peterz unbearable complaints on life: June 2007

What is the first thing that comes to your mind when I say Karma?

1. That song by Alicia Keys

2. My name is Earl

3. That chill-out place in Hartamas

How many actually realise that karma actually controls your life?

I knew what karma was but I didn't bother learning more about it. As people say, when bad things starts to happen, that is when you start to see where you went wrong.

It may appear to be rather unpredictable when you may do something wrong and when you may do something right. You will think you are doing something right, but it turns out to be something wrong in someone else's eyes. So, how do you judge what is wrong and what is right?

Does it all come down to what we were thought when we were growing up? By religion, and guidance from the elderly? That. I dunno, because I keep telling everyone that I believe in GOD but I don't believe in religion.

So, from what I understand, I will do what my heart and brain tells me to do. If it is something wrong, I am willing to face the consequences, which sometimes tend to be deadly. Seriously, all that karma thing gets to my nerves sometimes..when you start to believe in it of course. It restricts you from doing something you want to do, which happens to be where I am standing now..

To think about it, life will be so boring doing the right things all the time..right? To be a rebel once in a while wouldn't hurt but I have to prepared mentally and physically I suppose.

It has been a tough month and it is only 11th. I don't know how I am going to go through the rest of the month, *sigh*..

Some good news made the smile on my face to appear regularly. By the way, Jacinta got married last Saturday, for those who didn't know. It was a nice small gathering of people who cared for the bride and groom. Her current boss gave a speech that made her tear a bit. Actually, what she said was kind of touching indeed. Made me think, who is going to give speech for my wedding and what would they say? Hahaha...

Somehow, it was a very interesting weekend. I don't know why but I enjoyed it so much, probably the best weekend I had for this year. Don't ask me what I did, because I am too lazy to explain.

Work has become a serial-killer lately, which possibly the reason I enjoyed the weekend so much. Somehow, the plan of going for sea-fishing got me excited a bit. Not sure it will happen or not though..

I got one question before I end this post, if you found a kitten when you were having your dinner, which is obviously sick and might die if you leave it roaming around. You have three option :

1. Take the kitten to SPCA so that they can put it to sleep

2.Take it to the vet, get it treated and keep it as your pet

3.Leave it there to die

What would you do?