That thing called life

Life is unpredictable. This maybe the most powerful statement anyone can say after a ride on the life-rollercoster. As all of us wish it to be a bed of roses all the time, we can never deny the fact of thorns poking us when we are really high on it. This feeling occurs maybe just for a moment, but if it really pokes you, the scar it leaves may never heal. One may try to avoid the poking, but how many of us can predict when the bloody thorn gonna poke us? None...

All we can do is, lay down on it, feel the pain and get over it. The scar, well, it will be there to remind you about the wonderful feeling you had just lying down. Move on to the next bed, it might not be the same as the previous one, but it might be better. You wil never know until you do it. Hope for the worst, so you will get the best. One satisfied man is the one who knows what he got and makes the best out of it.

When you feel the whole world is about to end, hang on to the people that you know will not let you go. Probably you can count them, but those are the ones who are going to be your roomates in hell. Sharing everything, mostly pain and gives a drive to live your life. It will be painful. But...when you have that comforting hand reaching out for you, you will know you didn't fall too deep after all.

Been there, done that, but was very cautious not to indulge to much, as the consequences are deadly. Some on the other hand, get convinced, that is what they want for the rest of their lives, see the future to be as bright as the sun...but who knows what is running in the other mind? Fake? Hypocrite? Or just plain love? No one knows... I was convinced, but I was wrong.

Everything happens for a reason? A good reason? God's way of saying you deserve better? Who knows? Who knew? Who will know?

All that we can do, hope and deal with all the crap. Heartache - sucks. What happens when you fall, will always stay, forever until you find the remedy to heal the pain. And the remedy is in your own hands. How you going to accept the fact and make it into a positive result.

Sadness, anger, pain, temper, will be fighting to come out, try to control it so that you don't hurt more people in the process of recovering. Life sucks, no denying in that, so stand up and face the world. There are plenty of things to be explored out there which has been put to a stop for a reason. Now is the time to continue the pending desires.

If I have given you a wrong signal, do forgive me. I just wanted a good friend. Not more than that, not ready for a commitment..if it comes, it will, if it doesn't come, I am sorry..forgive me.
Crap, total crap.

Signing off, the fucker who got fucked up.