It was funny and sad that i am in the period of my life, regreting for the things i have done so far. I try my best not to feel that way but i couldn't help myself. Spending my salary like nobody's business, getting a house, driving to work in cyberjaya, my salary which is so much less than every single human being in my office, petrol price going up uncontrolably, people around me who makes my life miserable, complicating and almost impossible to live in, credit cards, alcohol, my boss, my work, my smoking habit, my health, my family, my frens, my pet, the song i am listeing to now ( hilang dalam ramai,exist), etc.
I feel like just fucking everything up and runwaya to a different country and get lost. I do have a passport but no money, wakakaka *damned*.
I suddenly feel like eating chinese food. In cyber, it is impossible to even get the smell of it. *sigh*
Tried my best to change my life, but with all these things around my waist, i rather kill myself than try to change it. It is sad that all i do is complaint and people might think i am doing nothing else than complaint. The thing is, nobody knows what the fuck is happening in my life. So, they just assume because they don't face this problem. O the fuck with it.
I am still trying to figure out about people who just can't be happy with what they have. They want themself to have and be the best and if anyone else have a little bit more than what they have, they will start cursing and try their best to bring them down. I seriously don't know why they just fucking be happy that their friends are doing better?? Why?? Why??? And those who have more couldn't keep it shut and have to boast that they are doing better...WTF is wrong with these people? i dont care because my life is in the verge here, so if u r happy, u r not...go fuck yourself ok?
And how many times do i have to tell u people that my life, my problem. Keep ur ass out of it til i ask you to,ok?
Thank god for blogs, i can say what i want. :)
I have been very ignorant bout my life all this while, never thought of getting commited to something but once i have done, i hate it. I think i am not the person who likes to be in a commitment. *sigh*
Who cares! I write this to satisfy my own self. Seriously i don't care, i am as stubborn as the walls of china. I dont care i dont care i dont care......
Life is to o complicated to be worried bout. i need a "fuckitol" pill now...
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Life or something like that
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Reminds you of someone?
This picture caught my eyes. Since the craze for the inmates are on. I thought of contribuiting something on my behalf.
He / She (I ma pretty sure it must be a she) is a real head-turner don't you think?
I am too lazy to do work
I sense a poem coming :
I am too lazy to do work,
I wish i had a spoon and a fork,
So that i can eat some pork,
And stop typing cock.
I wish I had chocolate cake,
Which Orang Utan didn't make,
For god's sake!
I don't want to be a drake.
The chimpz love to drink,
One in KL one in the land of apek,
Both from same species,
You go near, you get herpes.
I see a jungle, I see a zoo,
I need to skip to the loo,
But don't get me wrong,
I am not singing that song!
It lunch time already,
I am still standing steady,
Because I am not hungry,
Who am I kidding, I need some curry.
This is dedicated to those,
Who think their loosee,
So, if you dont like it,
Become a loosee and then read it.
2006 copyright reserved by shuresh kumar
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Unspoken Theory
After the game on Sunday, we went to the padang in front of prem's house which suddenly became a place to lepak. Had a discussion about the ritual the chinese do when they attend a funeral. The part where they give money. Then, it lead to the part where they burn paper cars and houses to their relatives who has passed on. It seems it is true that people up or down there will get what you burn for them at the certain point of the year. According to prem, someone actually got in touch with a person up there who happens to be a chinese and they stated that due to the house that was burnt for them didn't burn properly, it was not perfect enough.
This some how trigged the thinking cells in my brain and i got this theory! It might sound funny and all but hey at least i used my brain for a while. If what we burn here goes to them up there, that means people from other races would be homeless and poor. Right?As it is, the Indian community in Malaysia are the poorest, is it the same case up there?
Lets say what we burn is what they get, probably it works the same way here. Lets say, you buy a house,you might think it is through your own effort but instead it was what burnt for you up there. God made it that way so that we won't be spoilt. Then, if that is the case, we would just sit there and do nothing. Wait for things to fall from the sky. So, God made sure that we won't realise that. We will have to work for it.
Same goes to relationships. Lets say you are still single, they up there would have forgotten to burn you a companion or they probably waitting for the right time to do so. Doesn't it all fall to places now?
So, to conclude, if you are worrying that you don't have a car, no house,no money and no relationship. don't blame anyone else and most important of them all, don't blame yourself, balme those bastards up there who forgot about your existence! ;)
Monday, February 13, 2006
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Grammy winners
Album of the Year: "How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb," U2.
Record of the Year: "Boulevard of Broken Dreams," Green Day.
New Artist: John Legend
Male R&B Vocal Performance: "Ordinary People," John Legend.
Pop Vocal Album: "Breakaway," Kelly Clarkson'
Rap/Sung Collaboration: "Numb/Encore," Jay-Z featuring Linkin Park.
Song of the Year: "Sometimes You Can't Make It on Your Own," U2.
Female Pop Vocal Performance: "Since U Been Gone," Kelly Clarkson.
Country Album: "Lonely Runs Both Ways," Alison Krauss and Union Station.
Rap Album: "Late Registration," Kanye West.
Rock Album: "How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb," U2.
Rap Solo Performance: "Gold Digger," Kanye West.
Rap Performance by a Duo or Group: "Don't Phunk With My Heart," The Black Eyed Peas.
Rap Song: "Diamonds From Sierra Leone," D. Harris and Kanye West.
Solo Rock Vocal Performance: "Devils & Dust," Bruce Springsteen'
Rock Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocal: "Sometimes You Can't Make It on Your Own," U2.
Hard Rock Performance: "B.Y.O.B.," System of a Down.
Metal Performance: "Before I Forget," Slipknot.
Rock Instrumental Performance: "69 Freedom Special," Les Paul and Friends.
Rock Song: "City of Blinding Lights, U2.
Alternative Music Album: "Get Behind Me Satan," The White Stripes.
Female R&B Vocal Performance: "We Belong Together," Mariah Carey'
R&B Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocals: "So Amazing," Beyonce and Stevie Wonder'
Traditional R&B Vocal Performance: "A House Is Not a Home," Aretha Franklin'
Urban/Alternative Performance: "Welcome to Jamrock," Damian Marley.
R&B Song: "We Belong Together," J. Austin, M. Carey, J. Dupri & M. Seal, (D. Bristol, K. Edmonds, S. Johnson, P. Moten, S. Sully & B. Womack, (Mariah Carey).
R&B Album: "Get Lifted," John Legend.
Contemporary R&B Album: "The Emancipation of Mimi," Mariah Carey.
Male Pop Vocal Performance: "From the Bottom of My Heart," Stevie Wonder.
Pop Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocal: "This Love," Maroon 5.
Pop Collaboration With Vocals: "Feel Good Inc.," Gorillaz Featuring De La Soul.
Pop Instrumental Performance: "Caravan," Les Paul.
Pop Instrumental Album: "At This Time," Burt Bacharach'
Traditional Pop Vocal Album: "The Art of Romance," Tony Bennett'
Female Country Vocal Performance: "The Connection," Emmylou Harris'
Male Country Vocal Performance: "You'll Think of Me," Keith Urban'
Country Performance by a Duo or Group With Vocal: "Restless," Alison Krauss and Union Station.
Country Collaboration With Vocals: "Like We Never Loved at All,"
Faith Hill' Tim McGraw'
Country Instrumental Performance: "Unionhouse Branch," Alison Krauss and Union Station.
Country Song: "Bless the Broken Road," Bobby Boyd, Jeff Hanna and Marcus Hummon, (Rascal Flatts).
Latin Pop Album: "Escucha," Laura Pausini'
Latin Rock/Alternative Album: "Fijacion Oral Vol. 1," Shakira.
Traditional Tropical Latin Album: "Bebo De Cuba," Bebo Valdes.
Salsa/Merengue Album: "Son Del Alma," Willy Chirino.
Mexican/Mexican-American Album: "Mexico En La Piel," Luis Miguel.
Tejano Album: "Chicanisimo," Little Joe Y La Familia.
Engineered Album, Classical: "Mendelssohn: The Complete String Quartets," Da-Hong Seetoo, engineer (Emerson String Quartet).
Producer of the Year, Classical: Tim Handley.
