Jiran saya

Dalam suatu perbicaraan di Mahkamah.. Hakim memintapesalah berdiri untuk diperdengarkan tuduhan.

"Saudara didakwa membunuh seorang guru dengan menggunakan gergaji" kata hakim.

Dari belakang terdengar seseorang berteriak...
"Kurang ajar!!!"

"Bawa bertenang. Ini Mahkahmah!" bentak hakim.

Hakim kemudian membacakan lagi tuduhan...
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"Saudara juga didakwa melakukan pembunuhan terhadapseorang penjualakhbar dengan
menggunakan pisau..!"

"Celaka!!!" teriak pengunjung tadi.

"Tenang, Bawa tenang!" teriak hakim dengan keras.

"Dan.. saudara juga dituduh melakukan pembunuhan terhadap seorang posmendengan menggunakan parang..!" kata hakim.

"Keparat!!!" teriak pengunjung tadi tanpa boleh
ditahan.

Dengan geram Hakim berkata,
"Jika anda tidak boleh berikan alasan kenapa anda berperangai seperti ini.. saya akan perintahkan anda di masukkan ke Hospital Bahagia atas kesalahan menghina
mahkahmah!"

"Maaf.. Yang Arif..." pengunjung tadi berkata...
"Saya adalah jiran pesalah... sebenarnya setiap kali saya ingin meminjam gergaji, Pisau dan
parang... dia selalu cakap... tidak ada!"

HSBC Wonder

This is a picture of a girl whom i accidentally bumped into in HSBC. I am not sure it was just me or she looks so much like trisha. Maybe i am just obsessed with trisha i see her in everyone. Hey guys, gimme a comment, does she remind you guys of trisha?sorry couldn't get a better picture of her, she kept on looking at us( me and putri) as putri was making a scene ther because she was having problem with her contact-lenses. She was practically crying. :)) (cam bodossss)

Pics from genting

View from the room

Walk way to the room

From the car park

vAsu needs to learn camera techniques

Prem and I

Vasu and Vive

Breakfast thats cost 5 bucks!

After the new year morning breakfast

Genting - City of Entertainment 2

It was around 9.30 pm. We hit the casino. First, we went to the casino at first world hotel itself but it was not so impressive. I had to take out cash anyways since i had non left with me, so took out from the atm in the casino. Then, we went to the bigger casino. There,first it was observing time. Just walking around looking at people playing and all. Then, it started. I went to the slot machines area because i felt bored and tired wanted to sit down somewhere. Prem said lets play the slot machine and i agreed. He went and changed the money for me as i had 50 bucks only. I put in 10 bucks first and started pressing the button. I t was damn easy,just keep pressing the same button.

As time pass by, it was around 11, i got bored of the slot machine and decided to walk around. Prem was still hung to the slot machine. As i walk around, i realised how many people were really spending a fortune there. Doesn't matter if they win or loose it is just the fun of gambling and the addiction i suppose. Funny i didnt feel the addiction. I went to the toilet because felt like throwing up again. I did! Then went walking again looking for the rest two who were rather busy at the gambling table. Ah! Found them,at the table right in front of the washroom. Spent some time looknig what they were doing and got bored again.( i get bored easily!) Walked back to the slot machine where prem was sitting down and sat next to him. What the heck, got nothing else to do, so i put in a 10 ringgit bill again. Oh yeah, this assistant at the casino came to me when i was pressing the button and asked wether i have the card to collect the money if i win or not? As suprised as i am because i didn't think i would even win anything, i said no. He gave a card and told me the password was 1234. I said ok, and put in the card and the 10 ringgit bill when all of a sudden, a window came up saying, "error! please call for the assistant" My 10 bucks was stuck in there!!! i went all around the place and found that ididot at the end of the room. He came and asked whats wrong??i said look at the screen, thats what is wrong! He went and called another assistant and he came with the keys and opened the slot machine. Before that, he asked how much stuck? i said 10 bucks.He took out the money, wrote something on the book which he took from inside of the slot machine and left.

I tried putting in another 10 bucks billand it work prefectly! I kept playing for another hour. Suddenly prem turned to me and said hey it's new year already.Can you believe it? everyone in the casino was soo addicted to the games they were playing that they forgot about new year!
It was 12.15 i think, when prem told me and i stopped playing and walk to where vasu and vive was and wished them happy new year.Then just waited there for another hour sitting down on the floor because i couldn't stand. My body was aching like hell. Thats when they decided to go back to the room. I was like "praise the lord, thank you!" As we walked back, i went and changed my card and i got 40 bucks!! woo hooo! i won something!! They went to change also and started walking towards the stairs.At the stairs, prem said, it is still early, i want to go play in the casino somemore. I told them, they can go ahead and since got two keys, probably they can take one and i take one as i really felt not well and need to lie down. Vasu and Vive suddenly said, they also wanted to go back. Prem went alone back to the casino. I felt bad, if i was weel enough, i would go with him,serious. On the way back, i stopped at one of the shops because i wanted to at least drink something as i could barely eat. I asked for milk and it is funny how they don't have milk available anywhere in genting! First shop said no, we don't have milk. The second shop said, sorry we only have carlsberg, is it ok? She actually heard beer and not milk..beer and milk...hmm...guess she wasn't sober herself. The third shop had soya bean milk.I thought whateva does and it was freaking rm2.50 per can!!!

Walked back to the room and landed on the bed without saying anything to anyone and slept off. Serious shit i felt like a corpse. Then, i remember prem coming in as i suddenly got up. He tried waking vive up as i found out later these two people who followed me back to the room slept off right after me.ahahhah wat a new year! Prem woke vive up and asked him to drink with him, vive got up! can u beleive it! and he didn't stop there, he woke vasu up and ask him to drink also.As usual vasu giving millions of reasons and he slept off back again. i can hear all these things but my eyes were wide shut! I have no idea why.. Then after a while the room was quiet, i suppose all slept off kut...hahahaha

Ok, wii continue again. man i have a good memory or wat??

Genting - City of Entertainment

Hey guys. Chill la, i have been busy with work. :)

Around 3.30pm i left home to go fetch vive to go to prem's house since we planned to go to genting with prem's car. When we reached prem's house, to our surprise, prem was not there. So, vive and me waitting in the car because there were valuable stuff in the trunk of the car.Hehehe beers and a bottle of whisky(well actually quarter, the rest i finished earlier..ahahhaha). Then, prem came with vasu. We then got to know he went missing because he went to fetch vasu. So, since suresh took the last minute turn to pull himself out of the plan due to his office work, we were headed to genting around 4. The thing is, we have to reach genting by 6 since the reservation will only be held til 6 pm. So, as usual, prem was driving like a drunkard.(ahhaha,sorry prem if you read this :P)

Somehow, klang was not so difficult to pass. As we reached somewhere near kg. pandan (i remember asking prem where we were) the jam started. i wasn't feeling very well, so i was sitting at the back seat with vasu as vive was the so called co-driver. It was 5.30 when we reached the bottom of genting. I know the journey to the top is not near. So, yet again prem was showing off his driving skills. Due to heavy praying and good luck, we reached the top savely.(If you were in the car, i bet you would be feeling very lucky to be alive!) It was 5.58 when i checked in to the room. Actually i booked two rooms and was stupid enough to give her two booking numbers! She gave me two check in pocket(i think thats what they call those stuffs). I gave one to vasu and asked him to keep it in the pocket and never to reveal it to anyone. So, we checked in and oh yeah, the room price was freaking rm185 superior room,two single beds.Fucked uply expensive(wow,new word!).

Once we reached the room, first thing, i opened the curtains. We got the theme park view!woohoo! Then, i hit the bed. As it i was not feeling well,i didn't eat the whole day and my stomache felt funny,as though i wanted to throw up. As i lie down, the boys couldn't wait to start the drinking fest. So, wanted to finish up the bottle first, but wait! there are only two glasses.Vive called the housekeeping only to find out they dont offer anymore than two glasses per room. Stupid house keeping. Prem and vive took the first round and gave me and vasu the second one. Then, vive came up with this game.Before that, i went and puked right after my first pack. :))

Ok, to the game, "cho tai thi"(i dont know the right spelling,sorry).Every time someone looses, he has to take 1 pack. Guess who drank the most? Vasu! hahaha he lost so many times that some times it was like all in a row. i drank the second most as i am not so good in this game :P
Vive the mastermind got the least but a bit more than prem.:) Prem couldn't take it so he started the beers. Since all of us have already taken our showers before we left klang, we just changed our attire and headed to the casino! Went for dinner first. Went to this place with all these stalls, swear to god i was not walking straight so i just kept quiet most of the time. Plus, i couldn't eat much. One pot of chinese tea was rm8 and one chicken rice was freaking rm11! So, had no choice but to eat. I ate the chicken and left the rice,as i felt my stomache rejecting the food. Went to the casino around 10pm. It was cold enough already.

I continue later la, got work to do. ;)

tahun baru yang menawan

i had a so called 'early break' from office but ended up doing work til wednesday night. Iwas suppose to be on holiday starting on 24th december til 2nd january. But wat to do *sigh*
The best part starts only after that.I went down to penang on thursday! was so looking forward to the trip.It was a sudden thing. The looking forward part only came to me on wednesday night.

Lets start with penang. I reached there around 2+ pm. Had a great journey, talking all kind of rubbish with kartik (as he accompanied me to penang). But most of the time, it was quiet as the radio was having nice musics on. Once reahced penang, went for lunch at a "nasi dhalcha" shop. Had rice, curry, chicken, mutton and sayur.feeewwwww.Went back to kartik's house and had a nap. Then it was evening, after having tea(which kartik's mom made for us) we went to gurney plaza. Chilled out there til 8 plus. Had coffee at dome. Went to a cake shop around 9 just before they wanted to close and got a cake for kali. It was kali's birthday the next day. Went back to kartik's place,left the cake in the fridge and went out for dinner.
Kartik brought me to go eat char kuey teow with pork meat! funny as i dont find char kuet teow in kl with pork. It was delicious. Then, we went to eat leng chi kang. Supposely the best in penang as it came out in the papers. After that big meal, went to kartik's house took the cake and headed to nibong tebal to kali's place( i still think it is jawi but kali says its nibong tebal).
Gave Kali a shock of his life as he thought ihow can i be in penang??! because i told him in the morning when he called me i was going to work.hehehe
He was speechless.Cut the cake, had a cup of bru coffee made by kali's mom and had a chat with kali. Messaged kogi then my phone gone. So couldn't meet her up. Headed straight back to kartik's house around 1+am and slept off.
The next day, friday, i told kartik that i have been picturing myself on the beach with a bottle of heineken in my hand just lying down with my shades on the wet sand. He said ok cool lets go! First, we got up at 7.30 am, went for a good wholesome breakfast in kampung melayu, nasi kandar! O my god i tell you, penang people can eat and eat and eat. (Nasi kandar for breakfast! i magine what would they eat for lunch!) Then i told kartik i wanted bengkang(i hope thats the way they spell it) and went to the market to get the bengkang.Went to feringgi beach after that and chilled out til lunch time there!fantastic. i love beaches.the air so fresh and clam, the sounds of the waves, the sunlight...ahahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Lunch, we headed back to kartik's place, fantastic lunch made by kartik's mom, i ate twice!
Then, i slept off.Hhehehe. Went to meet kali in the evening for tea, instead i drank air kelapa. He brought us to this stall beside the sea,nice. Penang is like heaven to me, i just love it!!!!
At night,first, we went to take out money, i was outta cash. Then, went to eat A&W at perangin mall. After that, headed back to gurney drive to have a jug of beer at cubar. Just sat down, looking at attractive people around there and talking stories.
Damn sad wanna leave penang the next day morning. *SIGH* Felt scary to go back to work but it was only saturday and i have three more days to go...so next up is GENTING for the NEW YEAR!!!Said bye to penang and for the next post i will elobarate on my holidays in genting. Nice way to end 2005 and to start 2006. :))

Misteri bola ping pong

Amer berumur 15 adalah seorang anak yang pendiam. Diasungguh misteri. Bapanya seorang pesara tentera, kinimemulakan perniagaan kecil-kecilan, manakala ibunyatelah pun meninggal dunia sejak dia berumur 8 tahun.Tinggal lah Amer dan bapanya berdua. Bapanya seorangyang amat tegas dan mengharapkan Amer berjaya didalampelajaran. Setelah bertungkus lumus belajar akhirnya Amermendapat kesemua A dalam setiap mata pelajarannyaketika menduduki peperiksaan PMR. Suatu petang bapanya memanggil Amer. "Bapak banggadengan pencapaian engkau, Amer, apa kau nak sebagaihadiah kerana cemerlang didalam PMR? Basikal?" Amer hanya membalas "Saya hanya nakkan 2 biji bolaping pong aje bapak." Bapaknya hairan. Tapi dia tetap menunaikan hajatanaknya. Dia lantas membelikan anaknya 2 biji bolapingpong. Masa kian berlalu, ki! ni Amer mendapat kejayaandidalam SPM, dia mendapat 10A dan diterima dijurusankejuruteraan mekanikal disebuah university terkemukadi Malaysia. Bapanya bangga dan bertanyakan apakahhadiah yang Amer mahukan. Amer masih tetap mahukan 2biji ping pong. Bapanya bertambah hairan, namun diatetap membelikan Amer 2 biji bola ping pong. Semasa di university, Amer terus berjaya dan berjayadan dia telah mendapat award sebagai pelajar terbaikdi Universitinya. Kejayaan demi kejayaan yangditerimanya dia masih tetap mahukan 2 biji bolapingpong dari bapanya. Bapanya terfikir yang dia mempunyai anak yang kurangcentre, tetapi masih berbangga. Akhirnya dia telah diterima bekerja di salah sebuahsyarikat engineering yang terbesar di Malaysia yangbertaraf international. Bapa Amer makin gembira lantasdia masih bertanyakan apa yang Amer hendak. Amer masihtetap mahukan bola ping pong. "Kau ni, asik2 bola pingpong! Sudah!! Perniagaan bapakmakin maju dan bapak hadiahkan kau sebuah KeretaMercedes SLK Compressor" Namun, Amer tetap gembira dengan pemberian bapanyatanpa banyak soal. Pada hari dia mendapat kereta tersebut, dia keluaruntuk men'test' keretanya. Namun, apalah malang Amer,dia mendapat kemalangan yang teruk di Highway KM 1.24dan dimasukkan ke ICU. Bapa Amer amat terperanjat dengan kemalangan tersebut.Semasa di ICU, bapanya menjaga Amer dengan penuh kasihsayang. Tetapi nampaknya Amer tadak harapan naksembuh, lalu Amer mengeluarkan kesemua bola pingpongnya dan menyerahkan pada bapanya. "Bapak... ameklah bola ping pong yang saya simpanni...." kata Amer kesakitan. "Amer, selama ni ko asik mintak bola ping pong aje,ape ke paedahnya" kata bapaknya "Sebenarnya ada misteri disebalik bola ping pongini..." kata Amer "Apa dia" tanya bapa Amer Tetapi belum sempat Amer memberitahu meisterinya, Amermenghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir... Bapa Amer menjadi separuh gila mengenangkan misterianaknya. Apakah misteriya? Anda nak tau????














Ianya tetap misteri kerana tajuk cerita ini adalahMisteri Bola Ping Pong dan akan menjadi misteriselamanya

If you watch the above images from your seat in frontof the computer, Mr.Angry is on the left, and Mrs.Calmis on the right. Get up from your seat, and move back 12 feet, and PRESTO!! they switch places!! I believe this illusion was created by PhillippeG.Schyns and Aude Oliva of the Univ. of Glasgow. This proves that we may not be seeing what's actuallythere, all the time!!

Cool pill,i need one!

Celebrities when they were young

To be remembered

Love

She walks in beauty
Like the night of cloudless climes..
and starry skies..
And all that's best of dark and bright
meet in her aspect..
And her eyes..

By Byron ( my favourite love quote master)

Not in a good state of mind

Try to picture this situation. I was doing my work as usual, my boss walks out of his room and starts to talk to my collegue. Suddenly a fax came in and since the fax machine is at my reach, i took the fax and started reading it. It was a purchase order for nero7 from singapore. I showed it to my boss and he said WE need to bring it down to singapore. I was like, ok. Then he started discussing something with my collegue and he said, i have to make two trips then. I kept quiet didn't want to ask more. Then, he himself told me that they are (as in my collegue and my boss) have to go down to singapore for a meeting. The worst part is i have to go down with him to deliver goods and came back on the same day. They on the other hand, taking a flight down staying one night and then coming back! How nice.
I suddenly hate the job i am doing, hate my boss, hate everything!
The dialogue session is on 24th and my friend might come down on that day. I can't take off on that day! Ok, then thought can take off the next day but damn need to go singapore! What the fuck?!? The rest in the office can take off as they like and i can't? This sucks
I feel bad for my friend. I feel bad for myself. I need a fresh breath. My blood is upstairs and i don't know how long it is going to be there. Fuck fuck fuck.

Life is never fair

No man with the right set of mind would be happy with what he has. This includes me. Why everyone else in the world has all the fun and i don't? It is like a curse or something. Or maybe i just don't put much of an efford to change the situation.
I am caught up with work like almost every other day. I need money, no doubt but my sosial life is going down the drain. I thought and i tell it to myself everyday that i have the best life in the whole world but it has elapsed as i see, observe and read what is going on with other's life. I am trying my best to take it in a positive way.
I have the best job in the world, wonderful boss, great working enviroment,my family loves me, my friends are gems but there is something missing. I don't seem to be able to find that. Many may experience the same.
I love traveling, i really do. But i am not capable to do it regularly as for the amount of dough i have with me. Plus, all the company trips are bullshit when it comes to my company. So, when i got the oppurtunity to go to kota bahru, i was soooooo happy and i enjoyed, really i did.
I have this urge to get what i want which others have. But i am not just as lucky as others are i suppose. Everything seems to be moderate for me which is not good enough. I am not the kind of person who gets away with moderate stuff. I want the best.
I realise god s helping me but he is doing something which comes with the concequences that i don't want to face. Why can't he just be straight forward? Like give me something with nothing as after-effect. Life sucks!
To make things worst, i got a message yesterday from a friend who asked me to call back. I did, and got more depressing news. That really made my day suck the whole day yesterday. TOday morning it started rain when i was on my way to work and it is still rainning.
I realize that when you feel like crap, everything else in your sight looks like crap as well and i mean eveything. You just couldn't care about anything or anyone. Everything moves reaaaaalllllyyy slow and you just want to shout!

ok there you go, one depressing day in my life. Enjoy life while you can, tommorow is never certain.

Kelante part 2

Now lets go to the ceremony. It all started with all of us getting up to the temple. Then, the priest (ayer) started some prayers. Both parents had to do some things like putting flowers, yellow rice and both mothers had to make pillayar from the yellow stuff that they had( which i have no idea what the name is). The bride walked in with the bridesmaid. Ramesh's mother passed a new saree for her to wear and she went off. The prayers went on. After like 15 minutes, she came back. Then both the bride and groom had to go through the same process as what the parents did ( except the pillayar part). Then both the parents exchanged "dulang" filled with coconut,"sirih" and bitternut ( i guess). After that, the bride and groom exchanged rings. Abeautiful bouquet was given to them by ramesh's cousin after they got blessings from both side parents.They walked around the temple and sat in front of the alter. There, they had prayers for the god. End of ceremony. Photography session started!
As i was taking like hundreds of photographs, the rest of the people went down to have their dinner in the hall. I came across few really pretty girls! Never knew kelantan had pretty girls, actually never knew kelantan had indians in the first place!
The dinner was fantastic (all vegetarian though :( ) After dinner as usual i had to smoke! But don't know where to go! So, i walked around and went to the back alley of the temple. There, i light up a ciggie. Few malay fellows were walikng by looking at me one kind. Scary though. Then, these two indian guys from the engagement walked towards me and stood right behind me and started discussing this. " You don't cause any problem here, listen to me hey listen to me" one guy said to the other. The other one said " no, no , no i have to do it!" and they had an argument and they settled down after that and walked off. I had no idea what the hell they were talking.
One by one people started to leave. I, ramesh and two of his cousins went up to the temple again to collect back the "dulangs". Then we left as well.
Thats all short and sweet huh? heheehhe .I really enjoyed the trip. i think i am a travelling person. anybody knows anyone who does charity by sending others to travel, call me ya. hehehehe
chao guys!

Kelante

It was the third day of Deepavali, the first of raya. Pukul 5.15 pagi, i was awaken by a sms from jimpack(ramesh). I will be there by 5.45a.m. Kelam kabut i got up and went to take my shower and prepared myself for the journey to kota bahru. Oh, it was jimpack's brother's engagement and i was suppose to be the "official photographer". Yeah yeah i know, half of you are laughing your heads off. Went to kepong first to meet all the others who gonna join the few hours journey to kota bahru. Jimpack came with his mom and brother(who was getting engaged) to fetch me.
So, we all met up in kepong first in jimpack's aunty's house. I realised that i was the only one who was not a relative there but all of them were so sporting and fun that somehow, they got me fittin' in. There,they had idli for breakfast, which i don't eat so i was happy with just a cup of teh 'o. Then everyone were busy packing stuff and arranging who is going in which car. There were one kia carnival, one honda cr-v, one waja and one perdana. I had the oppurtunity to go on the carnival which happens to be my first time getiin' into this mpv. It was soo spacious and comfy. I sat at the back with jimpack,the driver was his cousin,his dad(jimpack's uncle) sat next to him and his mother(jimpack's aunty) sat at the second row with jimpack's uncle. It was a very tiring jouney, these three cars were basically racing each other on the road. no one went below 120km/j except for carnival as we stopped few times.
We stopped at gua musang for lunch. It was a chinese shop and had lil' bit of food just to cover the hunger. I realised i didn't eat much the whole jouney. THen, we left gua musang to hit the roads. It tooks us two more hours to reach kota bahru. But this time, i was in the cr-v. Jimpack drove the cr-v, with his cousin next to him. i sat at the back with two of his other cousins.Jimpack was driving at 140km/j all the way! When we reached Kota Bahru, two cars were lost ( including ours.hahaha) Met the perdana and waja in front of the kota bahru hospital. Oh, i forgot, a harrier joined us after lunch.It was jimpack's brother's boss. We took the perdana with us as the waja wanted to wait for someone in front of the hospital.As jimpack is familiar with kota bahru, he led the way to the renaisance where the harrier who was lost too waittin. Still no sign of the Carnival. After few minutes, they came.Then we all convoyed to the place where we were suppose to stay, kenchana inn. To our suprise, waja was waitting for us there!
Checked in and i got a room with jimpack and his uncle. Just one night i will adjust. Did i mentioned, it was dreadful, i coulnd't smoke the whole journey as i left my ciggarattes in the beg and it was in the perdana! As everyone checked in, time to smoke! i couldn't take it.So i left the room quietly to the chinese shop below the inn to get a puff. Ahhh..... relieve. it didnt stop there though. It was almost 5.30 and everyone was going down for tea when i was going up to the room! Ok, what the hell, i went for tea as well. After tea, everyone went to their room back. I went to the stairs to have another ciggie. After that, went to the room and hit the bed! I almost close my eyes when jimpack's unle woke us up saying it is time to get ready! *sigh*
Got ready and went down to see the others are still dressing up. Somehow, i had the feeling as though it was my brother or cousin who was getting engaged. That is how they treated me there, as one of their family. :)
I started my work to take photographs when jimpack's aunty came to me and said, ok come here carry this. I was carying a "dulang" which had bananas on them. Hehehe..i felt honoured, i don't know why.Reached the temple to find the groom and the car jimpack was driving went missing! It was 7.30 and everyone started panicking. We all suppose to be at the temple by 7.30.
Calls going there and here and finally they made it! I just left the "dulang" on one of the cars and one girl just came and carried it into the hall.
Let me tell you about the temple. It was like a goverment's building with 'koburam' on top! You know like a office block but this dome on top of it. It was so high tech. The temple was on the first floor. The hall was on the ground where people come to eat after ceremonies.Sorry, didnt get the chance to take pictures of the magnificent temple.

I will continue with the engagement ceremony on my next post. Stay tuned! :)

Annoyed

It is human behaviour to want to help out each other. Sometimes, somethings are better if the involved person does it themselves. This somehow does't get to some people's head. It is not that i am being rude or anything, it is just that I realize people are trying to be nice to me, but factually, i am not the kind of person who ask for help. Instead, i would try to help that person.Only if that person opens the mouth and asks. Don't even dream that i would help you if you don't ask, because thats just ain't me.
It is somehow different when it comes to me. I would do what i feel like doing regardless of the concequences. I don't need someone else to tell me what to do or even wants to help me out. Go deal with your own problem. Leave me alone. I know what i am doing.
What is the deal of telling others how you feel? Isn't that irritating? If it is your personal life, just tell it to yourself dungu! There are things that is better off being your own and not to be publisized. Get real!
It may sound like I am annoyed, yes, indeed i am. I hate ackwardness and i hate when people don't respect my needs and my privacy. I don't come butting in your life, why should you? If i like my life to be messed up, then i will tell you. Til then, stay away please. I am not that type of person.
Somehow, now, my priorities goes solely to my work. It is not easy but i put work on top of everything now. I realised that my responsibility has increased these past few months. I am working my ass-off now and i just need some space to myself. I don't mean that i don't need friends at all, it is just that it is time for me to actually work! If you people have priorities in life, so do i! When i want to do something, no one seem to even care and everyone suddenly has something more important to do. Now, it is just payback time la. U offend me, i make sure you cry!
Whoa, i am kina mad aren't i? hmm..

I love all my friends, truly. I just don't want to be, how do i put it, hmm.. well, I am independent enough to take care of myself. Seriously, I just get annoyed when people do something i don't like. It is just that! O god help me here! I also hate it when whatever i write here to be questioned back when we meet in person. Whatever i write here is how i feel for the day or at that time. So, i don't feel comfortable talking about it outside cyberspace. If you want, you can comment and i will try to answer. Other than that, please don't ask me anything if you see me in person, please..


Now, i feel better.

p/s : no offence anyone.

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I know this might sound unlikely me, but i have been going back late from office everyday this week. Why? Because i have more than i can handle piled up work. *Sigh*
I don't like it. I hate working.
I haven't been having much time to spend with my family nor my friends. Sad sad life.
I hate it when people give untrue comments on the work i do. Well, even if it true i just can't handle it. I get really angry but then i won't do anything because i am a type of person who doesn't show my anger (most of the time that is).
This lady who called me up asking wether i do editing for photos and adding some graphics to it especially on wedding photographs. I said ok and went to kajang to meet her up. This lady was in her mid 40s i guess. She has one son and a daughter. She actually ticked me off few times. First, she said my work is not so good. (that's bullshit!) how dare she? Then , she said that the graphics that she let me use has been copyrighted. (bullshit again) which later she told me she scanned from magazines. Then the most annoying part of them all, she said she is willing to pay me rm1.50 for each page that i do! no, seriously, rm1.50? even a student wouldnt want to do that!
What the hell she thinks i am? some kind of cheap beggar?
I spent my whole day today to come up with this design to show her. I think it looks average (much better than the things she showed me!) Just to prove to her, i am not as bad as she thinks i am!
Damn, sometimes people can be soooo irritating man! Now, i am going to go and meet her in a while and show her the new design. Lets see what she says. And definetely i am going to say it to her face, rm1.50 , bugger off!
My designs are worth more than that!

Inspirational

I did it myself for self-motivation :)

The Sign!