Monday, October 03, 2005

Annoyed

It is human behaviour to want to help out each other. Sometimes, somethings are better if the involved person does it themselves. This somehow does't get to some people's head. It is not that i am being rude or anything, it is just that I realize people are trying to be nice to me, but factually, i am not the kind of person who ask for help. Instead, i would try to help that person.Only if that person opens the mouth and asks. Don't even dream that i would help you if you don't ask, because thats just ain't me.
It is somehow different when it comes to me. I would do what i feel like doing regardless of the concequences. I don't need someone else to tell me what to do or even wants to help me out. Go deal with your own problem. Leave me alone. I know what i am doing.
What is the deal of telling others how you feel? Isn't that irritating? If it is your personal life, just tell it to yourself dungu! There are things that is better off being your own and not to be publisized. Get real!
It may sound like I am annoyed, yes, indeed i am. I hate ackwardness and i hate when people don't respect my needs and my privacy. I don't come butting in your life, why should you? If i like my life to be messed up, then i will tell you. Til then, stay away please. I am not that type of person.
Somehow, now, my priorities goes solely to my work. It is not easy but i put work on top of everything now. I realised that my responsibility has increased these past few months. I am working my ass-off now and i just need some space to myself. I don't mean that i don't need friends at all, it is just that it is time for me to actually work! If you people have priorities in life, so do i! When i want to do something, no one seem to even care and everyone suddenly has something more important to do. Now, it is just payback time la. U offend me, i make sure you cry!
Whoa, i am kina mad aren't i? hmm..

I love all my friends, truly. I just don't want to be, how do i put it, hmm.. well, I am independent enough to take care of myself. Seriously, I just get annoyed when people do something i don't like. It is just that! O god help me here! I also hate it when whatever i write here to be questioned back when we meet in person. Whatever i write here is how i feel for the day or at that time. So, i don't feel comfortable talking about it outside cyberspace. If you want, you can comment and i will try to answer. Other than that, please don't ask me anything if you see me in person, please..


Now, i feel better.

p/s : no offence anyone.

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