Misteri bola ping pong

Amer berumur 15 adalah seorang anak yang pendiam. Diasungguh misteri. Bapanya seorang pesara tentera, kinimemulakan perniagaan kecil-kecilan, manakala ibunyatelah pun meninggal dunia sejak dia berumur 8 tahun.Tinggal lah Amer dan bapanya berdua. Bapanya seorangyang amat tegas dan mengharapkan Amer berjaya didalampelajaran. Setelah bertungkus lumus belajar akhirnya Amermendapat kesemua A dalam setiap mata pelajarannyaketika menduduki peperiksaan PMR. Suatu petang bapanya memanggil Amer. "Bapak banggadengan pencapaian engkau, Amer, apa kau nak sebagaihadiah kerana cemerlang didalam PMR? Basikal?" Amer hanya membalas "Saya hanya nakkan 2 biji bolaping pong aje bapak." Bapaknya hairan. Tapi dia tetap menunaikan hajatanaknya. Dia lantas membelikan anaknya 2 biji bolapingpong. Masa kian berlalu, ki! ni Amer mendapat kejayaandidalam SPM, dia mendapat 10A dan diterima dijurusankejuruteraan mekanikal disebuah university terkemukadi Malaysia. Bapanya bangga dan bertanyakan apakahhadiah yang Amer mahukan. Amer masih tetap mahukan 2biji ping pong. Bapanya bertambah hairan, namun diatetap membelikan Amer 2 biji bola ping pong. Semasa di university, Amer terus berjaya dan berjayadan dia telah mendapat award sebagai pelajar terbaikdi Universitinya. Kejayaan demi kejayaan yangditerimanya dia masih tetap mahukan 2 biji bolapingpong dari bapanya. Bapanya terfikir yang dia mempunyai anak yang kurangcentre, tetapi masih berbangga. Akhirnya dia telah diterima bekerja di salah sebuahsyarikat engineering yang terbesar di Malaysia yangbertaraf international. Bapa Amer makin gembira lantasdia masih bertanyakan apa yang Amer hendak. Amer masihtetap mahukan bola ping pong. "Kau ni, asik2 bola pingpong! Sudah!! Perniagaan bapakmakin maju dan bapak hadiahkan kau sebuah KeretaMercedes SLK Compressor" Namun, Amer tetap gembira dengan pemberian bapanyatanpa banyak soal. Pada hari dia mendapat kereta tersebut, dia keluaruntuk men'test' keretanya. Namun, apalah malang Amer,dia mendapat kemalangan yang teruk di Highway KM 1.24dan dimasukkan ke ICU. Bapa Amer amat terperanjat dengan kemalangan tersebut.Semasa di ICU, bapanya menjaga Amer dengan penuh kasihsayang. Tetapi nampaknya Amer tadak harapan naksembuh, lalu Amer mengeluarkan kesemua bola pingpongnya dan menyerahkan pada bapanya. "Bapak... ameklah bola ping pong yang saya simpanni...." kata Amer kesakitan. "Amer, selama ni ko asik mintak bola ping pong aje,ape ke paedahnya" kata bapaknya "Sebenarnya ada misteri disebalik bola ping pongini..." kata Amer "Apa dia" tanya bapa Amer Tetapi belum sempat Amer memberitahu meisterinya, Amermenghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir... Bapa Amer menjadi separuh gila mengenangkan misterianaknya. Apakah misteriya? Anda nak tau????














Ianya tetap misteri kerana tajuk cerita ini adalahMisteri Bola Ping Pong dan akan menjadi misteriselamanya

If you watch the above images from your seat in frontof the computer, Mr.Angry is on the left, and Mrs.Calmis on the right. Get up from your seat, and move back 12 feet, and PRESTO!! they switch places!! I believe this illusion was created by PhillippeG.Schyns and Aude Oliva of the Univ. of Glasgow. This proves that we may not be seeing what's actuallythere, all the time!!

Cool pill,i need one!

Celebrities when they were young

To be remembered

Love

She walks in beauty
Like the night of cloudless climes..
and starry skies..
And all that's best of dark and bright
meet in her aspect..
And her eyes..

By Byron ( my favourite love quote master)

Not in a good state of mind

Try to picture this situation. I was doing my work as usual, my boss walks out of his room and starts to talk to my collegue. Suddenly a fax came in and since the fax machine is at my reach, i took the fax and started reading it. It was a purchase order for nero7 from singapore. I showed it to my boss and he said WE need to bring it down to singapore. I was like, ok. Then he started discussing something with my collegue and he said, i have to make two trips then. I kept quiet didn't want to ask more. Then, he himself told me that they are (as in my collegue and my boss) have to go down to singapore for a meeting. The worst part is i have to go down with him to deliver goods and came back on the same day. They on the other hand, taking a flight down staying one night and then coming back! How nice.
I suddenly hate the job i am doing, hate my boss, hate everything!
The dialogue session is on 24th and my friend might come down on that day. I can't take off on that day! Ok, then thought can take off the next day but damn need to go singapore! What the fuck?!? The rest in the office can take off as they like and i can't? This sucks
I feel bad for my friend. I feel bad for myself. I need a fresh breath. My blood is upstairs and i don't know how long it is going to be there. Fuck fuck fuck.

Life is never fair

No man with the right set of mind would be happy with what he has. This includes me. Why everyone else in the world has all the fun and i don't? It is like a curse or something. Or maybe i just don't put much of an efford to change the situation.
I am caught up with work like almost every other day. I need money, no doubt but my sosial life is going down the drain. I thought and i tell it to myself everyday that i have the best life in the whole world but it has elapsed as i see, observe and read what is going on with other's life. I am trying my best to take it in a positive way.
I have the best job in the world, wonderful boss, great working enviroment,my family loves me, my friends are gems but there is something missing. I don't seem to be able to find that. Many may experience the same.
I love traveling, i really do. But i am not capable to do it regularly as for the amount of dough i have with me. Plus, all the company trips are bullshit when it comes to my company. So, when i got the oppurtunity to go to kota bahru, i was soooooo happy and i enjoyed, really i did.
I have this urge to get what i want which others have. But i am not just as lucky as others are i suppose. Everything seems to be moderate for me which is not good enough. I am not the kind of person who gets away with moderate stuff. I want the best.
I realise god s helping me but he is doing something which comes with the concequences that i don't want to face. Why can't he just be straight forward? Like give me something with nothing as after-effect. Life sucks!
To make things worst, i got a message yesterday from a friend who asked me to call back. I did, and got more depressing news. That really made my day suck the whole day yesterday. TOday morning it started rain when i was on my way to work and it is still rainning.
I realize that when you feel like crap, everything else in your sight looks like crap as well and i mean eveything. You just couldn't care about anything or anyone. Everything moves reaaaaalllllyyy slow and you just want to shout!

ok there you go, one depressing day in my life. Enjoy life while you can, tommorow is never certain.

Kelante part 2

Now lets go to the ceremony. It all started with all of us getting up to the temple. Then, the priest (ayer) started some prayers. Both parents had to do some things like putting flowers, yellow rice and both mothers had to make pillayar from the yellow stuff that they had( which i have no idea what the name is). The bride walked in with the bridesmaid. Ramesh's mother passed a new saree for her to wear and she went off. The prayers went on. After like 15 minutes, she came back. Then both the bride and groom had to go through the same process as what the parents did ( except the pillayar part). Then both the parents exchanged "dulang" filled with coconut,"sirih" and bitternut ( i guess). After that, the bride and groom exchanged rings. Abeautiful bouquet was given to them by ramesh's cousin after they got blessings from both side parents.They walked around the temple and sat in front of the alter. There, they had prayers for the god. End of ceremony. Photography session started!
As i was taking like hundreds of photographs, the rest of the people went down to have their dinner in the hall. I came across few really pretty girls! Never knew kelantan had pretty girls, actually never knew kelantan had indians in the first place!
The dinner was fantastic (all vegetarian though :( ) After dinner as usual i had to smoke! But don't know where to go! So, i walked around and went to the back alley of the temple. There, i light up a ciggie. Few malay fellows were walikng by looking at me one kind. Scary though. Then, these two indian guys from the engagement walked towards me and stood right behind me and started discussing this. " You don't cause any problem here, listen to me hey listen to me" one guy said to the other. The other one said " no, no , no i have to do it!" and they had an argument and they settled down after that and walked off. I had no idea what the hell they were talking.
One by one people started to leave. I, ramesh and two of his cousins went up to the temple again to collect back the "dulangs". Then we left as well.
Thats all short and sweet huh? heheehhe .I really enjoyed the trip. i think i am a travelling person. anybody knows anyone who does charity by sending others to travel, call me ya. hehehehe
chao guys!

Kelante

It was the third day of Deepavali, the first of raya. Pukul 5.15 pagi, i was awaken by a sms from jimpack(ramesh). I will be there by 5.45a.m. Kelam kabut i got up and went to take my shower and prepared myself for the journey to kota bahru. Oh, it was jimpack's brother's engagement and i was suppose to be the "official photographer". Yeah yeah i know, half of you are laughing your heads off. Went to kepong first to meet all the others who gonna join the few hours journey to kota bahru. Jimpack came with his mom and brother(who was getting engaged) to fetch me.
So, we all met up in kepong first in jimpack's aunty's house. I realised that i was the only one who was not a relative there but all of them were so sporting and fun that somehow, they got me fittin' in. There,they had idli for breakfast, which i don't eat so i was happy with just a cup of teh 'o. Then everyone were busy packing stuff and arranging who is going in which car. There were one kia carnival, one honda cr-v, one waja and one perdana. I had the oppurtunity to go on the carnival which happens to be my first time getiin' into this mpv. It was soo spacious and comfy. I sat at the back with jimpack,the driver was his cousin,his dad(jimpack's uncle) sat next to him and his mother(jimpack's aunty) sat at the second row with jimpack's uncle. It was a very tiring jouney, these three cars were basically racing each other on the road. no one went below 120km/j except for carnival as we stopped few times.
We stopped at gua musang for lunch. It was a chinese shop and had lil' bit of food just to cover the hunger. I realised i didn't eat much the whole jouney. THen, we left gua musang to hit the roads. It tooks us two more hours to reach kota bahru. But this time, i was in the cr-v. Jimpack drove the cr-v, with his cousin next to him. i sat at the back with two of his other cousins.Jimpack was driving at 140km/j all the way! When we reached Kota Bahru, two cars were lost ( including ours.hahaha) Met the perdana and waja in front of the kota bahru hospital. Oh, i forgot, a harrier joined us after lunch.It was jimpack's brother's boss. We took the perdana with us as the waja wanted to wait for someone in front of the hospital.As jimpack is familiar with kota bahru, he led the way to the renaisance where the harrier who was lost too waittin. Still no sign of the Carnival. After few minutes, they came.Then we all convoyed to the place where we were suppose to stay, kenchana inn. To our suprise, waja was waitting for us there!
Checked in and i got a room with jimpack and his uncle. Just one night i will adjust. Did i mentioned, it was dreadful, i coulnd't smoke the whole journey as i left my ciggarattes in the beg and it was in the perdana! As everyone checked in, time to smoke! i couldn't take it.So i left the room quietly to the chinese shop below the inn to get a puff. Ahhh..... relieve. it didnt stop there though. It was almost 5.30 and everyone was going down for tea when i was going up to the room! Ok, what the hell, i went for tea as well. After tea, everyone went to their room back. I went to the stairs to have another ciggie. After that, went to the room and hit the bed! I almost close my eyes when jimpack's unle woke us up saying it is time to get ready! *sigh*
Got ready and went down to see the others are still dressing up. Somehow, i had the feeling as though it was my brother or cousin who was getting engaged. That is how they treated me there, as one of their family. :)
I started my work to take photographs when jimpack's aunty came to me and said, ok come here carry this. I was carying a "dulang" which had bananas on them. Hehehe..i felt honoured, i don't know why.Reached the temple to find the groom and the car jimpack was driving went missing! It was 7.30 and everyone started panicking. We all suppose to be at the temple by 7.30.
Calls going there and here and finally they made it! I just left the "dulang" on one of the cars and one girl just came and carried it into the hall.
Let me tell you about the temple. It was like a goverment's building with 'koburam' on top! You know like a office block but this dome on top of it. It was so high tech. The temple was on the first floor. The hall was on the ground where people come to eat after ceremonies.Sorry, didnt get the chance to take pictures of the magnificent temple.

I will continue with the engagement ceremony on my next post. Stay tuned! :)

Annoyed

It is human behaviour to want to help out each other. Sometimes, somethings are better if the involved person does it themselves. This somehow does't get to some people's head. It is not that i am being rude or anything, it is just that I realize people are trying to be nice to me, but factually, i am not the kind of person who ask for help. Instead, i would try to help that person.Only if that person opens the mouth and asks. Don't even dream that i would help you if you don't ask, because thats just ain't me.
It is somehow different when it comes to me. I would do what i feel like doing regardless of the concequences. I don't need someone else to tell me what to do or even wants to help me out. Go deal with your own problem. Leave me alone. I know what i am doing.
What is the deal of telling others how you feel? Isn't that irritating? If it is your personal life, just tell it to yourself dungu! There are things that is better off being your own and not to be publisized. Get real!
It may sound like I am annoyed, yes, indeed i am. I hate ackwardness and i hate when people don't respect my needs and my privacy. I don't come butting in your life, why should you? If i like my life to be messed up, then i will tell you. Til then, stay away please. I am not that type of person.
Somehow, now, my priorities goes solely to my work. It is not easy but i put work on top of everything now. I realised that my responsibility has increased these past few months. I am working my ass-off now and i just need some space to myself. I don't mean that i don't need friends at all, it is just that it is time for me to actually work! If you people have priorities in life, so do i! When i want to do something, no one seem to even care and everyone suddenly has something more important to do. Now, it is just payback time la. U offend me, i make sure you cry!
Whoa, i am kina mad aren't i? hmm..

I love all my friends, truly. I just don't want to be, how do i put it, hmm.. well, I am independent enough to take care of myself. Seriously, I just get annoyed when people do something i don't like. It is just that! O god help me here! I also hate it when whatever i write here to be questioned back when we meet in person. Whatever i write here is how i feel for the day or at that time. So, i don't feel comfortable talking about it outside cyberspace. If you want, you can comment and i will try to answer. Other than that, please don't ask me anything if you see me in person, please..


Now, i feel better.

p/s : no offence anyone.

:(

Kebusyan yang terlampau

I know this might sound unlikely me, but i have been going back late from office everyday this week. Why? Because i have more than i can handle piled up work. *Sigh*
I don't like it. I hate working.
I haven't been having much time to spend with my family nor my friends. Sad sad life.
I hate it when people give untrue comments on the work i do. Well, even if it true i just can't handle it. I get really angry but then i won't do anything because i am a type of person who doesn't show my anger (most of the time that is).
This lady who called me up asking wether i do editing for photos and adding some graphics to it especially on wedding photographs. I said ok and went to kajang to meet her up. This lady was in her mid 40s i guess. She has one son and a daughter. She actually ticked me off few times. First, she said my work is not so good. (that's bullshit!) how dare she? Then , she said that the graphics that she let me use has been copyrighted. (bullshit again) which later she told me she scanned from magazines. Then the most annoying part of them all, she said she is willing to pay me rm1.50 for each page that i do! no, seriously, rm1.50? even a student wouldnt want to do that!
What the hell she thinks i am? some kind of cheap beggar?
I spent my whole day today to come up with this design to show her. I think it looks average (much better than the things she showed me!) Just to prove to her, i am not as bad as she thinks i am!
Damn, sometimes people can be soooo irritating man! Now, i am going to go and meet her in a while and show her the new design. Lets see what she says. And definetely i am going to say it to her face, rm1.50 , bugger off!
My designs are worth more than that!

Inspirational

I did it myself for self-motivation :)

The Sign!

Runaway Bride

How would you feel if your daughter ran away from home to get married to someone you know that can't keep her happy?
That is what happened to my aunty's family.(My father's, sister's family)
It was kind of shocking as i know my cousin very well. She would not do such a thing. It caught me by suprise! This morning, as i was waking up to go to work, we had a phone call. It was my aunty crying like a little girl who lost her way home. She was crying to my grandma for what has happened. My grandma on the other hand, started crying too.
Ok, now to the main story. The place my aunty is staying, KAPAR is well known for indians from the darkside. She was against moving there ever since my uncle bought a house there. But she and her family were forced to move there. Time went by and two of my cousins got married and lived hapily. This thing happened to their youngest daughter. They were asking her to get married as she is 26 now. But she said i will get married when i finish her studies. So, being understanding parents, they said ok. Then, yesterday, this cousin of mine did not come back home from work. They were soo worried. Today morning, my cousin called them and told what happened. As it is my aunty is having health problems. This would definetely make her worst!
It seems, this guy who she is married to, kidnaped her and forced her to get married to him or else, her family will be hurt! It is funny though that my cousin is not so stupid to fall for this kind of things.
Then, my aunty was told that she was (what do u call that thing in english? di pukau) So, she didn't know what was happening and she has no power to stop it. What a bad way to get married to someone. I never thought this would happen to my family.
My grandma was soo sad, she didn't stop crying even when i left home to work. She said, the same thing happened to my aunty(di pukau) long time ago, that she fell sick and would hold her t-shirt and cry every day and night. But in my aunty's case, it was worst. Her husband died in an accident and she was left a widow. Then, she came to concious and came back. But my grandpa chased her away saying he doesn't have a daughter like her. Sad huh? Somehow, she got married to a very good,kind hearted man after that (who is my uncle now) and living hapily ever after.
Another shock came to me few days back, my cousin who is one year younger than me is being forced to get married. This is the sms chat i had with her.
shuresh : Oi, apo khabar?
cousin : baik...............alamhdulilah
shuresh : ahaha, eja pun salah. that bad huh?
cousin : sorrylah, fikiran ku celaru sekarang
shuresh : chill. everything happens for a reason

I don't know what the hell is wrong with my family. What the hell is happening? Everything is moving so fast. Damn! Is it just my family or the whole world!

Cheated

Isn't it funny when you plan something and something else happens? I have so many blogs that has this topic on. Somehow it all comes down to one, numero uno solution. Never plan. :)
I don't plan. I know when i plan, it will never happen or somrthing else happens. *Sigh*
Jim is not in the office today, so is putri. It is getting so regular now that these people just take days off to their convinience. I don't feel like i am working in a office anymore,serious. It is like a hang out place. I have not much office work to do, so concentrating on my freelance work and this blog of course. When i come to office i feel like i am coming home back. free internet access, do what i like doing, designing, coffee, cigarattes, lunch and music. What else you need in an office to make you feel like home? Hmmm...
My boss never pressure me on doing anything( like there are any work to do anyways!) I don't need to apply for anual leave as i can take it anytime i want. N o mcs. Get my salary full every month. This is like everyone's dream job. I have a big feeling somehow, my boss gonna go back australia soon and leave the office empty. So, i would be out of job.HAHAHA
Been saving my money as i know my salary never comes on the same date every month because my boss issues check rather then auto debit it to my bank account. So, i must be prepared. Did not pay my car loan last month because afraid i would have need the money for these people's convo.
Why am i feeling so down now? I don't know! Nothing concerns me but i am feeling it! People say when someone close to you feel sad, u feel it too. Damn.
GOD has done much for me. The things that i want to be done ,won't be granted but other stuffs that i don't ask i get. Why ah??
I have a feeling i am becoming a loner. I don't hang out anymore, it is usally, work home work home again. How sad.
Ok, wanna continue my work.
Peace out.

Signs

Hahaha, my virtual friend sent me this email. Cool shit!

Lonely..i'M so lonely...

Work is getting to my nerves. I regret taking the account into matter. Tu lah...nak berlagak, thinking i can do it. Now customer not satisfied. macam mana sekarang?
One more thing that i have been cracking my head is the design for the stupid brochure that my boss asked to do. Some airlines thingy. He is soo old fashion man. Sigh..
Haven't been going for tea or supper since prem's away to the camp or something. Left me, suresh and lailo. Vasu busy ka pahang, terengganu dan kelantan. Why do i have a feeling he is gonna get married to a malay girl..hmmm...tak tau la...
Went for tea with mande and congo yesterday. Reached around 5.30 and left the place at 7. See how long is my tea time? hehehe wat to do? thats the time i can meet them all. But didnt get to meet bob because he was sleeping. James was coming back from work so didnt get to meet him either.
The weather is making me sick. Kejap hujan kejap panas.Hm.... bila nak salji?
Putri and jim are out to MITV. Me left with kavitha in the office. Now, kavitha just left to go for some meeting with the developer of her new house. Now, left me. Got loads of work but malas nyerrr nak buat.
I am financially unstable now. End of the month..where is my check!!??!!
Planin to go to penang this weekend . see la how it goes.
I dunno why, but suddenly, feel like i have so many things to think bout. Is this wat the call stress?
Was watching d. h. yesterday, eva long**** is hot man( sorry i forgot her name) in her lingerie yesterday.WOW!
Starting to hate the traveling to work and back. Makes me tired and it takes me freakin 1 hour to come to the office and one hour back, so basically i am working two hours extra and still underpaid. how sad.
I am out of credit. So, if i dont send any forwarded message...aiya, just waitlah til i get my salary.
I know that would be the indication. Im ean when i send forwarded messages, people know i got credit. Thats because i forward all the junks i get to people. hehehe I believe that would be a good way to keep in touch. don't u think?
haven't watch any movies for ages. No time la katakan.
i got one great story to tell u guys, but i will keep it for the next post. hehehe

chow!

A brand new revolution

Hardship

It is hard to do something when you know you can not actually do much. As a friend, i feel useless if i can't help my friend on any matter. Reasonly, when my fren is still having his disputes, I am standing here doing nothing. What the hell am i suppose to do? I have power to do anything dispite being a good buddy. The temple trip didn't work out. I went to two temple, asking for forgiveness and making request from him. But he has not done aything to make the situation better. One wise man who shares a same name as moi said this " U should not ask the god what u want, ask him what should i do to get what i want". And then, he will show you the way.
I did exactly that! Nothing happened, he didn;t show me anything. I told him straight to his face, you give me what i want i give you my hair. I did! So, if i get what i asked for, i will be bold for three years to come. Somehow, i doubt that. :(
Watched "ayah pin's" cd. It so embarassing and i raged with anger when i saw a bunch of indians praying to him. In batu caves! during deepavali! and they did some special pooja for him in a temple. Thats ridiculous! Whta tghe hell is wrong with these indians?? To tell you honestly, the people i saw worshipping him were the malays and indians. NO CHINESE.Is it because indians are easily influenced or is it because they would do anything for money? Hmm... a good thing to ponder upon...
Have this craving for french fries lately. Mcdonald's fries to be specific. I practically stop and buy fries from mcd everytime i pass by it.No matter where and wether i am hungry or not. There goes my weight shooting up high!
When you call someone a "pig". Is it offensive or is it ok? I had a crush on this girl who gets all tensed up everytime someone called her pig, dog or by the name of any animals. But ironically, her bf calls her piglet now and she gets excited. See how people change? Maybe for good and maybe it is for worst!
I was glad and thrilled to get comments from Uma for the previous posts. Suprised? The hell yeah! Felt so honoured that she reads my blog.:) and actually enjoys reading it! Ha!
My virtual fren going through tough times as well. I was ther last time she cried after that tragic incident. To think about it , it was funny enough, she was trying to hide it from me. I mean, she was saying nothing is worng nothing is wrong, when infact tears where filling up in her eyes. But, this time, you would do great! I have faith in you!
I have enough problems to think about now. I just realise that my career path is going no where, as well as my personal life. But both, was my choice. Sometimes, when you are driving alone or even watching television, u tend to think bout all the action you have taken and start regreting for it! That's me!
After all this, I still think I am right! Always been! and always will! ha ha ha (vain, as putri calls me!)

peas out