Runaway Bride

How would you feel if your daughter ran away from home to get married to someone you know that can't keep her happy?
That is what happened to my aunty's family.(My father's, sister's family)
It was kind of shocking as i know my cousin very well. She would not do such a thing. It caught me by suprise! This morning, as i was waking up to go to work, we had a phone call. It was my aunty crying like a little girl who lost her way home. She was crying to my grandma for what has happened. My grandma on the other hand, started crying too.
Ok, now to the main story. The place my aunty is staying, KAPAR is well known for indians from the darkside. She was against moving there ever since my uncle bought a house there. But she and her family were forced to move there. Time went by and two of my cousins got married and lived hapily. This thing happened to their youngest daughter. They were asking her to get married as she is 26 now. But she said i will get married when i finish her studies. So, being understanding parents, they said ok. Then, yesterday, this cousin of mine did not come back home from work. They were soo worried. Today morning, my cousin called them and told what happened. As it is my aunty is having health problems. This would definetely make her worst!
It seems, this guy who she is married to, kidnaped her and forced her to get married to him or else, her family will be hurt! It is funny though that my cousin is not so stupid to fall for this kind of things.
Then, my aunty was told that she was (what do u call that thing in english? di pukau) So, she didn't know what was happening and she has no power to stop it. What a bad way to get married to someone. I never thought this would happen to my family.
My grandma was soo sad, she didn't stop crying even when i left home to work. She said, the same thing happened to my aunty(di pukau) long time ago, that she fell sick and would hold her t-shirt and cry every day and night. But in my aunty's case, it was worst. Her husband died in an accident and she was left a widow. Then, she came to concious and came back. But my grandpa chased her away saying he doesn't have a daughter like her. Sad huh? Somehow, she got married to a very good,kind hearted man after that (who is my uncle now) and living hapily ever after.
Another shock came to me few days back, my cousin who is one year younger than me is being forced to get married. This is the sms chat i had with her.
shuresh : Oi, apo khabar?
cousin : baik...............alamhdulilah
shuresh : ahaha, eja pun salah. that bad huh?
cousin : sorrylah, fikiran ku celaru sekarang
shuresh : chill. everything happens for a reason

I don't know what the hell is wrong with my family. What the hell is happening? Everything is moving so fast. Damn! Is it just my family or the whole world!

Cheated

Isn't it funny when you plan something and something else happens? I have so many blogs that has this topic on. Somehow it all comes down to one, numero uno solution. Never plan. :)
I don't plan. I know when i plan, it will never happen or somrthing else happens. *Sigh*
Jim is not in the office today, so is putri. It is getting so regular now that these people just take days off to their convinience. I don't feel like i am working in a office anymore,serious. It is like a hang out place. I have not much office work to do, so concentrating on my freelance work and this blog of course. When i come to office i feel like i am coming home back. free internet access, do what i like doing, designing, coffee, cigarattes, lunch and music. What else you need in an office to make you feel like home? Hmmm...
My boss never pressure me on doing anything( like there are any work to do anyways!) I don't need to apply for anual leave as i can take it anytime i want. N o mcs. Get my salary full every month. This is like everyone's dream job. I have a big feeling somehow, my boss gonna go back australia soon and leave the office empty. So, i would be out of job.HAHAHA
Been saving my money as i know my salary never comes on the same date every month because my boss issues check rather then auto debit it to my bank account. So, i must be prepared. Did not pay my car loan last month because afraid i would have need the money for these people's convo.
Why am i feeling so down now? I don't know! Nothing concerns me but i am feeling it! People say when someone close to you feel sad, u feel it too. Damn.
GOD has done much for me. The things that i want to be done ,won't be granted but other stuffs that i don't ask i get. Why ah??
I have a feeling i am becoming a loner. I don't hang out anymore, it is usally, work home work home again. How sad.
Ok, wanna continue my work.
Peace out.

Signs

Hahaha, my virtual friend sent me this email. Cool shit!

Lonely..i'M so lonely...

Work is getting to my nerves. I regret taking the account into matter. Tu lah...nak berlagak, thinking i can do it. Now customer not satisfied. macam mana sekarang?
One more thing that i have been cracking my head is the design for the stupid brochure that my boss asked to do. Some airlines thingy. He is soo old fashion man. Sigh..
Haven't been going for tea or supper since prem's away to the camp or something. Left me, suresh and lailo. Vasu busy ka pahang, terengganu dan kelantan. Why do i have a feeling he is gonna get married to a malay girl..hmmm...tak tau la...
Went for tea with mande and congo yesterday. Reached around 5.30 and left the place at 7. See how long is my tea time? hehehe wat to do? thats the time i can meet them all. But didnt get to meet bob because he was sleeping. James was coming back from work so didnt get to meet him either.
The weather is making me sick. Kejap hujan kejap panas.Hm.... bila nak salji?
Putri and jim are out to MITV. Me left with kavitha in the office. Now, kavitha just left to go for some meeting with the developer of her new house. Now, left me. Got loads of work but malas nyerrr nak buat.
I am financially unstable now. End of the month..where is my check!!??!!
Planin to go to penang this weekend . see la how it goes.
I dunno why, but suddenly, feel like i have so many things to think bout. Is this wat the call stress?
Was watching d. h. yesterday, eva long**** is hot man( sorry i forgot her name) in her lingerie yesterday.WOW!
Starting to hate the traveling to work and back. Makes me tired and it takes me freakin 1 hour to come to the office and one hour back, so basically i am working two hours extra and still underpaid. how sad.
I am out of credit. So, if i dont send any forwarded message...aiya, just waitlah til i get my salary.
I know that would be the indication. Im ean when i send forwarded messages, people know i got credit. Thats because i forward all the junks i get to people. hehehe I believe that would be a good way to keep in touch. don't u think?
haven't watch any movies for ages. No time la katakan.
i got one great story to tell u guys, but i will keep it for the next post. hehehe

chow!

A brand new revolution

Hardship

It is hard to do something when you know you can not actually do much. As a friend, i feel useless if i can't help my friend on any matter. Reasonly, when my fren is still having his disputes, I am standing here doing nothing. What the hell am i suppose to do? I have power to do anything dispite being a good buddy. The temple trip didn't work out. I went to two temple, asking for forgiveness and making request from him. But he has not done aything to make the situation better. One wise man who shares a same name as moi said this " U should not ask the god what u want, ask him what should i do to get what i want". And then, he will show you the way.
I did exactly that! Nothing happened, he didn;t show me anything. I told him straight to his face, you give me what i want i give you my hair. I did! So, if i get what i asked for, i will be bold for three years to come. Somehow, i doubt that. :(
Watched "ayah pin's" cd. It so embarassing and i raged with anger when i saw a bunch of indians praying to him. In batu caves! during deepavali! and they did some special pooja for him in a temple. Thats ridiculous! Whta tghe hell is wrong with these indians?? To tell you honestly, the people i saw worshipping him were the malays and indians. NO CHINESE.Is it because indians are easily influenced or is it because they would do anything for money? Hmm... a good thing to ponder upon...
Have this craving for french fries lately. Mcdonald's fries to be specific. I practically stop and buy fries from mcd everytime i pass by it.No matter where and wether i am hungry or not. There goes my weight shooting up high!
When you call someone a "pig". Is it offensive or is it ok? I had a crush on this girl who gets all tensed up everytime someone called her pig, dog or by the name of any animals. But ironically, her bf calls her piglet now and she gets excited. See how people change? Maybe for good and maybe it is for worst!
I was glad and thrilled to get comments from Uma for the previous posts. Suprised? The hell yeah! Felt so honoured that she reads my blog.:) and actually enjoys reading it! Ha!
My virtual fren going through tough times as well. I was ther last time she cried after that tragic incident. To think about it , it was funny enough, she was trying to hide it from me. I mean, she was saying nothing is worng nothing is wrong, when infact tears where filling up in her eyes. But, this time, you would do great! I have faith in you!
I have enough problems to think about now. I just realise that my career path is going no where, as well as my personal life. But both, was my choice. Sometimes, when you are driving alone or even watching television, u tend to think bout all the action you have taken and start regreting for it! That's me!
After all this, I still think I am right! Always been! and always will! ha ha ha (vain, as putri calls me!)

peas out

the best picture ever

THE BEST PICTURE EVER TAKEN. TOKEN OF FRIENSHIP. THANKS GUYS.

Random thoughts

It is kind of sad when you get separated with your loved ones even for a minute. But it would be even worst if you get stuck with them every second. So, what is the best duration for you to have a comforatable living with your loved ones?
Had a big argument with my grandma over the weekend. She is soo old-fashioned. I can't digest that. O by the way, "digest" is my current favourite word.
My dad suggested to go for a medical check up as my gastric is getting worst. i Have pain in my stomache at least once a day.
Met up with kartik and accompanied him for his interview in glenmarie which coincidently opposite lailo's working place. He didn't know such company existed the night before when we asked him. Funny? That's lailo! :))
Vasu has this tendency to irritate me everytime he sees me and i don't understand why. But he has always been a good friend and an understanding one. Luv him though.
Prem, wat can we say bout prem...he reads my blog. Thats like the coolest thing anyone can do.hehehe,he is currently busy with his work,comes back late but still finds the time to meet up for supper. thanks dei ;)
Suresh the "non-drinking,non-swearing, goodie boy" (see how i highlighted those words?) well he is nothing like that now. Black label was rather strong for him, if you know what i mean?hehe
I realise one thing bout myself, if i start to hate something or someone, it is pretty hard for me to actually forgive the person or forget what happened. If you are trying to patch things up or even try to be friends with me, forget it, i don't give a damn and no i don't want to patch things up.
I don't need someone like you in my life. I have my frens. a small circle but fun to be in it.
I have my best friend. :) and i have my family. Even though how much i get irritated with all of these people, it still comes down to one thing, i love them all.
I came across this really intersting blog. I know the person. Funny enough, it does make me laugh how people put things together and try to be who they are not. Grow up!
Having a headache now. Maybe because of the weather or maybe because of so many things to think about.
I am trying my best here, but it is not working out. I wonder why? Ok, set, i will go temple today. See how it goes after that, i think i need his guidance on something.

Ok, see ya guys ;)

just tea

People seldom ask me advice. I don't understand why but I give crap advice,still they come to me. One more thing, I have never been in a seriuos relationship before. Don't come asking me for advice on love and relationship. I don't know.Seriously, it is not that i am trying, but it is just that i don't seem to be able to get the feeling whenever i see someone. I am still looking for that someone who is gonna make me go head over heels. My god, I sound so sissy. Damn you devils!

That day, a very interesting topic came up while i was sittin down having tea with few of my close buddies. O, did i mention, it was pick- on - peterz day. I was offended, but hey, they are my frens, and they are talking in front of me, at least that is better,i guess.hmm...

The topic of the day, why peterz doesn't have a girl friend. Honestly, i don't know myself and i don't care. I am happy the way i am and i will be getting a girlfriend when i need one. O shoots, who am i kidding, i just don't feel the love for anyone right now. And i must know, why? why do u need a girlfren, a partner? when all i see around me is problems problems problems is what raised among my frens who are in a relationship. U know whats more yucky, they say that they are not happy in a relationship and make hoohoohaahaa bout it ,but end of the day, who do they run to like a cry baby? their girlfrens. Independent my ass!

I am pretty much happy the way i am, though at times it does get a lil bit depressing but what the heck? I enjoy every moment of my life. When i am alone, i feel more comfortable, no voices over your shoulders to irritate you, no same face everyday til u get so sick of u feel like vomiting.
No one to nag at you to do stuffs and no one to depend on you. Thats the best part, you have your frens to depend on, you family for support, then why do you need someone to depend on you? Live your life as it is. No tension, no problems it is just you you you. AHHHHHH....

So, to all my frens who are wondering why i don't have a girlfren, i am leaving my life, not others and to stress it out " I AM LIVING A HAPPY LIFE BY MY OWN" I don't need someone else to mess up my whole life again.

Hehehe, i got this one statement which got me laughing my heads off. Someone asked wether i am gay for not having a girlfren. Well, to clarify everything... I would like to state this here and who ever reads this, please spread it around, i am not gay, i am as straight as any normal male would be. Just because i have no interest in relationship, love, sex and all load of other crap, doesn't mean i am gay. For a start, guys as in male specimen of human being makes me vomit too. Go figure.

Thats all for a fruitful writting of mine for this time. Wow, i am proud of myself. Who ever need further clarification do drop by a comment. I will entertain it if it is relevant. If not, bugger you too.

peace out.

Confusion

I am so confused. Give me one good reason why i should not write what i feel like writting on my blog? Can't give any? Thought so! Why do people get so scared to write what they feel like writting on their blog? It is your own personal space on the internet. What is stopping you?
I write what i feel like writing. I don't care if people get offended or even if people get happy their name came out on my blog.
Why do people say that it is your fault if you don't keep in touch with them? It is always your fault. But in reality, they don't care either. If they really want to keep in touch, why do they expect you to keep in touch with them? Where is the effort they put in? i don't see it.
So, don't expect me to do anything if you don't do anything. This is a matter of ego.And.. i am a egoistic person. Live with it!
Ok people, any comments? be free but remember, you get back what you put in. Keep in touch or just get out of my face.
peace out...

Illusion mate!

Horny

AHH..i got ur attention now. I am so happy now. I don't know why but helping others make me happy.Especially if they are my friends. I know sometimes i just go crazy doing stuffs that no normal human being with right set of mind would think of doing. I also have to confess that i have been hiding stuff from people. I know it is wrong but i can't help it. You guys will find out sooner or later. Kavitha just told me that tommorow is jim's birthday and asked to get a cakebut damn i am broke here, doesn't she care?? Now i have to ask my grandma for money first and pay her back later. I am still figuring out how the hell am i gonnna pay my credit card bill! It has increased so badly and man..i am going to get it nicely from the bank people. I was so crazy, i bought a digital camera and a house!
Damn i am hungry. My friend just called and told that his flight has been canceled so i have to go fetch him tommorow morning instead of today evening.Waitting for mama's call. Wanted to go print something for him in sunway. O yeah, i am still feel stupid to go get my eyebrow pierced.What was i thinking?!? Maybe because no one can stop me once i set my mind on something. I pretty much don't care what people think,say or even talk behind my back. If i feel like doing it, I will do it. Don't try to act smart and try to advice me.I won't listen :)
Was going through jac's blog. Kind of missing her but don't know what the reason for. We never got along, i mean we do get along but end up arguing bout stuffs that don't even mean a thing.
Mimi oh mimi...where r u? Got a gift for mimi, ju , geena, sumi and jac. If you guys want ur gifts then meet me muahahaha
Today is sumi's birthday! I called her to wish but that psyco is not answering her phone. So, if you ever come across this blog, Happy Birthday!
I am sooo sad that i can't go to penang with geena. Ifelt so bad for turning the plan down. I know geena was soo looking forward to it. Sorry geena. R u avoiding me or something?
Putri is leaving eraly today cause she has to go fetch her grandma from the airport. So, bye putri!
Ok lah, i think i have wrote enough here. Maybe i continue some toher time. Before i stop, there's a thing i heard on the radio yesterday. The dj asked wether you can touch your elbow with your toungue? I can't for sure, so you guys try ok. But don't do it in front of people or they will be thinking you are trying to play with yourself by licking it.! hahahahaha (goes well with the title though..:P)

B A N A N A S

Hey my ever so loyal fans...hehehe been missing for a while eh? Nothing, it is just that so much things happen in my life in such a short time...*sigh*

met with an accident, had to go to the police station make a report. Got compounded 15o bucks! can you believe it?? it was not even my fault! malaysian goverment sucks!

Got my eye-brow pierced...woo hooo...it was not as painful as i thought it would be.

Been to places...jb ...etc. hehehe Spent so much money that i am broke now...muahahaha

Bought a house, just a small one for me and my would-be (god knows where is she now..mauahahaha) Iknow it is crazy but i felt like it. It would only be ready in 2007 so i have waaaayyy more time to figure out and save money for it.O yeah, by the way it is in puchong.

Ok, theres more but will tell you guys later la....yeah man one more thing....the list of people i hate has increased...man i need more friends not enemies!!

Hey guys, one more thing, i have started my own fotopages...go and check it out ok?
it is at : http://shuresh.fotopages.com/

Til then my frenz, tc and to my virtual fren, will message u once i have credit ok?

Peace out

pressured

i am currently undergoing this programme to prevent stress in my life. It is not helping and instead making it worst!

iSOLATED

Hello people! It has been a while since I updated my blog. Well, been busy with work...freelancing stuff, moving office,travelling from home to work,spending time with family and friends and etc.
Moving office was so damn tiring, but I think it was worth it, I mean we now work in an apartment/villa that has been transformed into an office. It way more comforting than the one we were before.
I have been busy with freelancing stuff .Spending most of my time with work work work nowadays. Sad...:( I don't have enough time for my friends now. But I try to keep in touch.
Have been very much financially challenged this month! Ihaven't pay for my car for two months. Lend my friend 500 bucks, need to take my road tax and insurance for the car and my my.....*sigh* need a raise! that's all I can say...:P
Oh yeah, I am staying in my office for the next one month! I know, it's phatetic and people say I don't have a life! How can u stay in your office?? It's like staying in hell and don't want to leave! Well, I love my job, so it is not so bad plus I get some time alone with myself. Time to think over so many things, finish up unfinished things and well, just away from people. Sometimes we need that to refresh ourselves from the normal routine life we have. It makes you realise so many things. Well in my case, i stay in my office...it does sound sad! hahahahaa
I am actually taking some time off my work(freelancing) to write this. Since I herad rumours that there are many people out there often check my blog to see my update..yes you! i was definetely talking bout u...hahahha gotcha! Niewayz, to all that reads my blog, thanks for the support and I promise I will update my blog as long as I have the time and internet to do so. Enjoy reading and don't just read give comments. Oh come on don't be lazy! U came this far, wat would it take for you to write a comment?
I have been following american idol and man can bo sing! carie is not so bad either. My current favourite tv show is "lost" If you have the chance, catch the show on axn. It is a good show. worth watching.
Ok boys and girls. bed time! I think I will continue tommorowla to do my work. too sleepy...:P

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!

i love u...yes u!...yes u!!!

Afrikaans : Ek is lief vir jou Ek het jou lief

Albanian : Te dua

Amharic : Afekrishalehou

Arabic : Ana Behibak (to a male) Ana Behibek (to a female)

Basc : Nere Maitea

Bavarian : I mog di narrisch gern

Bengali : Ami tomAy bhAlobAshi

Berber : Lakh tirikh

Bicol : Namumutan ta ka

Bulgarian : Obicham te

Cambodian : kh_nhaum soro_lahn nhee_ah Bon sro lanh oon

Cantonese : Ngo oi ney

Catalan : T'estim (mallorcan) T'estime (valencian) T'estimo (catalonian) T'estim molt (I love you a lot)

Chinese : Wo ie ni (Manderin, Cantonese)

Croatian :
Volim te (most common), or Ja te volim (less common)

Czech :
miluji te

Danish :
Jeg elsker dig

Dutch :
Ik hou van jou

Estonian :
Mina armastan sind

Esperanto :
Mi amas vin

Persian (Farsi) :
Tora dust midaram

Flemish :
Ik zie oe geerne

Finnish :
Mina" rakastan sinua

French :
Je t'aime

Friesian :
Ik bin fereale op dy Ik ha^ld fan dy (Most commonly used phrase) (the ^ is above the a)

Gaelic :
Ta gra agam ort

German :
Ich liebe Dich I mog Di ganz arg! (Suebian: South German dialekt.)

Greek :
S' ayapo

Gujarati(a dialect of India)
"Tane Prem Karoo Choo"

Hausa :
Ina sonki

Hebrew :
aNEE oHEIVET oTKHA (female to male) aNEE oHEIV otAKH (male to female) Ani ohev at (man to woman) Ani ohevet atah (woman to man)

Hindi:
Mein Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon

Hokkien :
Wa ai lu

Hopi :
Nu' umi unangwa'ta

Hungarian :
Szeretlek te'ged

Icelandic :
?g elska ßig

Indonesian :
Saya cinta padamu Saya Cinta Kamu Aku tjinta padamu Saja kasih saudari

Italian :
Ti amo

Irish :
taim i' ngra leat

Japanese :
Kimi o ai shiteru

Kazakh :
Men seny jaksy kuremyn

Kiswahili :
Nakupenda

Korean :
Tangsinul sarang ha yo

Kurdish :
Ez te hezdikhem

Latin :
Te amo Vos amo

Lao :
Khoi huk chau

Latvian :
Es Tev milu

Lingala :
Nalingi yo

Lithuanian:
Ash miliu tave

Luo :
Aheri

Madrid lingo :
Me molas, tronca

Malay/Indonesian :
Saya cintakan awak(awak=kamu=you) Aku sayang engkau (engkau=kamu=you)

Malay :
Saya cintamu Saya sayangmu

Maltese:
Inhobbok!

Mandarin :
Wo ai ni

Mohawk :
Konoronhkwa

Navajo :
Ayor anosh'ni

Ndebele :
Niyakutanda

Norwegian :
Jeg elsker deg (Bokmaal) Eg elskar deg (Nynorsk)

Pakistani :
Muje se mu habbat hai

Persian :
Tora dost daram

Pilipino :
Mahal Kita Iniibig Kita

Polish :
Ja Cie Kocham or Kocham Cie (Pronounced Yacha kocham)

Portuguese :
Eu te amo

Romanian :
Te iu besc

Russian :
Ya lyublyu tebya Ya vas lyublyu

Scot Gaelic :
Tha gra\dh agam ort

Serbian :
Volim te (most common), or Ja te volim" (less common)

Shona :
Ndinokuda

Sioux :
Techihhila

Slovak :
lubim ta

Slovene :
ljubim te

Spanish :
Te amo

Swahili :
Nakupenda

Swedish :
Jag a"lskar dig

Swiss-German :
Ch'ha di ga"rn

Tagalog :
Mahal kita

Taiwanese :
Gwa ai lee

Tamil
Naan Unnai Kadhalikiren

Thai :
Phom Rak Khun Ch'an Rak Khun

Tunisian :
Ha eh bak

Turkish :
Seni seviyorum!

Urdu :
Mujhe tumse muhabbat hai

Vietnamese :
Anh ye^u em (man to woman) Em ye^u anh (woman to man) Toi yeu em

Vlaams :
Ik hou van jou

Welsh :
'Rwy'n dy garu di. Yr wyf i yn dy garu di (chwi)

Yiddish :
Ikh hob dikh lib

Zazi :
Ezhele hezdege (sp?)

Zuni :
Tom ho' ichema

A friend sent me these meaningful messages...just wanna share it with u guys

Don't be too good, I will miss you.Don't be too caring, I might like you.Don't be too sweet, I might fall for you.It's hard for me to love you when you won't love meafter all...
Bottomline :A person who makes me loves him/her is actually aperson who loves me more than I love him/her.


If someone comes into your life and becomes a part ofyou but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't crytoo much...Just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.
Bottomline :Time will tell, If he's yours he will come back


Don't throw your back to love when it's already infront of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to you.
Bottomline :Treasure the one who loves you, it's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart.


The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it. Remember that we pass this way only once.
Bottomline :Time don't wait. If you think you might have found theright one, treasure him/her. Don't let he/she goaway.


Don't let fear hold you back.Give it a try else you might regret later...No one other than yourself knows what can truly makeyou happy.

Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other,"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?"..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girlgo..."
Bottomline :Nobody will sympathise a person who constantly let chances passes by without making any efforts to salvage. We normally don't realise how important our loved and closed ones are until they left us, we'll start reminiscences which results to misery


There are so many stars in the sky but only some are radiant enough to catch your attention. Among those that you chose to ignore is that one star which is willing to continue shining for you. Even if your glance remains elsewhere.
Bottomline :Phrase 1 :The present person who you are with for the time being may/may not be the one you truly love.
Phrase 2 :Should a person who knows that he/she can't be with you for the time being and yet still continue to love you whole heartedly for who you are is touching.Think about it.


It's so funny how we set qualifications for the rightperson to love, while at the back of our minds we knowthat the person we truly love will always be anexception.
Bottomline :We are critical especially to the one we like or lovebecause we want them to be the best, constantlyseeking for perfection, which should be worked out byboth parties in a relationship and not one party alone>to>shoulder the burden.


Love can make you happy although often times it hurts.But love is only special if you give it to which it'sworth.
Bottomline :If you found someone who truly appreciates you, He/she>deserves more of your love.


To love is like playing the piano. First, you play bythe rules. Then,you must forget the rules and playfrom the heart.
Bottomline :Trust is important , to trust a person you like / love must first let the person you like/love trust you.Have confident in yourself and the person wholikes/loves you. Never leave them doubts and don'tdoubt what he/she has to give.


What If someone tells you this:I don't believe in courtship. It's just a waste oftime. If I love the person, I'll tell her right away.But for you I will make an exception...just love me>now and I'll court you forever...
Bottomline :Love needs time to realise, there might be love atfirst sight but it takes time to let one graduallydiscover their affection towards another,miss him/herwhen he/she is not around, hope to hear from he/shewhen the person haven't write or call.


It's always better to have found the courage to loveeven if you lose it in the end rather than never foundlove because you were too afraid of the challenge.
Bottomline :Don't give up if you face or think that you havecompetitors. It's always better to try, if you suceed,the reward is more than you can expect.But if youdon't try or don't summon up the courage, you mightlose the one you like/love forever...


You never lose in loving. You only lose in holdingback.
Bottomline :Don't be afraid to tell the person you like/love howmuch you like/love him/her. Let them know, let themn decide and make a decision. The Best thing in life is to tell the person you like/love how important they are to you, by doing so, you feel liberated. And you are proud of yourself because you are responsible to your own feelings. Never betray your own feelings,because only you who suffers, no one else.


The greatest challenge in our life is to find someonewho knows our flaws and differences and yet stillwillingly embraces you with so much love.
Bottomline :Love is a means of self giving and self sacrificing,if he/she knows your flaws and still willing to acceptyou, continue to like/love you as you are or evenmore, boy, you are lucky! This person truly deservesyour love and affection.


The spaces between our fingers were created so thatanother person's fingers could fill them in.
Bottomline :Open your heart, let people love you, never doubttheir intentions,sincerity can be felt by the heart.


When you love, it is not for you to be understood butfor you to understand;not for you to take but for you to be taken; to listen, not to dictate; to sacrifice and not to demand; not to count or measure but to love.Gravity:Keeps you down to earth...Makes your burdensheavier...

END...

We are the music makersAnd we are the dreamer of dreams,Wandering by lone sea-breakers,And sitting by desolate streams;World-losers and world-forsakers,On whom the pale moon gleams:Yet we are the movers and shakersOf the world for ever, it seems.

>>>>=====>>>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

>>>=====>"Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened."

finally, i got a chance to take some days off the office. Been sick and tired of staring at the monitor all day long. My boss is in Las Vegas enjoying himself. Kavitha just came back from holiday in penang and pity putri, she hasn't been anywhere except for the regular hang out places she goes with her friends.
CHERATING!!! I know, i know, kinda lame but hey, not always i get to spend time with my frens rite? Plus this (hopefully not!) gonna be the last outing from the apartment. So, i am going to enjoy myself like i have never done it before. I wish i could drive down there since i love driving so much.
In the cc now, prem wanted to use the internet so followed him here and i was bored, dont know wat to do, so i wanted to write something before leaving to cherating tommorow morning.
We have to move away from cyberjaya soon as the letter to evacuate the place has arroved to the office. Hopefully when jim comes back he would still find a place in cyber.
I kinda miss my virtual frenla.Hoy! message me lah, by the way, i am gonna top up my 012 soon :) anything, just message there.
Tried to catch up with the movie industry. Watched chandramukhi, mumbai express, sachein and the pacifier. Cool movies, but then sachien was just crap.
SEPET! that's a good movie but i think the story went too fast, i missed the parts when they actually fall in love. I tot that part they did it too fast.
Was chattin with putri today, eventhough we work in the same office, we prefer chattin through yahoo. She was rellin me to go find a girlfren! i dont know why she said that, but that got me thinking. Maybe im too attached to my frens that i forgot to live my own life. I am pretty sure that pretty soon i will recover as we are not gonna stay together niemore.....*sob* *sob*
niewayz, gotta go i think prem getting bored as well....will update when i get back from paradise CHERATING!!!!!

Deep-s**t

I don't know why, now days, people are so ignorent about things around them. All they care about is themselves. At the end of the day, they do the same mistake others do but they do not realise that. Instead, they will make a big fuss out of the mistake that others did .But when it comes to them it will become "not wrong" for me to do that kind of thing.
I admit, I have been a bit bias about things around me. I am trying hard to please every single human-being that i know,who lives all around my pathetic little life. All they could do is complaint complaint complaint. I'm fed up. It's not like they understand my situation of trying to keep everyone happy. They only care about themselves. Who gets the blame? ME ME ME!
I'm telling you, it is not easy at all to try to please everyone. Some understand, others just dn't care about the position you are in. They just bang bang bang. Come on la people, try to understand man, I also human being you know, i got feelings too. I sacrificed the one thing i wanted to do for a such a long time for that matter; but do people even care?All they know is i have offended them and i am bias. Hello! I am as sick and tired as you are!
I was kinda sad yesterday, i got called a lalang!hahahaa......hmmm...yeah....i know....:)

ok, need to rush to the bank boss wants cash.chow!

o, i, c, u, r, m, t.

Had a very hectic week. monday...let me recall, o..yeah, jee came over and asked me to help out with her fyp. I couldn't help much as we guys were planning to go for dinner. We went to TGIF! I know i know,it is kinda shamful but this was my first time to visit this place. I had pasta which had this really funny name that i can't remember.(i don't think anyone would!)Came back around 12 back home and was soooo damn tired. Went straight to bed. after like 40 minutes, there was a comotion in the aprtment. all of these guys started running out of the apartment and they were trying to tell me something but i was too sleppy to notice it. Then i thought maybe the right thing to do is get out of bed and check out what was the hoo hoo haa haa about. I went out and all these guys standing outside the apartment shouting at me, asking me to come out now! so i also took my car keys and went thinking maybe they wanted to go and eat. Then, they told me that there was an eartquake! I went hahahahahaha. They got the news from cyber. but it was certainly fun.
tuesday, came back from work and continued with the flash thingy...i mean jee's fyp. I learnt alot from this tutorial. things i never knew flash can do. so, it was a discussion most of the time. went to bed early as i was tooo tired after office work.
wednesday, the day i excercised!Hahaha..it was an experience indeed! we went to a friend's newly opening restaurant. "kalyianee's" i think the name was. we suppose to leave at 7 but we left at 7.30pm. got stuck in the jam after sunway,so took the npe. got stuck in the jam in pj. so took a loooong turn to tmn. jaya. took lrt to ampang park. from there had to walk like 2km to the place(i remember it as a torture than excercise). went there, and got straight to the food section as i was freaking hungry. had a good dinner. then had to walk back two kilometers. got back home, too tired to do anything...went straight back home.
thursday, had a hectic day in the office.so much thing to do,so little time!! went back home,continued the discussion with jee.went for dinner. waited for the clock to strike 12.15am because we planned a prank on nantha. called jenny and told her to call nantha and say there was another eartquake! he bought it...
had a good laugh!
friday today, had to finish up some left over project from hsbc which has been going on forever!!!
now i am waittin to go back!
ok,i think i continue some other time..hungry,belum makan la...chowz