Where are we now?

What the hell is happening to Malaysia man? As much as I like to believe that everything is allright or at least, everything will be alright, it just seem like it is going on the opposite direction.

I have to admit, as much as I enjoy the saga that is taking place in the malaysian politics, I am kind of ticked by the ignorance the whole goverment has on us it's people. A good question is, how long more?

It has come to a point where what i earn does not cater for my daily life expenses. By mid of the month, I go broke. There are no sign of salary raise from my boss and pricing in TESCO has increased too, leaving me paying mre than what I usually do for groceries. What should I do? Change my life style? To what? I am already living a very moderate life. All the stuff I buy for home has changed to TESCO products all together.

GIANT pricing is almost the same as TESCO, so it doesn't help that much either. But in GIANT is where I found something precious and needs to be framed up.

Talking about the prices and lifestyle change which apparently almost impossible to do, I ask myself, why should I compramise on how I want to live my life as I work like a mad dog a whole week, to earn income that should allow me to live the life comfortably? Hello people in the cabinet, answer me...please? I remember talking to the lady who comes to clean the office, she said she earns around 3000 ringgit a month, which is way more than I do and she doesn't pay tax or any other bills, except for phone bills ( she has a better phone than I do by the way).

So, I have concluded, I need to start cleaning people's homes and get money? Is that what I should do? The Almighty prime minister should tell me the answer? Or will our good friend to all and I care about the people, someone sabotaging me, will do it? So, stop taking care of your own asses, and give us a break will you? For the love of GOD, I need my dosage of fun atleast once a month! Remember, we the people put you there, we can bring you down also, you are NOT the boss of us, infact it is the other way around. I am not only talking about the person in power right now, but also every other ass**le who is trying to get into power. Put the poeple as your utmost priority, not yourself, your family or your f**ked up friends.

Enough of the political storm hatred. Sometimes, I like to believe GOD plans something, and yes, he too makes the wrong decision. I like to think that because, I am a selfish person when it comes to certain issues, well aren't we all? I hate it when it turns out the opposite way of what i thought it should be. The devil comes in and changes everything, leaving you with nothing more than anger, disapointment and completely outraged.

End of the day, you just forget about it, as it is going to happen for only one day, and everyone will eventually get over it? Yeah right, it might be a start of something bigger than that. I hate to think it would and I hope it doesn't. (it seems whatever I hope for goes down the drain lately).

I am disapointed, very and in a situation of unable to do anything, as there is nothing in my hands to do. I was just not there at the right time, and right place, thats about it. I sometimes just feel like strangling YOU man. But a wise man (really?) told me to be happy, "haha man count d blessin tat im comin *** earlier dude"

the end.

Honesty?

There are few things bothering me lately. Honesty is the first thing.

How do you define honesty? It is kind of broad, lets narrow it down to honesty in a relationship. This means those of you whom are in a relationship have the priority to comment, but those who are not can do so also.

Let me ask you guys this question, you are in a relationship with your partner, then one day, you meet someone else and you become good friends, eventually, that friendship turns into admiration and before you know it, you have fallen for them. Is it possible to be in love with two people at one time? Will you guys let your current girlfriend/boyfriend know about the other person? Are you breaching the trust your partner has given you? Are you being dishonest?

I know from a lame man's eye, all you are doing is wrong, but to justify your situation, it is about you end of the day, right? What kind of relationship is it when you are not happy being in it? Should you be honest and tell your current partner that, you might be in love with the new person in your life?

On the other hand, to be fair to the current partner, all they deserve is the truth, playing behind their back with another person is not good, better to put it out there for them before it gets too late. Even if your partner has been the most honest person and never have cheated on you and has 101% trust on you, all you can do is go out look for some other relationship? You are being a bitch aren't you?

In this case, I would blame the third person, as he/she is stupid enough to get tanggled in a relationship with someone who is already committed to someone else. Are you out of your mind?

Well, it depends on what he/she have told this "friend" that made these new person fall for them? Don't you have self control? What have you achieved from all of this? Do you think you can live happily with what you have done? Don't you feel a little bit of guilt? Do you even have feelings at all?

What do you guys think? Is it right or wrong?

The Accused :
The Current Partner :
The "New Lover" :

Who is to be blamed? Could you live with yourself in that situation?

Let me know...because I really don't know..

Its the weekend to be jolly!

Have a Great Weekend everyone!! :)

po-ta-to , po-te-to

Finally got the time to update this blog. Been busy with work, and some leisure..hehe...Kuantan...ahhhhhhh
Nothing much to talk about Kuantan trip as whoever actually went would know everything...enjoyed, truly. All I can say is talitalipoo!! :)
Vasu is back! woohoo! It was a surprise as for all that i knew, he said he will come back soon but to my shock, he came to my house on a saturday morning! I was still half asleep and i thought i was dreaming..but then yeah, it was for real...he is back...for good...i hope..
Lailo came back also from jakarta, but i guess he should be going somewhere else soon...but he is back for now, and thats good? i think so
Jimpack is having this massive gathering at his new crib this friday. Well, i guess there's gonna be alot of surprises and well-wishing to be done. His birthday just passed, last friday, 11th July, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMPACK! and buffy's is today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUFFY!
Can't wait for thursday, Jim is going for holiday in Japan fr 10 days and the office is all mine!!!yaahoo!!!! and also on Friday, all kaigels gonna have a get-together!!! yaahooo, will be missing mama and vinosh as they have some other function to attend.
Yesterday was an engagement, my cousin's. As ackward as it was being there as he is my age, was forced to go, as my grandma, my parents demanded us, three brothers to be there, but only me and my elder brother could make it, younger one is in JB. It was done in a massive scale, i dunno why though since it is just an engagement.
Commitments...commitments...*sigh*
Been hooked to the reruns of friends on starworld, no matter how many times i watch, i never get tired of it...

Music wise, few new songs have been added to the playlist :

*better in time - leona lewis

*im' yours - jason mraz

*heartbreaker - will i am

*break the ice - britney

Well, having a weird taste in music now..as you can see ( wtf? britney??) yeah...i know...
Need to catch up with lots of people, mimi, kogi, awen, ah ni and the boys...but i am just too lazy maybe due to the unpredicted petrol price increase *duh*


I need some alcohol now, ciaoz! ;)