The group (a part of it)
Models for the latest colgate advert.
If you look closely, mama and I are not there..and what is vasu looking at?
Me and prem
I was going through the photographs and videos i have taken in the past just for fun. (actually i found them when I was cleaning my room) and yes i did clean up my room as spiderwebs were everywhere and clothes piled up on the corner plus some creatures living under the computer table.O.K. lets not drift away from the point here..
all i wanted to say is, how much i have grown in those few years. It is like when I was 17, I looked fucking nerdy and then, when i was 18 and got my first piercing which was on the top of my ear(which got infected and i had to take it out!) It didnt stop there..
I got addicted to it! I pierced one more because I tak puas how come others pierce and I couldnt! It didnt stop there, I went got another one on the same side. So I had two piercing on my left ear. Then, I felt imbalanced. I went and pierced on my right ear as well and took out one of the left ear piercing.
Theeeeennnn, I went and pierced the small thing that sticks out of your face near your ears? Yeah that part. It was freaking painful! But I was addicted, so hey, I enjoyed it!
After that, I went and pierced my eye-brows!....And now, I am left with only one piercing on my left ear. Pretty much crap that I have wrote so far...I know...
Talk about growing..i used to wear this nerdy looking glasses back in school. Then, my friend suggested why don't you go get lenses. And I did! As weird as I am, I got meself a pair of blue lenses (baby blue to be precise!) With that, I went to Uni. But hey, made people remember me, and some fell in love with my fake eyes ;) you know who you are...dont deny it!
....And I finished my Uni life, hey did i tell you my blue lenses got stolen? I got few suspects in my list, yet to find out! but if i catch you...you know what i would do...
Ok, graduation day, drunk, got an oppurtunity to get a tattoo...hey, try and stop me..well, some did try..but I am a stallion (it suppose to be horse but stallion sounds more manly doesnt it?)So, I did get my tattoo and someone asking for discount because we were students? That made me sobber!
Then, lets talk about people I met as I was growing up. My school friends, they are just so..hmm...how do you say it? ..hmmm...loyal? I went missing like for four years and they still cared for me when i met them back! Love all of them, best people i have ever met. Should I name them? Should I? Should I? Nah...they know who they are..
Talk bout uni life, my my...no -fullstop- too much contreversials..hahaha, all i can say to those people who tried to make my life miserable, bite me!
Those who were not hiding under the wolf's skin, lets go get drunk!woohooo
The size! Well, I was freakishly thin at one point in my life, I use to weight 40kg at one point. Then, after school I just puffed up. Tehn, when I came to uni, I went down again, then went up then down and now..up and up and up...
Alcohol has played a major part in me growing up but somehow, i didnt get addicted to it. ciggies, are my food..try to take it away from me, i will fuck u up upside down..
What I remember most, "Ali Khan"! somehow that stuck in my head til now...
Lets see on the asset part, I make my own money now, no problem in that, actually that is a problem..hehe
Drive my own car, moved form my worthy little WJ 126 (EXCLUSIVE CAR : IT RAINS OUTSIDE AND INSIDE THE CAR TOO!) It also let dhayan's car kiss it's backside. (Yes, dhayan has a horny car indeed!) to my wworthy little BGU 9527 (oh wait, i said worthy twice!) yeah, all that i have is worthy...wanna see??
I JUST WROTE A LOAD OF CRAP. (and the fat lady sings!)(I'll put up some pictures on my next post)
Life is unpredictable. This maybe the most powerful statement anyone can say after a ride on the life-rollercoster. As all of us wish it to be a bed of roses all the time, we can never deny the fact of thorns poking us when we are really high on it. This feeling occurs maybe just for a moment, but if it really pokes you, the scar it leaves may never heal. One may try to avoid the poking, but how many of us can predict when the bloody thorn gonna poke us? None...
All we can do is, lay down on it, feel the pain and get over it. The scar, well, it will be there to remind you about the wonderful feeling you had just lying down. Move on to the next bed, it might not be the same as the previous one, but it might be better. You wil never know until you do it. Hope for the worst, so you will get the best. One satisfied man is the one who knows what he got and makes the best out of it.
When you feel the whole world is about to end, hang on to the people that you know will not let you go. Probably you can count them, but those are the ones who are going to be your roomates in hell. Sharing everything, mostly pain and gives a drive to live your life. It will be painful. But...when you have that comforting hand reaching out for you, you will know you didn't fall too deep after all.
Been there, done that, but was very cautious not to indulge to much, as the consequences are deadly. Some on the other hand, get convinced, that is what they want for the rest of their lives, see the future to be as bright as the sun...but who knows what is running in the other mind? Fake? Hypocrite? Or just plain love? No one knows... I was convinced, but I was wrong.
Everything happens for a reason? A good reason? God's way of saying you deserve better? Who knows? Who knew? Who will know?
All that we can do, hope and deal with all the crap. Heartache - sucks. What happens when you fall, will always stay, forever until you find the remedy to heal the pain. And the remedy is in your own hands. How you going to accept the fact and make it into a positive result.
Sadness, anger, pain, temper, will be fighting to come out, try to control it so that you don't hurt more people in the process of recovering. Life sucks, no denying in that, so stand up and face the world. There are plenty of things to be explored out there which has been put to a stop for a reason. Now is the time to continue the pending desires.
If I have given you a wrong signal, do forgive me. I just wanted a good friend. Not more than that, not ready for a commitment..if it comes, it will, if it doesn't come, I am sorry..forgive me.
Crap, total crap.
Signing off, the fucker who got fucked up.
How many of you have been stuck at the jam in Jalan Pudu near Jalan Bukit Bintang / Pudu Jail traffic light? I have been there like million times and everytime, I will not miss to catch a glimpse on this signboard in front of a chinese shop which apparently sell wood.BUT only in this shop,in Malaysia, we can buy wooden chicks! Check the pic out!
If you happen to pass the road next time, look out for this shop..very the interesting..
MALAYSIA BOLEH!
my first drink - JD
my first new year wish - Jimpack
my first new year wish (from me) - Ah Bok
my first food - nasi lemak
my first call - Angel
my first tv program - dream girl 2007
my first ciggie - marlboro reds
my first hug - geena
my first movie - vallavan
my first shirt - green
my first pants - brown
my first jeans - wrangler
my first laugh - with geena & sumi
my first cry - non so far
my first crave - lg chocolate
my first drive - from prem's house to mine
my first chewing gum - wrigley's
my first top up - rm10 bucks
my first song - hinder, lips of an angel
my first sales - Antony..
all good so far (touch wood!)
may it continues...;)
happy new year ya'aall!
Posted by David Zinczenko
Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of
cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping
their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's
with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes
place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death
sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating
takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by
knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as
excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and
other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent
it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat:
To Fulfill His Biology:
You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides
killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure
the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biology to want to
wander. Does that mean he should, or that he can't help it? Of
course not. But it does mean that a man is going to have strong-
extremely strong-biological urges to knock on the doors of
neighboring huts. I have had this argument/discussion /conversation
with dozens of men and women: Are men predestined to cheat? My
answer is no, they're not-despite their biology. But often times,
they do have to fight it. Especially after a pitcher and two shots
of Jack.
To Get the Attention:
News flash: Sure, some guys cheat because, well, maybe the sexual
frequency has slowed a bit, and maybe hot-and-heavy happens at home
about as often as Rob Schneider gets nominated for an Oscar. But the
truth is that plenty of men who are having regular sex with their
partner are also having sex with someone else. Why? Because cheating
isn't just about the sex. Just as a woman who cheats may be seeking
more affection than what she's getting at home, a man often cheats
because he's seeking the attention that he no longer gets at home.
Part of the allure of the mysterious woman isn't just to find out
what she looks like naked; it's that the woman showers the man with
flirtations, with seduction, with advances that make him feel like
he's worthy of more than just fixing dents in the drywall.
To Get Out:
I know lots of guys who simply don't have the strength to end it.
They may try ("I'm just not happy"), or they may take other tactics
to drive a woman away. A lot of guys simply have trouble breaking
off relationships because they don't want to be perceived as that
bad guy, the jerk, the insensitive lout who ended something good. So
they tiptoe around the issue in hopes that she'll get so frustrated
that she'll back out first. Well, if that doesn't work, then a man
knows that the only way out is to commit the relationship sin that
drives a woman away for good. It's not right, but it's what happens.
To Change Up His Play List:
Think about what's on your iPod. You have your favorite songs you
play over and over, but every once in a while, you're in the mood to
hear something you haven't played in a long time. You don't need to
hear it but once every month or so, but still, you appreciate the
changeup. Relationships need to be like good iPods lists. You're
comfortable with your routine and you like your routine, but it's
always nice to change things up. What men really want in
relationships (and what I suspect women also want) is to be able to
take comfort in the routine of a long-term commitment, as long as
there are some surprises that make it feel like a new relationship
every once in a while. In order to keep the relationship strong,
you've got to change the songs every once in a while. That goes for
in the bedroom and out.
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Charlton chief executive Peter Varney today admitted the club had made a mistake appointing Iain Dowie as head coach and confessed the promotion of Les Reed to replace him is a 'gamble'. The Charlton board have internally promoted former FA technical director Reed, 53, to replace head coach Dowie, who was sacked yesterday after just 12 Premiership games this term with the Addicks bottom following a 3-2 loss at Wigan. Varney felt the club had no choice but to dismiss former Crystal Palace boss Dowie following an unprecedented review of Charlton's set-up despite only recruiting him in the summer. The two-week review, which took place with Dowie's knowledge, included quizzing players and staff on the club's recent fortunes. And Varney concluded Charlton were certain to be relegated unless the club's hierarchy acted swiftly by dismissing Dowie and promoting Reed from his role as Dowie's assistant.
'This is not just about results,' said Varney, who revealed Dowie was axed in a phone call by chairman Richard Murray around 6pm last night. 'You hear things internally and you also bear in mind the performances on the pitch and the preparation for matches. 'So we conducted a review into every single aspect of what goes on in the football management side. 'That involved everyone who is part of that and we came to a conclusion things would not improve on the pitch and therefore we had to take the decision we did. 'When Iain arrived in the summer we put together a structure and we wanted everyone in it to be happy it could work. 'But in truth it hasn't and we had to take a reflection on why it wasn't working. 'There were aspects of what we set up we were concerned about but I don't think we have panicked. 'I think we have taken a very considered look at the football side and whether or not we might have won at Wigan, we would probably have come to the same decision.' Dowie, 41, arrived at The Valley in late May with an excellent reputation after his work at Selhurst Park. But Dowie's image is in tatters after Varney said it was an error appointing him and backing him with £11.2million to spend on several new players.
He added: 'People will look at it as a mistake now but we interviewed who we thought was the best candidate for the job and backed him financially. 'This club has the highest wage bill that it has ever had in its history. 'And there is an element of what Iain said in his interview which didn't happen in reality.' Varney also admitted the fact Dowie is being taken to court by Palace chairman Simon Jordan over his switch to The Valley was also a massive problem. But with Dowie gone, Varney believes Charlton's new management duo of Reed and coach Mark Robson, 37, can save the Addicks from the drop. He said: 'It is a little bit of a gamble but we think we have the right mix to get us out of this mess we are in. 'Les is fully qualified to do the job and we need stability. We think the combination of Les and Mark is an ideal one to take the club forward as Mark is a very aggressive, young and up-and-coming coach.
' Charlton are looking to add a third person to the management team - with Glenn Hoddle an early favourite among bookmakers. However, Dowie's predecessor Alan Curbishley is not interested in a return to the Valley, telling the Evening Standard: 'The club have been very stable for the last 15 years but they obviously felt it was something they needed to do. 'When I left there last May, though, I said I was looking for a fresh challenge and that is still the case.'
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
ah huh that's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew
My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew
Who knew
Is it true when they say friendship will only go to an extend, true love goes all the way?
I have to admit, I use to think the friendships I have was the best and it will go along till the day I die. But somehow it seems to be a mistake. Or maybe it is just me who is getting all paranoia on this matter.
It was me who had this idea, even if I am not in a serious relationship, I would be happy as my friends would tag along with me, just to make me feel a bit better. I was wrong.
It comes a point in everyone's life when you have so much things that you want to tell out but you just have to shut up and act normal just because you have no one to tell to, no one that you trust. Even if you have, you will be too insecure that it might bore them. Or even the perception they might have on you after you tell them whatever that is bugging your mind.
Sometimes, it is the matter of wetter they have time to actually sit down and listen to what you have to say. Let us put it this way, where are you in their priority list. It all drains down to how much they appreciate your friendship and how much do they have trust in you.
It is totally different now that I am 24 as I have learnt so much to be independent and not to rely on others as it is time for others to actually rely on me. It is a wonderful feeling when people come and tell you their problems and you try your best to help them out, at least for me. End of the day, I am not a self-centered person to be expecting much in return if their problems get solved. Somehow, a little bit of appreciation goes a long way. A"thank you" which comes from the bottom of their heart, simply gives me the pleasure.
Some people do not know how to show their appreciation. As they might say thank you, but then they don't mean it, as in for the sake of saying, I will say it as long as my things get settled, I don't care about you. That my friend, I can read.
It is truly disappointing when you expect someone to be there for you, you know they will be there for you, you trust them so much, but...they act cold. They get annoyed with you.
It is frustrating. But hey, who said life is simple? There are so many small things that will be an obstacle to bring you down. Put your head up and keep on walking, you will reach there somehow.
Many people have many ideas on what they should have done, what they should do now, what they want others to do. End of the day, it all depends to the individuals choice. If what they expect others to do is done, they will feel they are in control. What they do not understand is that they might offend so many others. Lets work in a team, let others enjoy the feeling that you have.
Do not ignore people because you have got what you want and they do not matter anymore. That is just typically an asshole's attitude. Don't think that it makes you look cool. Remember karma? You wouldn't want that. Trust me.
It took me a lot of effort in trying to put these in words as I don't know how to express how I feel. But this is close. There are still so many things missing and I know all, or maybe few have the same feeling that I am having right now.
May God bless everyone.
