Where are we now?

What the hell is happening to Malaysia man? As much as I like to believe that everything is allright or at least, everything will be alright, it just seem like it is going on the opposite direction.

I have to admit, as much as I enjoy the saga that is taking place in the malaysian politics, I am kind of ticked by the ignorance the whole goverment has on us it's people. A good question is, how long more?

It has come to a point where what i earn does not cater for my daily life expenses. By mid of the month, I go broke. There are no sign of salary raise from my boss and pricing in TESCO has increased too, leaving me paying mre than what I usually do for groceries. What should I do? Change my life style? To what? I am already living a very moderate life. All the stuff I buy for home has changed to TESCO products all together.

GIANT pricing is almost the same as TESCO, so it doesn't help that much either. But in GIANT is where I found something precious and needs to be framed up.

Talking about the prices and lifestyle change which apparently almost impossible to do, I ask myself, why should I compramise on how I want to live my life as I work like a mad dog a whole week, to earn income that should allow me to live the life comfortably? Hello people in the cabinet, answer me...please? I remember talking to the lady who comes to clean the office, she said she earns around 3000 ringgit a month, which is way more than I do and she doesn't pay tax or any other bills, except for phone bills ( she has a better phone than I do by the way).

So, I have concluded, I need to start cleaning people's homes and get money? Is that what I should do? The Almighty prime minister should tell me the answer? Or will our good friend to all and I care about the people, someone sabotaging me, will do it? So, stop taking care of your own asses, and give us a break will you? For the love of GOD, I need my dosage of fun atleast once a month! Remember, we the people put you there, we can bring you down also, you are NOT the boss of us, infact it is the other way around. I am not only talking about the person in power right now, but also every other ass**le who is trying to get into power. Put the poeple as your utmost priority, not yourself, your family or your f**ked up friends.

Enough of the political storm hatred. Sometimes, I like to believe GOD plans something, and yes, he too makes the wrong decision. I like to think that because, I am a selfish person when it comes to certain issues, well aren't we all? I hate it when it turns out the opposite way of what i thought it should be. The devil comes in and changes everything, leaving you with nothing more than anger, disapointment and completely outraged.

End of the day, you just forget about it, as it is going to happen for only one day, and everyone will eventually get over it? Yeah right, it might be a start of something bigger than that. I hate to think it would and I hope it doesn't. (it seems whatever I hope for goes down the drain lately).

I am disapointed, very and in a situation of unable to do anything, as there is nothing in my hands to do. I was just not there at the right time, and right place, thats about it. I sometimes just feel like strangling YOU man. But a wise man (really?) told me to be happy, "haha man count d blessin tat im comin *** earlier dude"

the end.