so took out from the atm in the casino. Then, we went to the bigger casino. There,first it was observing time. Just walking around looking at people playing and all. Then, it started. I went to the slot machines area because i felt bored and tired wanted to sit down somewhere. Prem said lets play the slot machine and i agreed. He went and changed the money for me as i had 50 bucks only. I put in 10 bucks first and started pressing the button. I t was damn easy,just keep pressing the same button.

As time pass by, it was around 11, i got bored of the slot machine and decided to walk around. Prem was still hung to the slot machine. As i walk around, i realised how many people were really spending a fortune there. Doesn't matter if they win or loose it is just the fun of gambling and the addiction i suppose. Funny i didnt feel the addiction. I went to the toilet because felt like throwing up again. I did! Then went walking again looking for the rest two who were rather busy at the gambling table. Ah! Found them,at the table right in front of the washroom. Spent some time looknig what they were doing and got bored again.( i get bored easily!) Walked back to the slot machine where prem was sitting down and sat next to him. What the heck, got nothing else to do, so i put in a 10 ringgit bill again. Oh yeah, this assistant at the casino came to me when i was pressing the button and asked wether i have the card to collect the money if i win or not? As suprised as i am because i didn't think i would even win anything, i said no. He gave a card and told me the password was 1234. I said ok, and put in the card and the 10 ringgit bill when all of a sudden, a window came up saying, "error! please call for the assistant" My 10 bucks was stuck in there!!! i went all around the place and found that ididot at the end of the room. He came and asked whats wrong??i said look at the screen, thats what is wrong! He went and called another assistant and he came with the keys and opened the slot machine. Before that, he asked how much stuck? i said 10 bucks.He took out the money, wrote something on the book which he took from inside of the slot machine and left.

I tried putting in another 10 bucks billand it work prefectly! I kept playing for another hour. Suddenly prem turned to me and said hey it's new year already.Can you believe it? everyone in the casino was soo addicted to the games they were playing that they forgot about new year!
It was 12.15 i think, when prem told me and i stopped playing and walk to where vasu and vive was and wished them happy new year.Then just waited there for another hour sitting down on the floor because i couldn't stand. My body was aching like hell. Thats when they decided to go back to the room. I was like "praise the lord, thank you!" As we walked back, i went and changed my card and i got 40 bucks!! woo hooo! i won something!! They went to change also and started walking towards the stairs.At the stairs, prem said, it is still early, i want to go play in the casino somemore. I told them, they can go ahead and since got two keys, probably they can take one and i take one as i really felt not well and need to lie down. Vasu and Vive suddenly said, they also wanted to go back. Prem went alone back to the casino. I felt bad, if i was weel enough, i would go with him,serious. On the way back, i stopped at one of the shops because i wanted to at least drink something as i could barely eat. I asked for milk and it is funny how they don't have milk available anywhere in genting! First shop said no, we don't have milk. The second shop said, sorry we only have carlsberg, is it ok? She actually heard beer and not milk..beer and milk...hmm...guess she wasn't sober herself. The third shop had soya bean milk.I thought whateva does and it was freaking rm2.50 per can!!!

Walked back to the room and landed on the bed without saying anything to anyone and slept off. Serious shit i felt like a corpse. Then, i remember prem coming in as i suddenly got up. He tried waking vive up as i found out later these two people who followed me back to the room slept off right after me.ahahhah wat a new year! Prem woke vive up and asked him to drink with him, vive got up! can u beleive it! and he didn't stop there, he woke vasu up and ask him to drink also.As usual vasu giving millions of reasons and he slept off back again. i can hear all these things but my eyes were wide shut! I have no idea why.. Then after a while the room was quiet, i suppose all slept off kut...hahahaha

Ok, wii continue again. man i have a good memory or wat??

Genting - City of Entertainment

Hey guys. Chill la, i have been busy with work. :)

Around 3.30pm i left home to go fetch vive to go to prem's house since we planned to go to genting with prem's car. When we reached prem's house, to our surprise, prem was not there. So, vive and me waitting in the car because there were valuable stuff in the trunk of the car.Hehehe beers and a bottle of whisky(well actually quarter, the rest i finished earlier..ahahhaha). Then, prem came with vasu. We then got to know he went missing because he went to fetch vasu. So, since suresh took the last minute turn to pull himself out of the plan due to his office work, we were headed to genting around 4. The thing is, we have to reach genting by 6 since the reservation will only be held til 6 pm. So, as usual, prem was driving like a drunkard.(ahhaha,sorry prem if you read this :P)

Somehow, klang was not so difficult to pass. As we reached somewhere near kg. pandan (i remember asking prem where we were) the jam started. i wasn't feeling very well, so i was sitting at the back seat with vasu as vive was the so called co-driver. It was 5.30 when we reached the bottom of genting. I know the journey to the top is not near. So, yet again prem was showing off his driving skills. Due to heavy praying and good luck, we reached the top savely.(If you were in the car, i bet you would be feeling very lucky to be alive!) It was 5.58 when i checked in to the room. Actually i booked two rooms and was stupid enough to give her two booking numbers! She gave me two check in pocket(i think thats what they call those stuffs). I gave one to vasu and asked him to keep it in the pocket and never to reveal it to anyone. So, we checked in and oh yeah, the room price was freaking rm185 superior room,two single beds.Fucked uply expensive(wow,new word!).

Once we reached the room, first thing, i opened the curtains. We got the theme park view!woohoo! Then, i hit the bed. As it i was not feeling well,i didn't eat the whole day and my stomache felt funny,as though i wanted to throw up. As i lie down, the boys couldn't wait to start the drinking fest. So, wanted to finish up the bottle first, but wait! there are only two glasses.Vive called the housekeeping only to find out they dont offer anymore than two glasses per room. Stupid house keeping. Prem and vive took the first round and gave me and vasu the second one. Then, vive came up with this game.Before that, i went and puked right after my first pack. :))

Ok, to the game, "cho tai thi"(i dont know the right spelling,sorry).Every time someone looses, he has to take 1 pack. Guess who drank the most? Vasu! hahaha he lost so many times that some times it was like all in a row. i drank the second most as i am not so good in this game :P
Vive the mastermind got the least but a bit more than prem.:) Prem couldn't take it so he started the beers. Since all of us have already taken our showers before we left klang, we just changed our attire and headed to the casino! Went for dinner first. Went to this place with all these stalls, swear to god i was not walking straight so i just kept quiet most of the time. Plus, i couldn't eat much. One pot of chinese tea was rm8 and one chicken rice was freaking rm11! So, had no choice but to eat. I ate the chicken and left the rice,as i felt my stomache rejecting the food. Went to the casino around 10pm. It was cold enough already.

I continue later la, got work to do. ;)

tahun baru yang menawan

i had a so called 'early break' from office but ended up doing work til wednesday night. Iwas suppose to be on holiday starting on 24th december til 2nd january. But wat to do *sigh*
The best part starts only after that.I went down to penang on thursday! was so looking forward to the trip.It was a sudden thing. The looking forward part only came to me on wednesday night.

Lets start with penang. I reached there around 2+ pm. Had a great journey, talking all kind of rubbish with kartik (as he accompanied me to penang). But most of the time, it was quiet as the radio was having nice musics on. Once reahced penang, went for lunch at a "nasi dhalcha" shop. Had rice, curry, chicken, mutton and sayur.feeewwwww.Went back to kartik's house and had a nap. Then it was evening, after having tea(which kartik's mom made for us) we went to gurney plaza. Chilled out there til 8 plus. Had coffee at dome. Went to a cake shop around 9 just before they wanted to close and got a cake for kali. It was kali's birthday the next day. Went back to kartik's place,left the cake in the fridge and went out for dinner.
Kartik brought me to go eat char kuey teow with pork meat! funny as i dont find char kuet teow in kl with pork. It was delicious. Then, we went to eat leng chi kang. Supposely the best in penang as it came out in the papers. After that big meal, went to kartik's house took the cake and headed to nibong tebal to kali's place( i still think it is jawi but kali says its nibong tebal).
Gave Kali a shock of his life as he thought ihow can i be in penang??! because i told him in the morning when he called me i was going to work.hehehe
He was speechless.Cut the cake, had a cup of bru coffee made by kali's mom and had a chat with kali. Messaged kogi then my phone gone. So couldn't meet her up. Headed straight back to kartik's house around 1+am and slept off.
The next day, friday, i told kartik that i have been picturing myself on the beach with a bottle of heineken in my hand just lying down with my shades on the wet sand. He said ok cool lets go! First, we got up at 7.30 am, went for a good wholesome breakfast in kampung melayu, nasi kandar! O my god i tell you, penang people can eat and eat and eat. (Nasi kandar for breakfast! i magine what would they eat for lunch!) Then i told kartik i wanted bengkang(i hope thats the way they spell it) and went to the market to get the bengkang.Went to feringgi beach after that and chilled out til lunch time there!fantastic. i love beaches.the air so fresh and clam, the sounds of the waves, the sunlight...ahahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Lunch, we headed back to kartik's place, fantastic lunch made by kartik's mom, i ate twice!
Then, i slept off.Hhehehe. Went to meet kali in the evening for tea, instead i drank air kelapa. He brought us to this stall beside the sea,nice. Penang is like heaven to me, i just love it!!!!
At night,first, we went to take out money, i was outta cash. Then, went to eat A&W at perangin mall. After that, headed back to gurney drive to have a jug of beer at cubar. Just sat down, looking at attractive people around there and talking stories.
Damn sad wanna leave penang the next day morning. *SIGH* Felt scary to go back to work but it was only saturday and i have three more days to go...so next up is GENTING for the NEW YEAR!!!Said bye to penang and for the next post i will elobarate on my holidays in genting. Nice way to end 2005 and to start 2006. :))

Misteri bola ping pong

Amer berumur 15 adalah seorang anak yang pendiam. Diasungguh misteri. Bapanya seorang pesara tentera, kinimemulakan perniagaan kecil-kecilan, manakala ibunyatelah pun meninggal dunia sejak dia berumur 8 tahun.Tinggal lah Amer dan bapanya berdua. Bapanya seorangyang amat tegas dan mengharapkan Amer berjaya didalampelajaran. Setelah bertungkus lumus belajar akhirnya Amermendapat kesemua A dalam setiap mata pelajarannyaketika menduduki peperiksaan PMR. Suatu petang bapanya memanggil Amer. "Bapak banggadengan pencapaian engkau, Amer, apa kau nak sebagaihadiah kerana cemerlang didalam PMR? Basikal?" Amer hanya membalas "Saya hanya nakkan 2 biji bolaping pong aje bapak." Bapaknya hairan. Tapi dia tetap menunaikan hajatanaknya. Dia lantas membelikan anaknya 2 biji bolapingpong. Masa kian berlalu, ki! ni Amer mendapat kejayaandidalam SPM, dia mendapat 10A dan diterima dijurusankejuruteraan mekanikal disebuah university terkemukadi Malaysia. Bapanya bangga dan bertanyakan apakahhadiah yang Amer mahukan. Amer masih tetap mahukan 2biji ping pong. Bapanya bertambah hairan, namun diatetap membelikan Amer 2 biji bola ping pong. Semasa di university, Amer terus berjaya dan berjayadan dia telah mendapat award sebagai pelajar terbaikdi Universitinya. Kejayaan demi kejayaan yangditerimanya dia masih tetap mahukan 2 biji bolapingpong dari bapanya. Bapanya terfikir yang dia mempunyai anak yang kurangcentre, tetapi masih berbangga. Akhirnya dia telah diterima bekerja di salah sebuahsyarikat engineering yang terbesar di Malaysia yangbertaraf international. Bapa Amer makin gembira lantasdia masih bertanyakan apa yang Amer hendak. Amer masihtetap mahukan bola ping pong. "Kau ni, asik2 bola pingpong! Sudah!! Perniagaan bapakmakin maju dan bapak hadiahkan kau sebuah KeretaMercedes SLK Compressor" Namun, Amer tetap gembira dengan pemberian bapanyatanpa banyak soal. Pada hari dia mendapat kereta tersebut, dia keluaruntuk men'test' keretanya. Namun, apalah malang Amer,dia mendapat kemalangan yang teruk di Highway KM 1.24dan dimasukkan ke ICU. Bapa Amer amat terperanjat dengan kemalangan tersebut.Semasa di ICU, bapanya menjaga Amer dengan penuh kasihsayang. Tetapi nampaknya Amer tadak harapan naksembuh, lalu Amer mengeluarkan kesemua bola pingpongnya dan menyerahkan pada bapanya. "Bapak... ameklah bola ping pong yang saya simpanni...." kata Amer kesakitan. "Amer, selama ni ko asik mintak bola ping pong aje,ape ke paedahnya" kata bapaknya "Sebenarnya ada misteri disebalik bola ping pongini..." kata Amer "Apa dia" tanya bapa Amer Tetapi belum sempat Amer memberitahu meisterinya, Amermenghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir... Bapa Amer menjadi separuh gila mengenangkan misterianaknya. Apakah misteriya? Anda nak tau????














Ianya tetap misteri kerana tajuk cerita ini adalahMisteri Bola Ping Pong dan akan menjadi misteriselamanya

If you watch the above images from your seat in frontof the computer, Mr.Angry is on the left, and Mrs.Calmis on the right. Get up from your seat, and move back 12 feet, and PRESTO!! they switch places!! I believe this illusion was created by PhillippeG.Schyns and Aude Oliva of the Univ. of Glasgow. This proves that we may not be seeing what's actuallythere, all the time!!

Cool pill,i need one!

Celebrities when they were young

To be remembered

Love

She walks in beauty
Like the night of cloudless climes..
and starry skies..
And all that's best of dark and bright
meet in her aspect..
And her eyes..

By Byron ( my favourite love quote master)

Not in a good state of mind

Try to picture this situation. I was doing my work as usual, my boss walks out of his room and starts to talk to my collegue. Suddenly a fax came in and since the fax machine is at my reach, i took the fax and started reading it. It was a purchase order for nero7 from singapore. I showed it to my boss and he said WE need to bring it down to singapore. I was like, ok. Then he started discussing something with my collegue and he said, i have to make two trips then. I kept quiet didn't want to ask more. Then, he himself told me that they are (as in my collegue and my boss) have to go down to singapore for a meeting. The worst part is i have to go down with him to deliver goods and came back on the same day. They on the other hand, taking a flight down staying one night and then coming back! How nice.
I suddenly hate the job i am doing, hate my boss, hate everything!
The dialogue session is on 24th and my friend might come down on that day. I can't take off on that day! Ok, then thought can take off the next day but damn need to go singapore! What the fuck?!? The rest in the office can take off as they like and i can't? This sucks
I feel bad for my friend. I feel bad for myself. I need a fresh breath. My blood is upstairs and i don't know how long it is going to be there. Fuck fuck fuck.

Life is never fair

No man with the right set of mind would be happy with what he has. This includes me. Why everyone else in the world has all the fun and i don't? It is like a curse or something. Or maybe i just don't put much of an efford to change the situation.
I am caught up with work like almost every other day. I need money, no doubt but my sosial life is going down the drain. I thought and i tell it to myself everyday that i have the best life in the whole world but it has elapsed as i see, observe and read what is going on with other's life. I am trying my best to take it in a positive way.
I have the best job in the world, wonderful boss, great working enviroment,my family loves me, my friends are gems but there is something missing. I don't seem to be able to find that. Many may experience the same.
I love traveling, i really do. But i am not capable to do it regularly as for the amount of dough i have with me. Plus, all the company trips are bullshit when it comes to my company. So, when i got the oppurtunity to go to kota bahru, i was soooooo happy and i enjoyed, really i did.
I have this urge to get what i want which others have. But i am not just as lucky as others are i suppose. Everything seems to be moderate for me which is not good enough. I am not the kind of person who gets away with moderate stuff. I want the best.
I realise god s helping me but he is doing something which comes with the concequences that i don't want to face. Why can't he just be straight forward? Like give me something with nothing as after-effect. Life sucks!
To make things worst, i got a message yesterday from a friend who asked me to call back. I did, and got more depressing news. That really made my day suck the whole day yesterday. TOday morning it started rain when i was on my way to work and it is still rainning.
I realize that when you feel like crap, everything else in your sight looks like crap as well and i mean eveything. You just couldn't care about anything or anyone. Everything moves reaaaaalllllyyy slow and you just want to shout!

ok there you go, one depressing day in my life. Enjoy life while you can, tommorow is never certain.

Kelante part 2

Now lets go to the ceremony. It all started with all of us getting up to the temple. Then, the priest (ayer) started some prayers. Both parents had to do some things like putting flowers, yellow rice and both mothers had to make pillayar from the yellow stuff that they had( which i have no idea what the name is). The bride walked in with the bridesmaid. Ramesh's mother passed a new saree for her to wear and she went off. The prayers went on. After like 15 minutes, she came back. Then both the bride and groom had to go through the same process as what the parents did ( except the pillayar part). Then both the parents exchanged "dulang" filled with coconut,"sirih" and bitternut ( i guess). After that, the bride and groom exchanged rings. Abeautiful bouquet was given to them by ramesh's cousin after they got blessings from both side parents.They walked around the temple and sat in front of the alter. There, they had prayers for the god. End of ceremony. Photography session started!
As i was taking like hundreds of photographs, the rest of the people went down to have their dinner in the hall. I came across few really pretty girls! Never knew kelantan had pretty girls, actually never knew kelantan had indians in the first place!
The dinner was fantastic (all vegetarian though :( ) After dinner as usual i had to smoke! But don't know where to go! So, i walked around and went to the back alley of the temple. There, i light up a ciggie. Few malay fellows were walikng by looking at me one kind. Scary though. Then, these two indian guys from the engagement walked towards me and stood right behind me and started discussing this. " You don't cause any problem here, listen to me hey listen to me" one guy said to the other. The other one said " no, no , no i have to do it!" and they had an argument and they settled down after that and walked off. I had no idea what the hell they were talking.
One by one people started to leave. I, ramesh and two of his cousins went up to the temple again to collect back the "dulangs". Then we left as well.
Thats all short and sweet huh? heheehhe .I really enjoyed the trip. i think i am a travelling person. anybody knows anyone who does charity by sending others to travel, call me ya. hehehehe
chao guys!

Kelante

It was the third day of Deepavali, the first of raya. Pukul 5.15 pagi, i was awaken by a sms from jimpack(ramesh). I will be there by 5.45a.m. Kelam kabut i got up and went to take my shower and prepared myself for the journey to kota bahru. Oh, it was jimpack's brother's engagement and i was suppose to be the "official photographer". Yeah yeah i know, half of you are laughing your heads off. Went to kepong first to meet all the others who gonna join the few hours journey to kota bahru. Jimpack came with his mom and brother(who was getting engaged) to fetch me.
So, we all met up in kepong first in jimpack's aunty's house. I realised that i was the only one who was not a relative there but all of them were so sporting and fun that somehow, they got me fittin' in. There,they had idli for breakfast, which i don't eat so i was happy with just a cup of teh 'o. Then everyone were busy packing stuff and arranging who is going in which car. There were one kia carnival, one honda cr-v, one waja and one perdana. I had the oppurtunity to go on the carnival which happens to be my first time getiin' into this mpv. It was soo spacious and comfy. I sat at the back with jimpack,the driver was his cousin,his dad(jimpack's uncle) sat next to him and his mother(jimpack's aunty) sat at the second row with jimpack's uncle. It was a very tiring jouney, these three cars were basically racing each other on the road. no one went below 120km/j except for carnival as we stopped few times.
We stopped at gua musang for lunch. It was a chinese shop and had lil' bit of food just to cover the hunger. I realised i didn't eat much the whole jouney. THen, we left gua musang to hit the roads. It tooks us two more hours to reach kota bahru. But this time, i was in the cr-v. Jimpack drove the cr-v, with his cousin next to him. i sat at the back with two of his other cousins.Jimpack was driving at 140km/j all the way! When we reached Kota Bahru, two cars were lost ( including ours.hahaha) Met the perdana and waja in front of the kota bahru hospital. Oh, i forgot, a harrier joined us after lunch.It was jimpack's brother's boss. We took the perdana with us as the waja wanted to wait for someone in front of the hospital.As jimpack is familiar with kota bahru, he led the way to the renaisance where the harrier who was lost too waittin. Still no sign of the Carnival. After few minutes, they came.Then we all convoyed to the place where we were suppose to stay, kenchana inn. To our suprise, waja was waitting for us there!
Checked in and i got a room with jimpack and his uncle. Just one night i will adjust. Did i mentioned, it was dreadful, i coulnd't smoke the whole journey as i left my ciggarattes in the beg and it was in the perdana! As everyone checked in, time to smoke! i couldn't take it.So i left the room quietly to the chinese shop below the inn to get a puff. Ahhh..... relieve. it didnt stop there though. It was almost 5.30 and everyone was going down for tea when i was going up to the room! Ok, what the hell, i went for tea as well. After tea, everyone went to their room back. I went to the stairs to have another ciggie. After that, went to the room and hit the bed! I almost close my eyes when jimpack's unle woke us up saying it is time to get ready! *sigh*
Got ready and went down to see the others are still dressing up. Somehow, i had the feeling as though it was my brother or cousin who was getting engaged. That is how they treated me there, as one of their family. :)
I started my work to take photographs when jimpack's aunty came to me and said, ok come here carry this. I was carying a "dulang" which had bananas on them. Hehehe..i felt honoured, i don't know why.Reached the temple to find the groom and the car jimpack was driving went missing! It was 7.30 and everyone started panicking. We all suppose to be at the temple by 7.30.
Calls going there and here and finally they made it! I just left the "dulang" on one of the cars and one girl just came and carried it into the hall.
Let me tell you about the temple. It was like a goverment's building with 'koburam' on top! You know like a office block but this dome on top of it. It was so high tech. The temple was on the first floor. The hall was on the ground where people come to eat after ceremonies.Sorry, didnt get the chance to take pictures of the magnificent temple.

I will continue with the engagement ceremony on my next post. Stay tuned! :)

Annoyed

It is human behaviour to want to help out each other. Sometimes, somethings are better if the involved person does it themselves. This somehow does't get to some people's head. It is not that i am being rude or anything, it is just that I realize people are trying to be nice to me, but factually, i am not the kind of person who ask for help. Instead, i would try to help that person.Only if that person opens the mouth and asks. Don't even dream that i would help you if you don't ask, because thats just ain't me.
It is somehow different when it comes to me. I would do what i feel like doing regardless of the concequences. I don't need someone else to tell me what to do or even wants to help me out. Go deal with your own problem. Leave me alone. I know what i am doing.
What is the deal of telling others how you feel? Isn't that irritating? If it is your personal life, just tell it to yourself dungu! There are things that is better off being your own and not to be publisized. Get real!
It may sound like I am annoyed, yes, indeed i am. I hate ackwardness and i hate when people don't respect my needs and my privacy. I don't come butting in your life, why should you? If i like my life to be messed up, then i will tell you. Til then, stay away please. I am not that type of person.
Somehow, now, my priorities goes solely to my work. It is not easy but i put work on top of everything now. I realised that my responsibility has increased these past few months. I am working my ass-off now and i just need some space to myself. I don't mean that i don't need friends at all, it is just that it is time for me to actually work! If you people have priorities in life, so do i! When i want to do something, no one seem to even care and everyone suddenly has something more important to do. Now, it is just payback time la. U offend me, i make sure you cry!
Whoa, i am kina mad aren't i? hmm..

I love all my friends, truly. I just don't want to be, how do i put it, hmm.. well, I am independent enough to take care of myself. Seriously, I just get annoyed when people do something i don't like. It is just that! O god help me here! I also hate it when whatever i write here to be questioned back when we meet in person. Whatever i write here is how i feel for the day or at that time. So, i don't feel comfortable talking about it outside cyberspace. If you want, you can comment and i will try to answer. Other than that, please don't ask me anything if you see me in person, please..


Now, i feel better.

p/s : no offence anyone.

:(

Kebusyan yang terlampau

I know this might sound unlikely me, but i have been going back late from office everyday this week. Why? Because i have more than i can handle piled up work. *Sigh*
I don't like it. I hate working.
I haven't been having much time to spend with my family nor my friends. Sad sad life.
I hate it when people give untrue comments on the work i do. Well, even if it true i just can't handle it. I get really angry but then i won't do anything because i am a type of person who doesn't show my anger (most of the time that is).
This lady who called me up asking wether i do editing for photos and adding some graphics to it especially on wedding photographs. I said ok and went to kajang to meet her up. This lady was in her mid 40s i guess. She has one son and a daughter. She actually ticked me off few times. First, she said my work is not so good. (that's bullshit!) how dare she? Then , she said that the graphics that she let me use has been copyrighted. (bullshit again) which later she told me she scanned from magazines. Then the most annoying part of them all, she said she is willing to pay me rm1.50 for each page that i do! no, seriously, rm1.50? even a student wouldnt want to do that!
What the hell she thinks i am? some kind of cheap beggar?
I spent my whole day today to come up with this design to show her. I think it looks average (much better than the things she showed me!) Just to prove to her, i am not as bad as she thinks i am!
Damn, sometimes people can be soooo irritating man! Now, i am going to go and meet her in a while and show her the new design. Lets see what she says. And definetely i am going to say it to her face, rm1.50 , bugger off!
My designs are worth more than that!

Inspirational

I did it myself for self-motivation :)

The Sign!

Runaway Bride

How would you feel if your daughter ran away from home to get married to someone you know that can't keep her happy?
That is what happened to my aunty's family.(My father's, sister's family)
It was kind of shocking as i know my cousin very well. She would not do such a thing. It caught me by suprise! This morning, as i was waking up to go to work, we had a phone call. It was my aunty crying like a little girl who lost her way home. She was crying to my grandma for what has happened. My grandma on the other hand, started crying too.
Ok, now to the main story. The place my aunty is staying, KAPAR is well known for indians from the darkside. She was against moving there ever since my uncle bought a house there. But she and her family were forced to move there. Time went by and two of my cousins got married and lived hapily. This thing happened to their youngest daughter. They were asking her to get married as she is 26 now. But she said i will get married when i finish her studies. So, being understanding parents, they said ok. Then, yesterday, this cousin of mine did not come back home from work. They were soo worried. Today morning, my cousin called them and told what happened. As it is my aunty is having health problems. This would definetely make her worst!
It seems, this guy who she is married to, kidnaped her and forced her to get married to him or else, her family will be hurt! It is funny though that my cousin is not so stupid to fall for this kind of things.
Then, my aunty was told that she was (what do u call that thing in english? di pukau) So, she didn't know what was happening and she has no power to stop it. What a bad way to get married to someone. I never thought this would happen to my family.
My grandma was soo sad, she didn't stop crying even when i left home to work. She said, the same thing happened to my aunty(di pukau) long time ago, that she fell sick and would hold her t-shirt and cry every day and night. But in my aunty's case, it was worst. Her husband died in an accident and she was left a widow. Then, she came to concious and came back. But my grandpa chased her away saying he doesn't have a daughter like her. Sad huh? Somehow, she got married to a very good,kind hearted man after that (who is my uncle now) and living hapily ever after.
Another shock came to me few days back, my cousin who is one year younger than me is being forced to get married. This is the sms chat i had with her.
shuresh : Oi, apo khabar?
cousin : baik...............alamhdulilah
shuresh : ahaha, eja pun salah. that bad huh?
cousin : sorrylah, fikiran ku celaru sekarang
shuresh : chill. everything happens for a reason

I don't know what the hell is wrong with my family. What the hell is happening? Everything is moving so fast. Damn! Is it just my family or the whole world!

Cheated

Isn't it funny when you plan something and something else happens? I have so many blogs that has this topic on. Somehow it all comes down to one, numero uno solution. Never plan. :)
I don't plan. I know when i plan, it will never happen or somrthing else happens. *Sigh*
Jim is not in the office today, so is putri. It is getting so regular now that these people just take days off to their convinience. I don't feel like i am working in a office anymore,serious. It is like a hang out place. I have not much office work to do, so concentrating on my freelance work and this blog of course. When i come to office i feel like i am coming home back. free internet access, do what i like doing, designing, coffee, cigarattes, lunch and music. What else you need in an office to make you feel like home? Hmmm...
My boss never pressure me on doing anything( like there are any work to do anyways!) I don't need to apply for anual leave as i can take it anytime i want. N o mcs. Get my salary full every month. This is like everyone's dream job. I have a big feeling somehow, my boss gonna go back australia soon and leave the office empty. So, i would be out of job.HAHAHA
Been saving my money as i know my salary never comes on the same date every month because my boss issues check rather then auto debit it to my bank account. So, i must be prepared. Did not pay my car loan last month because afraid i would have need the money for these people's convo.
Why am i feeling so down now? I don't know! Nothing concerns me but i am feeling it! People say when someone close to you feel sad, u feel it too. Damn.
GOD has done much for me. The things that i want to be done ,won't be granted but other stuffs that i don't ask i get. Why ah??
I have a feeling i am becoming a loner. I don't hang out anymore, it is usally, work home work home again. How sad.
Ok, wanna continue my work.
Peace out.

Signs

Hahaha, my virtual friend sent me this email. Cool shit!

Lonely..i'M so lonely...

Work is getting to my nerves. I regret taking the account into matter. Tu lah...nak berlagak, thinking i can do it. Now customer not satisfied. macam mana sekarang?
One more thing that i have been cracking my head is the design for the stupid brochure that my boss asked to do. Some airlines thingy. He is soo old fashion man. Sigh..
Haven't been going for tea or supper since prem's away to the camp or something. Left me, suresh and lailo. Vasu busy ka pahang, terengganu dan kelantan. Why do i have a feeling he is gonna get married to a malay girl..hmmm...tak tau la...
Went for tea with mande and congo yesterday. Reached around 5.30 and left the place at 7. See how long is my tea time? hehehe wat to do? thats the time i can meet them all. But didnt get to meet bob because he was sleeping. James was coming back from work so didnt get to meet him either.
The weather is making me sick. Kejap hujan kejap panas.Hm.... bila nak salji?
Putri and jim are out to MITV. Me left with kavitha in the office. Now, kavitha just left to go for some meeting with the developer of her new house. Now, left me. Got loads of work but malas nyerrr nak buat.
I am financially unstable now. End of the month..where is my check!!??!!
Planin to go to penang this weekend . see la how it goes.
I dunno why, but suddenly, feel like i have so many things to think bout. Is this wat the call stress?
Was watching d. h. yesterday, eva long**** is hot man( sorry i forgot her name) in her lingerie yesterday.WOW!
Starting to hate the traveling to work and back. Makes me tired and it takes me freakin 1 hour to come to the office and one hour back, so basically i am working two hours extra and still underpaid. how sad.
I am out of credit. So, if i dont send any forwarded message...aiya, just waitlah til i get my salary.
I know that would be the indication. Im ean when i send forwarded messages, people know i got credit. Thats because i forward all the junks i get to people. hehehe I believe that would be a good way to keep in touch. don't u think?
haven't watch any movies for ages. No time la katakan.
i got one great story to tell u guys, but i will keep it for the next post. hehehe

chow!

A brand new revolution

Hardship

It is hard to do something when you know you can not actually do much. As a friend, i feel useless if i can't help my friend on any matter. Reasonly, when my fren is still having his disputes, I am standing here doing nothing. What the hell am i suppose to do? I have power to do anything dispite being a good buddy. The temple trip didn't work out. I went to two temple, asking for forgiveness and making request from him. But he has not done aything to make the situation better. One wise man who shares a same name as moi said this " U should not ask the god what u want, ask him what should i do to get what i want". And then, he will show you the way.
I did exactly that! Nothing happened, he didn;t show me anything. I told him straight to his face, you give me what i want i give you my hair. I did! So, if i get what i asked for, i will be bold for three years to come. Somehow, i doubt that. :(
Watched "ayah pin's" cd. It so embarassing and i raged with anger when i saw a bunch of indians praying to him. In batu caves! during deepavali! and they did some special pooja for him in a temple. Thats ridiculous! Whta tghe hell is wrong with these indians?? To tell you honestly, the people i saw worshipping him were the malays and indians. NO CHINESE.Is it because indians are easily influenced or is it because they would do anything for money? Hmm... a good thing to ponder upon...
Have this craving for french fries lately. Mcdonald's fries to be specific. I practically stop and buy fries from mcd everytime i pass by it.No matter where and wether i am hungry or not. There goes my weight shooting up high!
When you call someone a "pig". Is it offensive or is it ok? I had a crush on this girl who gets all tensed up everytime someone called her pig, dog or by the name of any animals. But ironically, her bf calls her piglet now and she gets excited. See how people change? Maybe for good and maybe it is for worst!
I was glad and thrilled to get comments from Uma for the previous posts. Suprised? The hell yeah! Felt so honoured that she reads my blog.:) and actually enjoys reading it! Ha!
My virtual fren going through tough times as well. I was ther last time she cried after that tragic incident. To think about it , it was funny enough, she was trying to hide it from me. I mean, she was saying nothing is worng nothing is wrong, when infact tears where filling up in her eyes. But, this time, you would do great! I have faith in you!
I have enough problems to think about now. I just realise that my career path is going no where, as well as my personal life. But both, was my choice. Sometimes, when you are driving alone or even watching television, u tend to think bout all the action you have taken and start regreting for it! That's me!
After all this, I still think I am right! Always been! and always will! ha ha ha (vain, as putri calls me!)

peas out

the best picture ever

THE BEST PICTURE EVER TAKEN. TOKEN OF FRIENSHIP. THANKS GUYS.

Random thoughts

It is kind of sad when you get separated with your loved ones even for a minute. But it would be even worst if you get stuck with them every second. So, what is the best duration for you to have a comforatable living with your loved ones?
Had a big argument with my grandma over the weekend. She is soo old-fashioned. I can't digest that. O by the way, "digest" is my current favourite word.
My dad suggested to go for a medical check up as my gastric is getting worst. i Have pain in my stomache at least once a day.
Met up with kartik and accompanied him for his interview in glenmarie which coincidently opposite lailo's working place. He didn't know such company existed the night before when we asked him. Funny? That's lailo! :))
Vasu has this tendency to irritate me everytime he sees me and i don't understand why. But he has always been a good friend and an understanding one. Luv him though.
Prem, wat can we say bout prem...he reads my blog. Thats like the coolest thing anyone can do.hehehe,he is currently busy with his work,comes back late but still finds the time to meet up for supper. thanks dei ;)
Suresh the "non-drinking,non-swearing, goodie boy" (see how i highlighted those words?) well he is nothing like that now. Black label was rather strong for him, if you know what i mean?hehe
I realise one thing bout myself, if i start to hate something or someone, it is pretty hard for me to actually forgive the person or forget what happened. If you are trying to patch things up or even try to be friends with me, forget it, i don't give a damn and no i don't want to patch things up.
I don't need someone like you in my life. I have my frens. a small circle but fun to be in it.
I have my best friend. :) and i have my family. Even though how much i get irritated with all of these people, it still comes down to one thing, i love them all.
I came across this really intersting blog. I know the person. Funny enough, it does make me laugh how people put things together and try to be who they are not. Grow up!
Having a headache now. Maybe because of the weather or maybe because of so many things to think about.
I am trying my best here, but it is not working out. I wonder why? Ok, set, i will go temple today. See how it goes after that, i think i need his guidance on something.

Ok, see ya guys ;)

just tea

People seldom ask me advice. I don't understand why but I give crap advice,still they come to me. One more thing, I have never been in a seriuos relationship before. Don't come asking me for advice on love and relationship. I don't know.Seriously, it is not that i am trying, but it is just that i don't seem to be able to get the feeling whenever i see someone. I am still looking for that someone who is gonna make me go head over heels. My god, I sound so sissy. Damn you devils!

That day, a very interesting topic came up while i was sittin down having tea with few of my close buddies. O, did i mention, it was pick- on - peterz day. I was offended, but hey, they are my frens, and they are talking in front of me, at least that is better,i guess.hmm...

The topic of the day, why peterz doesn't have a girl friend. Honestly, i don't know myself and i don't care. I am happy the way i am and i will be getting a girlfriend when i need one. O shoots, who am i kidding, i just don't feel the love for anyone right now. And i must know, why? why do u need a girlfren, a partner? when all i see around me is problems problems problems is what raised among my frens who are in a relationship. U know whats more yucky, they say that they are not happy in a relationship and make hoohoohaahaa bout it ,but end of the day, who do they run to like a cry baby? their girlfrens. Independent my ass!

I am pretty much happy the way i am, though at times it does get a lil bit depressing but what the heck? I enjoy every moment of my life. When i am alone, i feel more comfortable, no voices over your shoulders to irritate you, no same face everyday til u get so sick of u feel like vomiting.
No one to nag at you to do stuffs and no one to depend on you. Thats the best part, you have your frens to depend on, you family for support, then why do you need someone to depend on you? Live your life as it is. No tension, no problems it is just you you you. AHHHHHH....

So, to all my frens who are wondering why i don't have a girlfren, i am leaving my life, not others and to stress it out " I AM LIVING A HAPPY LIFE BY MY OWN" I don't need someone else to mess up my whole life again.

Hehehe, i got this one statement which got me laughing my heads off. Someone asked wether i am gay for not having a girlfren. Well, to clarify everything... I would like to state this here and who ever reads this, please spread it around, i am not gay, i am as straight as any normal male would be. Just because i have no interest in relationship, love, sex and all load of other crap, doesn't mean i am gay. For a start, guys as in male specimen of human being makes me vomit too. Go figure.

Thats all for a fruitful writting of mine for this time. Wow, i am proud of myself. Who ever need further clarification do drop by a comment. I will entertain it if it is relevant. If not, bugger you too.

peace out.

Confusion

I am so confused. Give me one good reason why i should not write what i feel like writting on my blog? Can't give any? Thought so! Why do people get so scared to write what they feel like writting on their blog? It is your own personal space on the internet. What is stopping you?
I write what i feel like writing. I don't care if people get offended or even if people get happy their name came out on my blog.
Why do people say that it is your fault if you don't keep in touch with them? It is always your fault. But in reality, they don't care either. If they really want to keep in touch, why do they expect you to keep in touch with them? Where is the effort they put in? i don't see it.
So, don't expect me to do anything if you don't do anything. This is a matter of ego.And.. i am a egoistic person. Live with it!
Ok people, any comments? be free but remember, you get back what you put in. Keep in touch or just get out of my face.
peace out...

Illusion mate!

Horny

AHH..i got ur attention now. I am so happy now. I don't know why but helping others make me happy.Especially if they are my friends. I know sometimes i just go crazy doing stuffs that no normal human being with right set of mind would think of doing. I also have to confess that i have been hiding stuff from people. I know it is wrong but i can't help it. You guys will find out sooner or later. Kavitha just told me that tommorow is jim's birthday and asked to get a cakebut damn i am broke here, doesn't she care?? Now i have to ask my grandma for money first and pay her back later. I am still figuring out how the hell am i gonnna pay my credit card bill! It has increased so badly and man..i am going to get it nicely from the bank people. I was so crazy, i bought a digital camera and a house!
Damn i am hungry. My friend just called and told that his flight has been canceled so i have to go fetch him tommorow morning instead of today evening.Waitting for mama's call. Wanted to go print something for him in sunway. O yeah, i am still feel stupid to go get my eyebrow pierced.What was i thinking?!? Maybe because no one can stop me once i set my mind on something. I pretty much don't care what people think,say or even talk behind my back. If i feel like doing it, I will do it. Don't try to act smart and try to advice me.I won't listen :)
Was going through jac's blog. Kind of missing her but don't know what the reason for. We never got along, i mean we do get along but end up arguing bout stuffs that don't even mean a thing.
Mimi oh mimi...where r u? Got a gift for mimi, ju , geena, sumi and jac. If you guys want ur gifts then meet me muahahaha
Today is sumi's birthday! I called her to wish but that psyco is not answering her phone. So, if you ever come across this blog, Happy Birthday!
I am sooo sad that i can't go to penang with geena. Ifelt so bad for turning the plan down. I know geena was soo looking forward to it. Sorry geena. R u avoiding me or something?
Putri is leaving eraly today cause she has to go fetch her grandma from the airport. So, bye putri!
Ok lah, i think i have wrote enough here. Maybe i continue some toher time. Before i stop, there's a thing i heard on the radio yesterday. The dj asked wether you can touch your elbow with your toungue? I can't for sure, so you guys try ok. But don't do it in front of people or they will be thinking you are trying to play with yourself by licking it.! hahahahaha (goes well with the title though..:P)

B A N A N A S

Hey my ever so loyal fans...hehehe been missing for a while eh? Nothing, it is just that so much things happen in my life in such a short time...*sigh*

met with an accident, had to go to the police station make a report. Got compounded 15o bucks! can you believe it?? it was not even my fault! malaysian goverment sucks!

Got my eye-brow pierced...woo hooo...it was not as painful as i thought it would be.

Been to places...jb ...etc. hehehe Spent so much money that i am broke now...muahahaha

Bought a house, just a small one for me and my would-be (god knows where is she now..mauahahaha) Iknow it is crazy but i felt like it. It would only be ready in 2007 so i have waaaayyy more time to figure out and save money for it.O yeah, by the way it is in puchong.

Ok, theres more but will tell you guys later la....yeah man one more thing....the list of people i hate has increased...man i need more friends not enemies!!

Hey guys, one more thing, i have started my own fotopages...go and check it out ok?
it is at : http://shuresh.fotopages.com/

Til then my frenz, tc and to my virtual fren, will message u once i have credit ok?

Peace out

pressured

i am currently undergoing this programme to prevent stress in my life. It is not helping and instead making it worst!