Friday, January 26, 2007

That thing called life

Life is unpredictable. This maybe the most powerful statement anyone can say after a ride on the life-rollercoster. As all of us wish it to be a bed of roses all the time, we can never deny the fact of thorns poking us when we are really high on it. This feeling occurs maybe just for a moment, but if it really pokes you, the scar it leaves may never heal. One may try to avoid the poking, but how many of us can predict when the bloody thorn gonna poke us? None...

All we can do is, lay down on it, feel the pain and get over it. The scar, well, it will be there to remind you about the wonderful feeling you had just lying down. Move on to the next bed, it might not be the same as the previous one, but it might be better. You wil never know until you do it. Hope for the worst, so you will get the best. One satisfied man is the one who knows what he got and makes the best out of it.

When you feel the whole world is about to end, hang on to the people that you know will not let you go. Probably you can count them, but those are the ones who are going to be your roomates in hell. Sharing everything, mostly pain and gives a drive to live your life. It will be painful. But...when you have that comforting hand reaching out for you, you will know you didn't fall too deep after all.

Been there, done that, but was very cautious not to indulge to much, as the consequences are deadly. Some on the other hand, get convinced, that is what they want for the rest of their lives, see the future to be as bright as the sun...but who knows what is running in the other mind? Fake? Hypocrite? Or just plain love? No one knows... I was convinced, but I was wrong.

Everything happens for a reason? A good reason? God's way of saying you deserve better? Who knows? Who knew? Who will know?

All that we can do, hope and deal with all the crap. Heartache - sucks. What happens when you fall, will always stay, forever until you find the remedy to heal the pain. And the remedy is in your own hands. How you going to accept the fact and make it into a positive result.

Sadness, anger, pain, temper, will be fighting to come out, try to control it so that you don't hurt more people in the process of recovering. Life sucks, no denying in that, so stand up and face the world. There are plenty of things to be explored out there which has been put to a stop for a reason. Now is the time to continue the pending desires.

If I have given you a wrong signal, do forgive me. I just wanted a good friend. Not more than that, not ready for a commitment..if it comes, it will, if it doesn't come, I am sorry..forgive me.
Crap, total crap.

Signing off, the fucker who got fucked up.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Only in Malaysia



How many of you have been stuck at the jam in Jalan Pudu near Jalan Bukit Bintang / Pudu Jail traffic light? I have been there like million times and everytime, I will not miss to catch a glimpse on this signboard in front of a chinese shop which apparently sell wood.BUT only in this shop,in Malaysia, we can buy wooden chicks! Check the pic out!

If you happen to pass the road next time, look out for this shop..very the interesting..

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Speechless


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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2007 - a new begining

my first drink - JD
my first new year wish - Jimpack
my first new year wish (from me) - Ah Bok
my first food - nasi lemak
my first call - Angel
my first tv program - dream girl 2007
my first ciggie - marlboro reds
my first hug - geena
my first movie - vallavan
my first shirt - green
my first pants - brown
my first jeans - wrangler
my first laugh - with geena & sumi
my first cry - non so far
my first crave - lg chocolate
my first drive - from prem's house to mine
my first chewing gum - wrigley's
my first top up - rm10 bucks
my first song - hinder, lips of an angel
my first sales - Antony..

all good so far (touch wood!)

may it continues...;)

happy new year ya'aall!