Tuesday, March 15, 2005

laws of nature

is it wrong to like someone else's girlfriend? As i was driving to work, this dj suddenly came up with this topic.it got me thinking...hehehe. to be honest,im a very very very bad person. i made two relationship which was perfect break because i wanted to grab the girl. i don't know, it was exciting to do that. It is like hey, i can break up a perfectly normal relationship. The worst part of it, i got it back! The girls chose someone else and not me after they broke up!hahaha
*Alicia key's song playing in my head*what goes around comes around ,what goes up must come down.
Maybe that's the reason i am single. Maybe it is a payback time from HIM!
Tidak apa lah...i enjoy being single tapi kadang kadang....hmm...
All the single people out there...unite..
Ok, i ran a bit out of topic for a while,*spank myself*
I don't think it is a wrong thing. I mean, if you love the other person,and that person has feelings for you...why not?to hell with the boyfren,too bad he couldn't keep up to her standard! Plus, you know, love is blind but sometimes people tend to get confused over love and affection. Imagine, you steal someone else's girlfren and you realize that it was just affection and not love..die lor!!
But if you put yourself in the boyfren's shoes...damn i would kill the girl and the guy..both!
Even worst if you know the guy who actually stole ur girl. My god, how can they live?
I would commit suicide..seriously. A promise i give to all my frens, don't worry, i wont even try to get near your girlfrens...so they are safe...hahahaha i can't handle the consequences.
So, if you are planning to get someone else's girlfren or boyfren, think twice..or three times.
I have been there, trust me, you wouldn't want a enemy when you leave this world.heheheh

Thursday, March 10, 2005

a handful of joy

When you are happy, you expect everyone else to feel the same. When you are sad, you expect evryone to understand you. Is this normal for a human? Why is it so? There are some who likes to make other people happy when everyone is sad. This at times can be very helpful but most of the time just anoying. There are people who wants others to be sad when everyone is happy. On the other hand, there are some who don't show emotions at all because they don't want people to know anything about them. There are some who can disguise verl well that means when everyone is sad but they are happy, they would act sad also. There are some vice versa.

Why am I writting about this? I have no idea. I just felt like writting about it.

Is beauty really not skin deep? Then,why do people admire the beauty which is skin deep only most of the time? Lets say some one good looking does anything that is nice, they would be categorized and beautiful. What if someone not so good looking does something nice? A good human being? Why can't they be called beautiful also? Let's say someone good looking acts really unpleasant. They would be called names but deep down inside, it will attract those who called names in the first place. Why is it so? Because their attractive?because they are pretty?because they are beautiful?

Talk about human behaviour towards something huh?

It is a mystery that even GOD is trying to figure out. :)

Monday, March 07, 2005

back-stabbers

ahhahahaha, i hope my fren is reading this as i have told him i would write bout it!
i was just joking. u have done it before, so it doesn't have a great impact on me as i was potraying it yesterday.
so, chill..sometimes i just think that u know me too well,man!
:)

best compliment i got so far

"But deep in my heart u r one of a kind...N u will hv a special place in my heart.."

Unedited version....:)

Friday, March 04, 2005

Priotrity

As the whole world knows, i am a sensitive person. only thing that they don't know is...i don't show it. I thought in this blog, I could write whatever I am not satisfied about and pin-point each person who has actually made the condition uncomfortable for me. Now, I am just not sure wether I can do that. I am afraid it might, you know offend them. Damn!
Ok, lets come to the story..forgive and forget? Easy to be done, aint it? For my sake, I am that kind of person. I often get angry, but i will forget before the day ends. It is like an addiction. You know what you going to get out of your action, yet you want to do it because you want to forgive and forget. That's funny or maybe I am just sick!
Sometimes, you have to do something that you know going to offend some people but for self-centered reasons you have to do it. It all comes down to U in the end. If you think about it, everyone in this world are self-centered. It only can be seen clearly with some. The rest just don't show it literaly. For example, when you help someone, the reason you do so is for self satisfaction and get a good impression form the person you are helping. So, isn't that selfish?
Sometimes, when you put something to ur priority, stick with it! Why do you have to change your mind? If that is important, do that. U promise a person one thing and then cancel it because something else comes up. And then you cancel that thing also because something else comes up pulak.. The person you ditched in the first place would have felt two impacts. Maybe he/she tought ok, i believe the reason he canceled is reasonable. But when you cancel that so that you can meet someone else....thats just too much. Even if you are friends or not friends, the anger would still be the same. *sigh*
Why do people tend to get jealous of someone? For me, if it is a person i know personally, I would never get jealous. Instead I would be proud and happy for that person. If the lucky person is someone I don't know, I get really jealous. I don't know why! Maybe my nature of being a good person kut...hahahaha
My family...i don't miss my brothers at all. My parents call me each day without fail..so there's a lil bit of eagernest to meet them. But most importartly, my grandmother. Love her soo much. I soo miss her, miss her cooking as well. I basically grew up with her since both my parents were working. So, I am closer to my grand mother than anyone else in the family.
Quit smoking? Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha (that's all i could say!)


I want to try writtin a poem,so comment on it who ever reading it,ok?

As green as the leaves,
As red as the cherries,
As blue as the sea,
As bright as the Sun,
As innocent as a child,
As pure as love,
As beautiful as friendship,
As good as it gets,
As far as we go,
As close we will be,
As forever that would be...
As anything comes along,
As much it makes us stop,
As along as I have you,
As that much I know I am alive!


Thank you,thank you.....:)