Monday, May 15, 2006

Those days when you know something is not right

I came in to the office, as usual to find out i was the first one to be in. Then, putri came with an excitement in her face. As i made my cup of coffee and sat down, she broke the news. She is quiting today. Quiting what? her job! is only been like 5 days since kavitha said the same thing and jim told all of us. about it. So, it is left with me and jim. The worst part is, i am planning on quiting my job in flaming pear as well. *sigh* these two people just made my life difficult now..

Second, got reply from maersk. Kept for future vacancies. *sigh* As much as i know it is pretty difficult for me to get in, but there was this little hope that i would. And when i got this email this morning, it all shattered.

Now, i am worried, shocked and feeling rather sick of myself. It is like everything going on the wrong way, away from what i wanted it to be, as what i planned my future to be.

Did i do something wrong? Maybe i did. Seriously man. feeling shity for a good reason is not very comforting.

2 comments:

Curlz~ said...

Just because ppl are quiting jobs and you're not getting into a new job doesnt equate to things happening badly. What if it's just a sign to tell you the time is not right? Yeah call me old fashion but i believe it's god's way to tell you to be patient and hang in there till the right bus comes along for you to get you to the destination.

Petite Queen said...

I agree wit niv.Dun make negative assumptions n sit n worry bout it the whole day.Instead,think positively.Perhaps,ull geta raise tis time wen u say tat u oso wanna quit....hehehehe....anyways,dun quit tryin.keep applyin fer jobs n im sure ull get the one u like da best.patince pays!cheer up pandi!