MOnday BLues

Is it just me or the whole day seems useless today. Maybe this is what they call monday blues. I don't feel like doing anything.
I came to the offce today and realised we were out of coffee. I rushed to the petronas mesra to get nescafe 3-1 red sackets. I came back to the office, the wirelss card didnt work. So, now i am using LAN connection which is fucking slow for no reason. I don't feel like doing work at all. Went for lunch as i felt like eating today (surprisingly!) wanted to eat in nasi yama malaysia but saw robert there which very much turned our plan and ended up eating in hassans.
now back in the office watching my boss trying to figure out Darim to work which is impossible because it is not a server, i mean purely for server use but it is more to virtualsets. i just left him to figure it out as i am so not in the mood of arguing with him. I am actually sitting down next to him and typing this blog. He doesnt care, as if he did, i would just tell him to buzz off or im quiting.
I dont feel like working anymore, i mean really, retiring at the age 24, any country offers that? i am sick of working my ass off. i just want to sit at home doing nothing. God.

Weekend was fantabulously exciting. I was in penang. Left on thursday at 9.30 pm from Klang and came back to Klang at 3.30 am on sunday. The main reason was interview, two of it, one in KDU, one in Segi college. Both looks promising but lets just see if i meant to work in Penang. Or just die trying in cyberjaya.

I am soooo fucking annoyed with everything right now. So....everyone else who feel like me please stand up, please stand up.

Let me spoil it for you!

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Soul singer Taylor Hicks won the 2006 "American Idol" contest on Wednesday, beating ballad singer Katharine McPhee in votes cast by fans of the most watched TV show in the United States.

Hicks, 29, whose prematurely graying hair and manic dancing has made him been a consistent favorite among the show's 30 million regular viewers, won a coveted recording contract and will release a single called "Do I Make You Proud."

The show, airing twice weekly, has given the Fox network the biggest hit in prime time and propelled the broadcaster to first place this season in the ratings race for viewers aged 18 to 49, the audience most prized by advertisers.

American Idol Season 5 Finals

Age: 22

Hometown: Sherman Oaks, CA

Audition City: San Francisco

Favorite Female Artist:
Whitney

Favorite Male Artist:
Brian McKnight

Age: 29

Hometown: Birmingham, AL

Audition City: Las Vegas

Favorite Female Artist:
Cyndi Lauper.

Favorite Male Artist:
Billy Joel, Van Morrison, Bob Seger

KAT vs TAYLOR TONIGHT

After months of heated competition, dozens of performances and millions of votes, it all comes down to tonight. You won't want to miss Katharine and Taylor try to out-perform one another to become the newest American Idol. Who is going to be the next american idol?

Jee tagged me

Accent: British accent turns me on.

Bible Book that I like: I seldom read.

Chore I don’t care for: Chore itself.

Dog or Cat: Dog.

Essential Electronics: PC.

Favorite Cologne: Davidoff Cool Water.

Gold or Silver: Silver.

Handbag I Carry Most Often: Not often, once in a while only. hehehe

Insomnia: Hahahahaha.Next question.

Job Title: Assitant Producer.

Kid(s): Would love to have a couple.

Living Arrangements: Anything goes.

Most Admirable Trait: I seldom get angry

Naughtiest Childhood Behavior: Tuutttt, tutttt and tuttttt.

Overnight Hospital Stays: I am a healthy person.

Phobias: Life without friends.

Quote: Anyone can quit smoking, it takes a real man to face cancer.

Religion: Hindu

Siblings: 1 elder brother and 1 younger one.

Time I Wake Up: 7.45 am.

Unusual Talent or Skill: Hehehe, for me to know and for you to find out.

Vegetable I Refuse to Eat: I eat anything, moving,crawling or not moving at all.

Worst Habit: Smoking.

X-rays: They are funky.

Yummy Stuff I Cook: Nothing I cook is yummy.

Zoo Animal I Like Most: Owl, dont ask me why.

What glamour can do to you

Those days when you know something is not right

I came in to the office, as usual to find out i was the first one to be in. Then, putri came with an excitement in her face. As i made my cup of coffee and sat down, she broke the news. She is quiting today. Quiting what? her job! is only been like 5 days since kavitha said the same thing and jim told all of us. about it. So, it is left with me and jim. The worst part is, i am planning on quiting my job in flaming pear as well. *sigh* these two people just made my life difficult now..

Second, got reply from maersk. Kept for future vacancies. *sigh* As much as i know it is pretty difficult for me to get in, but there was this little hope that i would. And when i got this email this morning, it all shattered.

Now, i am worried, shocked and feeling rather sick of myself. It is like everything going on the wrong way, away from what i wanted it to be, as what i planned my future to be.

Did i do something wrong? Maybe i did. Seriously man. feeling shity for a good reason is not very comforting.

Bar Room Jokes

Clitoris Like Mellon

At a gynecologists convention Dr. Goldfinger began to read his paper on "The Variation of the Clitoris".

"One of the most unusual cases I ever came across," he told his audience, "was a clitoris that had a close resemblance to a watermelon."

Dr. Goldfinger was interrupted by another doctor, who said that he might have been examining an enlarged organ but to compare it to a watermelon would indeed be frivolous.

Goldfinger stared him down and replied: "I wasn't referring to size but to taste."




Pamela Anderson

What's the best way to catch Pamela Anderson in the woods?

Use a booby trap!




A Hole Behind

A man had to go to a strange town to be the guest speaker at a business meeting. When he arrived at the Motel in town, he found that he had a lot of time before the meeting.

He asked the clerk where the nearest golf course was and was given directions on how to get there.

While playing on the front nine, he was going over the speech in his mind and became confused as to where he was on the course.

Looking around, he saw a Lady playing ahead of him. He walked up to her and told her about his big meeting and the speech he was to make and his confusion about where he was on the course, asked her if she knew what hole he was playing.

She replied "I'm on the 7th hole and you are a hole behind me, so you must be on the 6th hole."

He thanked her and went back to his golf. On the back nine the same thing happened. and he approached her again with the same request.

She said "I'm on the 14th, you are a hole behind me, So you must be on the 13th."

Once again he thanked her and returned to his play. He finished his round and went into the club house where he saw the Lady sitting at the end of the bar. He asked the bartender if he knew the Lady.

The bartender said that she was a sales lady and played the course often. He approached her and said, "let me buy you a drink to show my appreciation for your help. I understand that you are a sales lady, well I am in sales also. What do you sell"?

She replied, "if I told you, you would only laugh." "No I wouldn't", he said and persisted that she tell him what she sold.

"Well if you must know", she answered, "I sell Tampax."

With that, he fell on the floor and laughed so hard he almost lost his breath. She said "see I knew you would laugh."

"That's not what I'm laughing at" he replied, "I'm a toilet paper salesman, so I'm still a hole behind you!"




Animal Orgasms

A farmer and his wife were lying in bed one evening; she was knitting, he was reading the latest issue of Animal Husbandry. He looks up from the page and says to her,

"Did you know that humans are the only species in which the female achieves orgasm?"

She looks at him wistfully, smiles, and replies, "Oh yeah? Why don't you prove it."

He frowns for a moment, then says, "Okay."

He then gets up and walks out, leaving his wife with a confused look on her face.

About a half an hour later, he returns all tired and sweaty and proclaims, "Well I'm sure the cow and sheep didn't, but the way that pig's always squealing, how can you tell?"



Smoking in the Rain

Two old ladies were outside their nursing home having a smoke, when it started to rain. One of the ladies pulled out a condom, cut off the end, put it over her cigarette, and continued smoking.

Lady 1: What's that?

Lady 2: A condom.

Lady 1: Where'd you get it?

Lady 2: You can get them at any drugstore.

The next day, Lady 1 hobbled into the local drugstore and announced to the pharmacist that she wanted to buy a package of condoms.

The guy looked at her kind of strangely (she was, after all, in her 80s), but politely asked what brand she preferred.

"Doesn't matter," she replied, "as long as it fits a Camel."

The pharmacist fainted.




Elephant and the man

What did the elephant say to the naked man? "How do you breath through something so small?"




Playing around

One day, this guy who had been stranded on a desert island all alone for 10 years sees an unusual speck on the horizon.

'It's certainly not a ship,' he thinks to himself.

As the speck gets closer
and closer, he begins to rule out the possibility of a small boat, then even a raft.

Suddenly emerging from the surf walking towards him comes
this drop-dead gorgeous blonde woman wearing a wet suit and scuba gear.

She approaches the stunned guy and asks,
'How long has it been since you've had a cigarette?'

'Ten years,' he says.

She reaches over and unzips a waterproof pocket on her left
sleeve and pulls out a packet of fresh cigarettes. He takes a long drag and says,
'Man oh man. Is that ever good.'

She then asks him,
'How long has it been since you've had a sip of bourbon?'

Trembling, he replies,
'Ten years.'

She reaches over, unzips the waterproof pocket on her right sleeve, pulls out a flask and gives it to him. He opens the flask, takes a long swig, and says,
'Wow, that's absolutely fantastic.'

Then she starts slowly unzipping the long zipper that runs down the front of her wetsuit, looks at him seductively and asks,
'And how long has it been since you've played around?'

The guy, with tears in his eyes, replies,
'Oh my God! Don't tell me you've got golf clubs in there!'



Enjoy people! :))

I won't call you baby anymore

Fine I understand Okay with me

If that's the plan

You can take the stereo the TV and the video

The bed the sheets and pillows before you go

But for now unlock the door

What are we doin' all this for

Let me make you dinner one last time

Then you'll go your way and I'll go mine




And I won't call you baby anymore

Won't call you baby

Like I did before

Won't call you baby anymore

Eleanor



You left your smell

You left your taste

You left me here with my Mistakes

And I can't relate to what you say I've done

But just for you I'll bite my tongue

Eleanor I miss you

Eleanor be well

Eleanor I wish you'd release me from your spell 

My coffee tastes like whisky

I don't know why, i made a cup of coffee today (the ever famous nescafe 3 in 1) and it tastes like whisky! Promise, even the smell itself has liquor smell. I thought it was just me, so i asked putri to smell it, she said yeah it does smell like whisky. Funny. really funny.

Had a very quiet weekend. Friday, after work, went straight home because of a massive headache.

Saturday, day time, was mostly sleeping, watching the magical box and eat. Night, went to steak house to watch game. Had few beers. Came back by 9.30 back home because lailo wanted to go back. Continued with AIM '06. It was a good,entertaining event this year. Jac made me proud for no reason. Well, actually she won 4 awards. Siti won 1.
The highlight was Dayang's performance, outstanding voice she has. I was impressed.

Sunday, was busy with mom. Had to bring her to UH. Appointment. Then, went to my aunty's house in Kapar. That place has changed all together! As though it had a facelift!

At night, around 9pm, my cousins from JB gave a surprise visit! I had no idea they were in town. They came, strated shouting outside the house! I thought who la malam malam buta disturbing, SEE SEE they'all. Went out for dinner and was just chillin in their motel. Just chatin and chatin til it 1 am. Then, i went back because they need their rest as they were suppose to leave KL early morn the next day.

On Monday, around 7 am, my cousin called and woke me up! Psychos. Asking me to go to Batu Caves with them. I said no la, need my sleep. Then, they left. Went to change the tyres for my car after i got up. Around 12 jimpack called and went to jusco klang to get him a pair of working shoes. Tehn went to kopitiam for coffee. They have the best coffee i tell you. i lov'em.

Then, went back home,washed my fish tank. That is when mande calls to go for a drink. Went for a drink with the boys. After that went to meet kamalesh as he wanted to pass his wedding reception invitations. :O Yes, kamalesh is getting married! Supper was at 9.30pm.

Sum up of the weekend. A bit longer than usual weekend. ;) (can't wait for next weekend! birthdays party!)woo hoo

Friday Bla Bla

Michael : I would like to dedicate "you're beautiful" by james blunt to the girl i have been seeing, regina.
DJ : Ok, imagine i am regina, what would u tell me when u bring me out on a dinner.
Michael : Give me a break, would u.
DJ : Ok, let Nat be the girl then. What would you say to her.
Nat : This steak is really good.
Michael : Where's the beef?
DJ'S : hahahaha

Second conversation.

Caller 1 : Does michael know this song is sung by james blunt to girl who already is in a relationship?
DJ : Yeah, probably he doesn't.
DJs and Caller : hahahahaha

Third conversation.

Michael : I do know about that song and that is why i listen to it everyday thinking about regina.
DJ : Oh michael, it is friday, cheer up!

Fourth conversation.

Regina : Hi, I am regina.
DJ : Hey Regina, you must be a hot girl to have guys going after you.
Regina : *giggle*
DJ : Ok, tell me how is Michael, Are you indeed seing someone?
Regina : Yes, I am seeing someone now. Michael is weird. I told him i listen to fly fm but didn't know he would call up and dedicate that song to me.
DJ : Weird? Hahahaha
Regina : Today is friday bla bla bla right?
DJ : Yes, tell us whats in your mind.
Regina : I just want to tell Michael stop trying too hard and don't expect to much from people.
DJ : So, Michael, not going to work out?
Regina : I dont know.

Moral of the story : don't fool yourself on a national radio. Now, michael, we all know you are never going to get Regina or any other girl after this because you are weird.

So you people out there, if you like someone, keep it low and don't tell the whole world until you know you have a bright chance at it. If not, shut the fuck up man.

Hahahahahahha. What a start for the day. For me,other listeners and the DJs, entertaining, for Regina, humiliating and for Michael, fucked up life he has to go through after this. Good Luck man sincerely. :))

Habeas Corpus

I am going, jolly good! ;)

Pissed. Totally..

It is not a very pleasant feeling when you do a work and it doesn't get any appreciation in return.

Let me tell you what has hapened to me. I helped this two people with their work. The best part, i felt so happy when both were very much surprisingly complimented my work. It was good. I spent few sleepless nights trying to figure out new idea and they keep on changing the fucking content and i keep on changing my idea. I had to redo some parts of the project all over again as there were no chance for me to change a little bit and magic happens.

The first project was done, they loved it, presented it and end of story.

The second one, which happens to be my company work is the one i had to work on day and night. I didn't get enough sleep the whole week. My eyeback has got worst! I feel feverish everyday but the work has to go on. I need to finish it up.

Every time i do, i make sure i don't do mistakes as my boss is particular to even one single spelling mistakes. I did and i did. Tuesday, i finished and showed him. He was imprssed. :)
But then, he said need to add little bit more. As dumb as i am, i didn't do an editable one. Probably out of frustration and the aim to finish it fast and get over it feeling. I couldnt take it. I had to redo everything back. :((

I took some time off, i went to puchong for a drink with the boys, but ended up only meeting mande as the rest were merely in sight. After dinner, i came back to the office and started doing my work again.Wednesday, i went to sunway so met up with others for a drink there, after that, came back to office to do my work. All these work starts at 9 am til 12am or 1 am. I am so damn fucking tired now. I can barely feel my finger typing this post.

Thursday night, around 9 pm. I finished my work and sent to my boss. He was indeed impressed with it. But he ask me to add more stuff. I said no, i need ot go back. He said little bit only. I said no!I need sleep. Good enough he said can continue today,which is friday!

The worst part is, my eyes were as red as it could be, it was 10 pm,i was leaving the office, dela called. She said got free passes to Getto heaven's 2nd anniversary. I said what the hell, a few mugs of beer would do justice for all the hard work. I went! :))

It was a nice night out with friends, drinks,music,friends and it was Iskandar's birthday as well! The crowd was fantastic i must say.

Then, i reached back home around 3am drained out. Had to get up at 7.30am to go to work. I reached to work today, and my eyes are still half closed. I didnt do anything in the morning, and afternoon we went out for lunch. It was the office lunch day. Just came back, still to tired to do my work and thought of blogging instead. hehehe...

Thats one hectic out of this world week! But i am lovin' it ;)

Bullshit I say!

It is rather funny why people get all emotional for simple, small things. I am NOT refering to anyone in particular but I want get things out of my mind.If you have an opinion, i respect that, all i ever did is give my opinion. Is that so hard to digest? Does it bother you that much to except other's opinion in a good way? Why even bother having people around if you can't handle simple stuff?

It's all about assumption and misunderstanding which occurs due to fickle minds. Or more to attention seeking. "Look at me I am this and I am that". End of the day, you know you gonna be un happy. Why do you even start? IT WAS JUST A FREAKIN OPINION.

Gosh, is it just me or people are getting caught up with their mind so easily these days?

Now, a piece of advise from the wise one, me! (hehehe, self praise is a disgrase! i know.. but i dont care.)

1. Do what you feel like doing. Fuck all of the others around you. Don't give a shit for what they have to say.

2. Reverse psychology is sooooooooo out of time. It doesn't work anymore.

3. People are getting more analatical of what others do and say around them. So, if you believe that you need friends around you, stop being a very-easily-touchy person. People hate that.

4. When something happens, don't talk about it. It is the past. Gone is gone. why dig your own grave?

5. Attention-seeking annoys even a little kid. So, if you want to be lower than a kid, go ahead.

6. I am an idiot? You fuckin hate my sight? I don't care.

7.It's the 21st Century, cooommmmeeeeee on babe...wake up!

8. When the going get tough, the tough gets going...but make sure it is for a good reason. You don't want to end up in a hospital.

9. Face your problems and try to solve it. Sitting put on one stand ain't gonna help you much.

10. Last but not least, THE ARE MORE THINGS IN LIFE TO ENJOY THAN SIT DOWN AND CRY!!! GET OUT THERE!!

Additional advice : There are millinos of people out there in the world. The world doesn't revolve around you, your family and people you are in love with. So, stop being a cry baby and get over it. I am kind of sick of it. And sucking up doesn't help either.

I am so happy I have this blog. The only way I can say what I want. :)

Ignored

It's hard to explain. I don't know how i feel anymore. The times when everything comes crashing down and you can do is sit back and watch. Iknow i am not very good with words. I know, i suck at confronting. So, what should i do? Enjoy the show? Let life take its course? Or should i direct it to where i want it to go? Direct myself out of insanity that covers every single step that i take? As dumb and utterly useless this post may sound, it makes all the sense in the world to me. My brain is cluttered.

I feel ignored, i feel left out. I feel I can only see the back now..

Everyone with their worries, i feel responsible. Is this out of love? or plain stupidity?

Stop you fool! Look at your path first, it is filled with thorns and poking stones. It is uneven. Do something about it, or you are going to hurt yourself really bad.

Wait a minute, you already have, but what? I need more, i need pain, suffering. Is that what i have in store for myself? Laughter and Happy moments are for others. I only deserve torture?

I am trying, it is just too hard. Trust me, i am not a fool. I am just an innocent young boy who needs a helping hand to be guided. Don't balme anyone, it is me,myself and I.

I know i deserve better, i know i do. But, where do I get it?

Friends? I doubt, True love? I don't have any, Family? Possibility 0%.

End of the day, you realise you got nothing to live anymore. You call this useless?

All the problems in the world could never counter the problems I have in my head.

People, stop ignoring as this may cause a life.

Feelings are delusional. Look for something solid.

Original? It might help but innovation is mother of all creativeness. Go with the flow, you will get there someday.

Clean your feet and start walking. But, this time clear the path, ignore the crowd, you STAND ALONE.

Culture Shock

Have you guys thought of what a culture shock means?

The term, culture shock, was introduced for the first time in 1958 to describe the anxiety produced when a person moves to a completely new environment. This term expresses the lack of direction, the feeling of not knowing what to do or how to do things in a new environment, and not knowing what is appropriate or inappropriate. The feeling of culture shock generally sets in after the first few weeks of coming to a new place.

We can describe culture shock as the physical and emotional discomfort one suffers when coming to live in another country or a place different from the place of origin. Often, the way that we lived before is not accepted as or considered as normal in the new place.

Culture shock has many stages. Each stage can be ongoing or appear only at certain times. The first stage is the incubation stage. In this first stage, the new arrival may feel euphoric and be pleased by all of the new things encountered. This time is called the "honeymoon" stage, as everything encountered is new and exciting.

Afterwards, the second stage presents itself. A person may encounter some difficult times and crises in daily life. For example, communication difficulties may occur such as not being understood. In this stage, there may be feelings of discontent, impatience, anger, sadness, and feeling incompetence. This happens when a person is trying to adapt to a new culture that is very different from the culture of origin. Transition between the old methods and those of the new country is a difficult process and takes time to complete. During the transition, there can be strong feelings of dissatisfaction.

The third stage is characterized by gaining some understanding of the new culture. A new feeling of pleasure and sense of humor may be experienced. One may start to feel a certain psychological balance. The new arrival may not feel as lost and starts to have a feeling of direction. The individual is more familiar with the environment and wants to belong. This initiates an evaluation of the old ways versus those of the new.

In the fourth stage, the person realizes that the new culture has good and bad things to offer. This stage can be one of double integration or triple integration depending on the number of cultures that the person has to process. This integration is accompanied by a more solid feeling of belonging. The person starts to define him/herself and establish goals for living.

The fifth stage is the stage that is called the "re-entry shock." This occurs when a return to the country of origin is made. One may find that things are no longer the same. For example, some of the newly acquired customs are not in use in the old culture.

These stages are present at different times and each person has their own way of reacting in the stages of culture shock. As a consequence, some stages will be longer and more difficult than others. Many factors contribute to the duration and effects of culture shock. For example, the individual's state of mental health, type of personality, previous experiences, socio-economic conditions, familiarity with the language, family and/or social support systems, and level of education.


Enjoy reading just to broaden your knowledge. :)

Work

You know who you are..

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on

Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that Strong
Well I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


Aperiod in life you will go through which is going to make you stronger...:)

The path that i took filled with angels.

Just when you think everything going smoothly, something has appear to spoil everything. I bet this is what running in everyones head right now..don't worry, i feel you.

If I start naming every single time in which i can use those words, it will take at least ten posts! But hey, as a good friend of mine told me this phrase that made so much of sense at the point of time when i was irritated to everyone in ths world.

"Life is divided into two, good one and the bad. If you want everything good in your life, you are living half a life".

There are people around me who live just to make my life as worthless as possible and some who just come and put a smile on my face. You know who you guys are..and appreciate it.. :)

As crazy as I can be, sometimes people forget that I do have feelings, that i will have bad days and good ones. There are some who i can rely on each and single day no matter wat mood i am in.

Make new friends, keep the old ones. I am gifted with old friends and the new ones that make my life meaningful each and everyday. So, if i have hurt you n anyway please don't keep it in with you. Might just be that I was in a bad bad mood that day. Bottomline is, love you all.

If you think I was talking about you, leave a comment. If you think i didn't mean you, leave a comment as well as we can be friends also.

*lame jack-ass huh?* (i know, and am loving it!)

Bimbo-mania baby!!

PINK LYRICS

Stupid Girls

Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there

Laughing loud so all the little people stare

Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne

(Drop a name)

What happened to the dreams of a girl president

She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent

They travel in packs of two or three

With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees

Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?

Oh where, oh where could they be?

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back

Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

(Break it down now)

Disease's growing, it's epidemic

I'm scared that there ain't a cure

The world believes it and I'm going crazy

I cannot take any moreI'm so glad that I'll never fit in

That will never be me

Outcasts and girls with ambition

That's what I wanna see

Disasters all around

World despaired

Their only concern

Will they **** up my hair

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back

Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

[Interlude]

Oh my god you guys, I totally had more that 300 calories

That was so not sexy, noGood one, can I borrow that?

[Vomits]

I WILL BE SKINNY

(Do ya thing, do ya thing, do ya thing)

(I like this, like this, like this)

Pretty will you **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl

Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!

Pretty would you **** me girl, silly as a lucky girl

Pull my head and suck it girl, stupid girl!

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back

Push up my bra like that, stupid girl!

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back

What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back

Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Dedicated to all the BIMBOs out ther...go BIMBOs!!!!

(I just love the song and the video!) hahaha

Lost in translation

I have dispute in my head on the idea of " getting married". Thousands,even more, millions have different view on this matter but lately, i have grown to dislike the idea all together. I have this tendency of getting sick of something very fast ( as you all know from all my other previous posts) , so why do we even bother getting it on with someone til to the point of "til-death-do-us-apart"?

Seriuosly, people who have partners at this very point, i got a question for you.. how sure r u that u want to spend the rest of your life loving this one person? Why do you want to indulge into this holy matrimony thingy? How sure r u the love you have for them will never die off?

I beleive it is all practice. U know the statement which goes, " practice makes perfect"? That is one reason why you feel like the person you are with whom supposedly you are "madly in- love" is going to be the person you love forever. You see, if you have that one person you spend most of your time with,talk to, see them everyday,tell all your problems,etc. you will get so routined of it that you feel like you haven't accomplished something if you don't atleast hear them speak. So, that is practice. Not Love.

Maybe I have a different view on love, but define love for me?

According to the dictionary :

A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

How does the affection suddenly appear? The vibes? The company? I don't know...I'm so screwedly confused.

Here is the deal, if you can explain to me what is ove is in lame-man's words please do comment, if you just want to advise me on what i should do, no thank you, not intersted.

Good day ya'all!